I woke up before Dean so I took a shower and made breakfast. I sat at the table and ate alone for a while until I heard Dean come down the stairs. "Morning beautiful." Dean greeted me in his morning voice. "Morning." I replied. What I saw last night was still on my mind. I didn't know how to get it out of my head, what did I see? "You ok." He said as he kissed my head. I nodded but I wasn't sure. I didn't say anything else all through breakfast but I knew Dean knew something was up, just by the way he was watching me. If he did notice he didn't say anything about it. Dean cleaned up breakfast for me while I relaxed, then my phone rang.

J: Hello?

Issac: hey JJ.

J: hey whats up are you guys ok?

I: yeah our bodies hurt but Roman said its normal and its gonna get worse.

J: oh god, im so worried about u guys

I: Come on JJ we'll be fine don't stress yourself out

J: your not scared at all?

I: well a little but isn't that normal?

J: yeah I guess.

I: Ethan and Aiden say hi.

J: tell them I said hi

I: Roman is gonna add us to his pack

J: Well atleast you have someone to guide you when I cant

I: Yeah I got to go more training to do sis talk to you later

J: ok I love you and tell your brothers I love them, look out for them

I: love ya too JJ, bye

J: bye.

After hanging up Dean came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me as a form of reassuring me that they would be ok. I still wasn't 100% ok with it but I had to believe they would be ok on their own. Dean grabbed me by my hand and lead me outside, "Where are we going?" I asked. "For a walk you need some air." I didn't oppose, I just followed. We ended up on a trail in the middle of the woods and he was right, the fresh air felt nice. I noticed Dean would squeeze my hand as he smelt the air as if something was close. "Is everything ok?" just the way he was acting something wasn't right. He didn't answer he just kept looking around, "Dean?" still no answer. "DEA-!" before I finished dean threw me out the way and a large wolf tackled him to the ground. Seeing Dean change into a wolf looked painful and sounded awful. Before I knew it 2 wolves were fighting in front of me, it wasn't like the first time, this time they where up close and the other wolf was getting the upper hand. It had Dean pinned, snapping at his throat. I saw it was a losing battle for Dean and I didn't know what to do but my instinct took over before I completely thought things through and I ran and jumped on the other wolves back. I didn't exactly think this plan through so I just tried choking him, that didn't work but it got it off of Dean and that's all I wanted, but in the end I paid the price. The wolf threw me off of its back and cornered me I was in so much pain but I got up and ran I didn't know where to go all I knew was that wolf was hot on my trail. I ran as fast as I could until I felt a painful shove and I hit the ground hard and fast. The wolf was over me and was about to bite me until Dean pushed him off of me and the wolf ran away. Dean growled it the direction it went in until he heard me trying to get up but I couldn't, the fall knocked the wind out of me. When Dean came over to help me he was back to his normal naked self. He didn't say anything as he picked me up bridal style and carried me back to the house. I still didn't understand what just happened why does it feel like all these wolves are after me? I sat in the bedroom and thought while Dean was on the phone with Roman, he sounded stressed and angry. And that scared me. I touched the bandage that Dean had put on my head from the fall I wasn't sure what was going on but I damn sure was gonna find out. Dean came in a few minutes later and looked me over, "what are you looking for?" I ask him. "Did he bite you?" Dean had a bit of a panic still left on his face. "What, no." I see why he was a bit panicky. He breathed a sigh of relief when I said that. He pulled me into a tight hug and whispered, "I don't know if I could live with myself if u ended up like me." I instantly felt sorry for him I knew he didn't want this gift or curse whatever it was he didn't really want it. I love him and to see him like this breaks my heart. "I love you, Dean" I say and kiss him. For the rest of the day we laid in bed cuddling and the occasional make-out session but nothing more. When nightfall came was when things got hyped up again. Dean was feeling pent up and anxious to let the wolf out but he didn't feel comfortable leaving me here after what happened today. I don't feel comfortable either that wolf could come back to finish the job and I can't defend myself against it. I heard Dean growling downstairs for a while then nothing, after 15 minutes of silence I went down stairs to check on him to see a large wolf laying on the floor in front of the couch. "Dean?" he stood on all fours and slowly backed away from me. "It's ok, I'm not afraid of you," he stopped and looked at me as I walked toward him "you're not gonna hurt me." I ran my fingers through his fur and he seemed to relax under my touch. He started to get smaller as he turned human again. I smiled and kissed him with everything in me and he kissed back with just as much passion. We pulled away to catch our breath, "I love you." He says looking into my eyes. I almost melted at that point. He laid me down on the floor gently before kissing me again. I puled away and said "I love you too, Dean." He smiled before kissing me again it was a full on make-out session and the fact that Dean was already naked from the transformation earlier didn't help the erection digging in my waist line. So maybe I can help with his animal urge, besides I want it as much as he does. He ripped my clothes off, literally ripped them up and threw them, I knew he couldn't help it. All night the house was filled with moans, howls, and screams of pleasure. I've never felt more alive, we didn't stop till the full moon was completely gone. We woke up to six pairs of eyes looking at us smirking. Shit. I was glad Dean covered up in a blanket otherwise this would've been worse. "Well hello you two." Aiden said. "This house reeks of sex," Roman said as he walked in, "Jesus I could smell it from miles away." He stopped and noticed us. "Wow really, in the living room, that full moon must've really got to you." He said smirking. "Alright, alright enough can you guys go so we can get dressed?" Dean said with a little annoyance in this voice. "Fine come on guys.'' As they left Dean got up and put his basketball shorts on that hung perfectly off his waist. He must've taken them off before he changed, he gave me his shirt and noticed he ripped all my clothes. "I'm so sorry I'll replace them." He said picking up the tattered pieces off the floor. "No its fine hun." I said putting the shirt on. When I got up I noticed there was blood where my head was. "What the hell?" Dean looked where I was looking before he rushed over to me and looked at my neck. "Oh my god JJ I'm so sorry." He said with a panicked look in his eyes. "Dean its ok im fine." I tried to reassure him that I was ok but he wasn't listening all he could say was im sorry and I wanted to give you a choice, I had I feeling I knew what he meant but I had to have some hope that somehow I would be ok. He called for Roman and when he came in he immediately saw the blood on my neck ans he seemed to already know. "Dean what did you do?!"