Dean and I were heading to the hospital for a check up on the baby. The pack was looking into where Mason might be hiding since no one knew when he would attack again. Dean stayed by my side everyday all day, which I didn't mind one bit. Since this whole wolf change happened I've been more attached to him than ever. Roman said it happens with new mates. Yeah that will be a term that's gonna be hard to get used to. Dean doesn't like that word either because he thinks only animals mate, and he doesn't want to be an animal. Dean looked handsome with his sunglasses over his beautiful eyes and the breeze in his hair, one hand on the wheel and the other was in mine, our fingers laced together with his thumb stroking my hand. I noticed a small smile on his face every now and then and it only made me wonder what he was thinking. I just stayed quiet and examined his body. Then I noticed pink scars on his neck that were never there before. "Dean?" I said in a small voice. "Yeah." He replied, eyes still on the road. "Where did these come from?" I asked as I reached out and wrapped my small hand around the back of his neck and my thumb rubbed over the scars. The small smiled disappeared from his face and an uncomfortable silence fell over the car. "Dean?" the nonverbal response was unsettling. "The days that you were missing were hard. I didn't know if you ran away from me, or some fuck murdered you," his hand gripped the wheel harder and his knuckles turned white. "I couldn't control my shifts and they hurt more than usual and I scratched myself up a bit." He looked angry talking about it as we pulled up to a little house. I could feel his anger and it made me nervous. I slid my hand up to cup is cheek in my hand and pulled him in for a passionate kiss. I pulled away and rested my forehead on his, "I'll never leave again." I whispered and the small smile appeared on his face again. "Come on before we are late." He pulled away. I looked around and looked at him puzzled. "Can't go to normal doctors." He opened my door and held out his hand which I took and got out the car. "So what if humans knew about us?" I asked. "Well they would kill us or hand us over to the CDC which means the rest of your life you are nothing but a test subject. No friends no family nothing and no one." He replied simply. We walked into the little house in silence. The house felt warm and friendly, paintings and little knickknacks where everywhere. I examined the room before I heard a voice, "You must be Jade." An older woman walked into the room. She looked normal, her long blonde hair was in a braid that hung over her shoulder, her eyes were small, and light blue like the sky. Her skin was perfectly tan and there were small wrinkles on her face. "Yes I am." I said shyly. "Wow she's a beauty Dean." She said with a warm smile that reached her eyes. I felt his eyes on me as his hand rested on my lower back. "I'm Alice, the "Were" doctor basically." 'Are there different species like us?' I thought. "Now if you'll follow me we'll get you checked out." She said as she walked down some stairs. I looked at Dean, unsure, but he gave me a nod and guided me forward to follow Alice. We went into a room that looked like a more homey hospital room. I laid on the bed as she hooked up her equipment. Alice had me lift up my shirt before putting a warm gel-like substance on my stomach and put a little white device on my belly. She turned the monitor on and watched it closely as she started moving the little device on my stomach around. Another bright smile formed on her face as she watched the monitor, she turned it toward Dean and I, "Ok so it looks like you are 10 weeks pregnant." She said cheerfully as she continued. "This right here is baby number one," wait what! "and this is baby number two. You're going to have twins, congratulations" I watched the two little white dots on the screen and I got really emotional and didn't notice that I began to cry a little. "You are a little small for 10 weeks but over time you'll get a bit bigger than usual. I nodded but I still didn't say a word.

When we got home the girls swarmed me "Tell us everything." Leighla said handing me a mug of tea./p
Dean's P.O.V
I sat on the couch as the girls dragged Jade away. "So what happened?" Seth asked. I still didn't fully process having twins. Sure I can handle one kid but 2, I just don't know. "Deano?" Seth egged on. "Well she is pregnant." I said "You don't sound as happy as before is everything ok?" Roman asked handing me a beer. "She's having…twins." I replied. Roman looked at me confused, "What's wrong with that man?" I shrugged, "I just don't know if I can handle more than one on my first time being a dad." I stared and the rim on the beer bottle. "You're gonna do fine Dean. If you need anything you got us." Seth said as he patted my back. I heard the girls laughing and talking about plans for the babies, honestly it's not having 2 kids that scares me it's what they might grow up to be, man, monster, or will it even survive. Since she was bit while she was pregnant there is a big possibility that the curse could kill my first born children. Everyone is afraid to tell Jade because she isn't supposed to be under stress but I don't want to keep something from her.

Jade P.O.V
"Oh my God, you should have a baby shower!" Leighla squealed. The girls were more than happy about me having twins. I was a little worried about having more than one kid for my first time being a mom but the girls reassured me that everything was gonna work out for the best. "Are you gonna find out the sexes or is it gonna be a surprise?" asked Galina. "I'm not sure yet. Dean and I never talked about it yet." I replied as I looked over at Dean. He had a small worried exterior, which worried me a little more.
"Is everything ok?" I asked as Dean and we walked through the trees. "Hmm?" he seemed to be lost in thought or focused on catching the smells and sounds around us. "Are you ok with the, double trouble?" I air quoted the "double trouble". His attention was now on me, "Yeah, why?" he asked. "I don't know you seemed a little worried back at the house." I looked down as he stopped to look at me. "I'm more worried about keeping you and them safe." He gestured to my stomach and a small smile appeared on his face. Maybe he wasn't as worried as I thought but there is still one thing I think he needs to know, "There might be a small problem." I said looking back down and the ground, but he put his finger under my chin and lifted my face to look at him, "What?" he asked. "…If Mason finds out about the pregnancy…he's gonna think they are his." Dean took a moment to realize what I was talking about, then the look in his eyes grew very dark. "What the hell are you talking about." He growled. A lump grew in my throat as I tried to fight back the tears when I remembered Mason violating me. "JADE, YOU TELL ME RIGHT NOW THAT THAT MOTHER FUCKER DIDN'T TOUCH YOU!" at that moment I couldn't help it, and I finally broke. Hot tears streamed down my face as Dean began to lose his cool. He tried to fight the shift but he lost, the anger was too strong in him. In the blink of an eye there was a snarling wolf in front of me and the next moment, he was gone.
I sat in our bed crying, Dean still hasn't returned and my worries grew bigger by the second. The girls tried to bring me food but my appetite wasn't there. Maybe Dean is done, maybe I'm no longer worth the trouble. I wiped my tears and pulled my suitcase from underneath the bed and began to throw my stuff in and zipped it closed. I knew if I went out the front door someone would try to stop me, so I jumped off the balcony of Dean's room and got in my car and ripped out the driveway and down the road. The tears were still threatening to spill but I held them back. I wasn't sure where to go but I had to leave. I had to erase all memory of Dean, except my children. Maybe I am overreacting but I have to go to keep everyone that I care about, safe. I know Mason won't stop till he takes me back for "his kids", so it's time to move on. I turned on the radio to try and drown out my thoughts, but I couldn't stop thinking

If I had to

I would put myself right beside you

So let me ask

Would you like that?

Would you like that?

And I don't mind

If you say this love is the last time

So now I'll ask

Do you like that?

Do you like that?

No!
I don't know where I'm going to go but I know I'm going to leave California.' I thought, 'maybe home, to Cincinnati, but maybe that's just another reminder of the man I'm leaving behind.

Something's getting in the way.

Something's just about to break.

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.

So tell me how it should be.

Tears threatened to spill again thinking of him, the hatred in his eyes when he looked at her. There was no love, no sadness, just pure beastly hate. He had never looked at her that way.

Try to find out what makes you tick.

As I lie down

Sore and sick.

Do you like that?

Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate.

And I don't mind.

Just let me say that

I like that

I like that

"Where are you going?" I heard the voice of Isaac, but he wasn't here he was in my head. I forgot that pack members could communicate through each other's thoughts. When I didn't answer for a while I heard him again, "I know you can hear me Jade, where are you going?" he asked. "I have to go." I replied.

Something's getting in the way.

Something's just about to break.

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.

As I burn another page

As I look the other way

I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.

Tell me how it should be

"You can't leave, we need you and what about Dean, he'd be crushed." I blinked away my tears and tried to focus on the road and the music. "I have to, I'm not gonna put anyone's life in danger. Please don't tell anyone about our contact." I felt horrible about leaving my brothers behind, it almost felt like leaving my sons.

Desperate, I will crawl

Waiting for so long.

No love, there is no love

Die for anyone

What have I become

Something's getting in the way

Something's just about to break

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.

As I burn another page,

As I look the other way.

I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane

"Jade don't do this." He pleaded. Hearing the sadness in his voice broke my heart even more, Isaac has always been like my little baby. Making him happy lit up my world. "I'm sorry. Tell the boys I love them." And with that I shut him out of my head, I shut everyone out. I'm a lone wolf now.