CHAPTER I - 我爱你(I Love You)
Dear Diary,
Yesterday has been a really great day! I solved another case with my favorite partner and my family is coming to visit this Christmas, and as a bonus, Nick was so nice to me! He bought me doughnuts, opened doors for me, and even finished my paperwork. I don't know what is up with that sly, rather handsome-looking fox. Did I mention he was so nice to me today? One thing I know for sure is that I like him. I don't know why or how or when, but I do like him. Is it his looks? His feelings? How he understands me? I'm not sure.
I have to go now! I'm going to be late for work, and more importantly Nick's birthday.
-Judy Hopps
It was almost October, I was hopelessly getting ready for my favorite show The Flash, which will be aired later tonight. I re-watched the last two seasons last week on iFlix and tonight is the first episode of Season 3. Of course I wouldn't forget to invite Nick since it was his birthday after all, and because I don't want to watch alone.
After the show we agreed to have dinner, though Nick insisted to cook even if it was his birthday. I just nodded. I took a nice, hot shower since he was still cooking.
As I was showering, I thought about Nick the whole time for no reason. I thought about how kind and how much of a gentlemen he was. I also thought about us, when we grow old and have gray hair(I already have gray hair, but that's not the point!) and still loved each other. We would have our children and grandchildren, and how he would forget who he was and I would remind him by saying I Love You. The kind of love that is infinite, that lasts forever, till death do us apart.
"Oh Nick.." I murmured.
"Yeah?" he overheard me while he passed the bathroom door.
"Oh! Nothing! I was just talking to myself"
"Alright,but dinner's almost ready"
I continued showering and for some reason Nick came in the bathroom. I guess I was taking too long that he really had to "go". I blushed so hard that I was as red as a tomato, I could even feel myself burning up in anger and embarrassment.
I screamed "What are you doing here?!" I turned to the wall so he couldn't see me like this.
"Sorry! I just had to-" the next thing I know is that he was staring at me, my body in particular.
"GET OUT! STOP STARING YOU PERVERT!"
"I'm going! I'm sorry!" he left the room.
If I knew one things for sure is that I really hurt his feelings, and even worse, on his birthday, so I'm going to fix this. I put on my robe, left the bathroom, and looked for Nick. As I was walking, I saw this wonderful banquet all put together for me and him, the tables were even set and everything. Pretty soon I glanced from the corner of my eye a letter and beside it was a rose, and so I read it.
Judy,
Thanks for everything! For being my friend, my partner in crime, the one person I can count on, and my family. I know its my birthday, but I wanted to give you something in return, so I bought you this rose. You're everything to me after my family left. You were that bunny who doesn't give up so easily, the one who wakes me up every morning to go to work in time, the one I love. Yeah, I said it. I love you, Judy Hopps. I know it's weird, but I really do love everything about you. I want to have a family with you. Grow old with you. Be with you till death do us apart.
-Nick Wilde
After I read the letter, I broke down into tears and down on my knees, I could taste my salty tears running down my cheek and how the cold floor was. I continued to look for him. I looked everywhere, his bedroom, the kitchen, and the living room, and I still couldn't find him, but there was still one place I haven't look yet, the rooftop. Eventually, I found him sitting down and looking over the horizon, I wanted to say that I was sorry about hurting his feelings and that I was a bad friend, but I couldn't make up the words, all I could do is hug him, and so I did. I really thought that he would hate me, but he hugged me back, constantly saying that he's sorry. Look what I've done.
And in this moment, I remembered a poem I read in a book once
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because it was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and reads it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracey
took all the kids to the zoo
And let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of Xs
and he had to ask his father what the Xs meant
And his father always tucked him in at night
And was always there to do it
Hi guys! Miss me? Yeah, I doubt that.. Anyways, I'm changing the content a bit. And the poem is from the book called 'The Perks of Being A Wallflower' (p.75) just in case you want to continue the poem and for the copyright.
Enjoy!