I know this chapter is long but it was my favorite one to write.
I woke up to 3 screaming boys jumping on my bed yelling "It's time for breakfast!" Ethan yelled with a big smile. "Come on JJ, It's time to WAKEY WAKEY!" Aiden screamed into her ear. I sat up and glared at a smiling Aiden before mushing him in the face. In all reality, I love mornings like this. It's like I already have kids. "Can we have pancakes JJ?" Isaac asked with a smile just as bright as the other two. "Did any of you brush your teeth?" I raised my brow in question. I got my answer as they all jumped off the bed and ran into the bathroom. I got up and put on a pair of sweatpants over my shorts and put my hair up before heading into the small kitchen to start breakfast.
After a few minutes of cooking I was finished and 3 hyper bouncing boys were more than ready for pancakes and bacon. "Before you guys dig in I think we are missing two people." They all smirked at each other and I knew Dean and Sami were about to get the same wake-up that I did.
We slowly crept in to their room that Dean and Sami had to share. We tried to muffle our laughs because they looked hilarious, snoring and talking in their sleep. "1….2….3." I whispered to Aiden, Ethan, and Isaac. And with that they yelled and jumped on the two beds in the room, and scaring the hell out of Sami and Dean making them fall off their beds. "HOLY SHIT!" Sami exclaimed. "WHAT THE FUCK!" Dean yelled at the same time as Sami. We were all dying of laughter except Sami and Dean. Sami was in his boxers and a t-shirt and Dean was in is shorts with no shirt, showing off his perfectly shaped body. And I can't even lie, he looked really sexy. But I was quickly snapped out of my thoughts when Sami asked "Is it breakfast time?"
"Yep now get your lazy asses up." I said and left back to my apartment with my brothers. After a few minutes Dean and Sami showed up ready for food."ooo food." Dean said staring at the pancakes.
Soon everyone ate and the dishes were done so my brothers went to our aunts house for the rest of the summer so I had the place to myself which usually means I'm gonna chill out and watch a movie with Sami while Dean went to his girlfriend's house. I thought it would be a good idea to go see Mason before I got settled for the night. So I drove my car to his house, I didn't see his parents cars so he must be by himself. "Mason" I called out not seeing him anywhere. "Mason?" I heard sounds upstairs so I figures he would be in his room. I paused before I opened the door… I hope I'm not hearing what I thought I was….a woman and man moaning. Tears where in my eyes as I feared to open the door to what I'd find. But of course to my better judgment I opened the door and found exactly what I feared, Mason and some other girl I had never seen before, having sex.
"Jade, uh..I can explain!" he panicked as he pushed the woman off of him. I just stood there frozen, not knowing what to say or do. He quickly put on some pants and rushed over to me, trying to think of a lie. "You know what, don't even bother." I turned to leave but he grabbed my arm. "Please it's not what is looks like." Instead of sadness, rage filled me and I just wanted to explode. "WHAT THE FUCK IS IT THEN CAUSE TO ME IT IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!" I screamed snatching my arm away from his grasp. "YOU WERE FUCKING HER!" I couldn't calm down. I mean who could blame me, one of the most trusted people in my life has just screwed me over, and my trust isn't easy to get. I walked at a quick pace down the stairs as he followed me. "Can you just listen to me for two seconds!" and for some reason, I stopped to listen. "Ok…look she came on to me," I couldn't even believe he thinks this bullshit would work, it just pissed me off all the more. I didn't even let him finish before I kicked him in the balls and kneed him in the face, and left without another word.
The drive back seemed longer than usual probably because I was crying the whole time and had to stop several times before I pulled myself together and kept driving. When I finally got back I ran to my apartment and slammed to door and just broke down.
Sami must've heard my door slam because he rushed through the door like there was a fire. "Jade are you ok?" he called out looking for me. I guess he heard my crying and I tried as best as I could to cover it up but I know he would see right through me. "Jade are you ok." No. "Yeah I'm fine" I tried to clean myself up.
"You know, you don't have to lie." Then I broke down again. "Hey, hey its ok we can talk later if you want." he held me and let me cry into his shoulder. After an hour I explained everything and I could tell Sami was pissed but he kept calm for my sake. "Do you wanna stay in still tonight." He asked still rubbing my back. "Yes" I knew as soon as Dean found out he probably wouldn't be able to stay calm. He didn't like anyone to hurt me in any shape or form what so a month I decided to go out. I have been sitting in my apartment only leaving for work but other than that I didn't talk to anyone except my brothers, Dean, and Sami. I was throwing a party at my Grandmothers old house that she left for me but I could never muster up the courage to go in until now. I set everything up alone and Sami and Dean were spreading the word. I didn't care who was there and I didn't care that I was under age, I wanted to drink until I forgot my pain.
When more and more people showed up it got really loud and really fun. I was drinking but not exactly drunk and I just wanted to dance. Hollywood Undead blasted through the house and I loved it so I danced with some random guys. I could tell that Dean didn't like what I was doing by his glares at the men who paid no attention to him. My night was going great until one person showed up, Mason. He had been calling and calling but I never wanted to answer. I could tell he was looking for me because as soon as his eyes landed on me he came over in my direction.
"Hey Jade, uh can we talk?" he asked with a small smile. "Nope" I said popping the P, and smirking. "I don't wanna hear your bullshit lies or your shitty excuses. What's done is done and you can't change that, sorry sweet heart but you will have to find yourself another sucker." I sounded like a bitch but that's on him. His eyes grew dark and he grabbed my wrist tightly, "Listen here you slutty bitch-"
"Do we have a fucking problem here JJ?" Dean stared Mason down angrily "No, Mason was just leaving." Mason rolled his eyes and left without another word. "You ok?" he asked looking concerned. "Yeah I'm good, thanks for the save." I half smiled. "Anytime, well I gotta go find Jasmine but call me if you need something, ok?" I nodded and he smiled and walked away leaving me to get wasted. But after seeing Mason, I just wasn't feeling it so I sat down and closed my eyes.
My eyes shot open after about 5 minutes to the sound of Dean yelling and cursing at Jasmine by the railing in the hallway outside of the guest bedroom.
"What the fuck jasmine!" he shouted angrily. "I should've known you were nothing but a damn whore!"
"Please Dean let me explain." She tried to put her hand on his shoulder trying to stop him.
"No, don't you fucking touch me!" I was getting scared and he wasn't even yelling at me.
"Dean please!" she cried still trying to stop him as he went into my old room and slammed the door.
I saw Sami he was coming up to me. "What the holy hell just happened?" he asked with his brow raised. "I don't have a clue, go check on him, and I'll clear out everyone." I said. "Ok sounds good." He replied as he walked up the stairs.
It took me 20 minutes to clear everyone out. I could still hear Sami trying to get Dean to open up and Jasmine's cries for him to open the door. I quickly run upstairs and immediately got pissed after Sami said h wouldn't come out, I wasn't mad at them but at Jasmine because I knew she did something really wrong.
"What the fuck did you do!?" I asked Jasmine while shoving her. She wasn't even paying attention to me. "Dean, baby please come out so we can talk about this." I asked more aggressively "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!" she turned her attention to me and started crying harder. "You know what just get the hell out!" when she didn't move I became more agitated and shoved her again, "GO!" I yelled and with that she left a crying mess.
I calmed down and knocked on the door. "Dean? Open the door please." I said softly. "She's gone." I said and the door creaked open. Sami decided to go clean up while I talk to Dean. I can tell he was broken by the look on his face. He had a gun in his hand every now and then pointing it at himself. "Dean give me that please" I asked spoke nervously. He handed me the gun without looking at me. "I don't know why I even try. I should've known this was gonna happen." He said looking at the ceiling. He looked so sad and it broke my heart to see such a strong man, look so helpless.
"What happened, Dean?" I asked, I already had a pretty good idea but I wanted to know for sure.
"….well remember when I told you I was going to go find jasmine?" He didn't look like he wanted to remember it let alone talk about it.
"Yeah." I said. "Well I found her….FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE!" he yelled trying to contain himself. Dean was so angry he was shaking. I sat on the floor with him and pulled him into me so his head was resting on my shoulder. It looked funny because he was so much taller than me. "…she isn't worth it anyways, if she can't see the great man she had in front of her then she is the blindest person in the whole damn world." I was trying to contain my anger. Now I know how he felt when Mason cheated on me. Without another word I helped him up and let him lay down in my bed, but just as I was gonna walk out I heard, "Where are you going JJ?" he asked staring at me. "Well you can have my bed and I'll get the couch." I said with a small smile trying to brighten the mood. "Umm…well I don't really like to sound vulnerable but uh…will you stay with me, please?" he asked with a hopeful look. And without another word I just climbed in the covers and snuggled up to him like we used to when we were kids. And we slowly drifted off to sleep.