Totally Dense Part 2 Nightmares

A/N: Here is chapter 2 of this story takes place after the kiss of course not everything goes to plan and Eren distances himself from Mikasa as she comes to turn with her own feelings and tries to find Eren.

Mikasa pushes Eren back and stares at him confused "What are you doing."

Eren stares at her ashamed of his actions he closes his eyes and turns away he picks up the spare gas canister tosses the used one on the floor and without a word shoots out of the tower leaving Mikasa alone.

She touches her finger on her lips still in shock Eren just kissed her she can't believe it he's her brother isn't he so why would he kiss her but is he really her brother there not blood related even Eren's told her there not brother and sister she looks out of the tower and sighs when she pushed Eren away he looked crushed Eren.

She looks down and checks her gas she's got enough to get back but now she's all alone not good she looks around but there's no Titan's in sight so she jumps out of the tower and uses her 3dm gear.

Eren makes it back Armin sees him but notices he's sad so he leaves him be Jean also noticed and figures something went wrong there not friends but maybe he'll ask him later.

When Eren gets back he leaves the rest of his friends he doesn't want any company so he heads downstairs to where he used to stay he takes off his jacket and tosses it on the floor he then sits on the bed and starts taking off all his equipment whilst thinking She rejected me I guess Jean was wrong dammit I'm so stupid can I ever face her again.

Meanwhile It's nightime by the time Mikasa makes it back all the way home she's been thinking about the kiss and what it could mean he did kiss her on the lips afterall. She quickly heads to her room she it's empty Sasha must be getting some food knowing her she's always eating.

She quickly takes off all her gear leaving just her shirt and trousers on she then leaves and heads to the main room she enters the room and sees all her friends she looks around Eren's not there she sighs and makes her way over to get some food when she's done she sits down but she's quiet so they say nothing as they can tell she's not interested in starting a conversation and with Eren returning in a similar way something bad happened.

Mikasa's hardly eaten anything so she just pushes her tray away she looks at Armin "Have you seen Eren."

Armin shakes his head "No not since he returned is everything OK."

Mikasa sighs "I don't know I don't want to talk about it right now."

Armin nods "Whatever it is it will sort itself out."

Mikasa nods I'm not so sure "Yea probably well I'm not hungry I'm off to bed."

She gets up and leaves the room she heads to the room where Eren stays and knocks but when there's no reply she decides to opens the door nobody but Eren, Armin, Jean and Connie share this room and the others are still eating. "Eren it's me I'm coming in."

She pulls down the handle and pushes the door open she knows where his bed is as she used to enter the room when she used to have nightmares and she's cuddle up with Eren but leave before anyone woke up as she gets to the bed she finds the bed empty not even his stuff is there she sighs He's not here crap I'll find him tomorrow.

She leaves the room and heads down the corridor and enters her own room she shares with Sasha and Historia she sighs and sits on her bed before she starts to undress and she just sits in her bed with her knees against her chest with her arms wrapped around them until one of her hands goes to her lips that Eren kissed.

She sighs again she can't stop sighing she never expected a kiss from Eren although part of her thought about it because Levi kept on saying that she loved Eren even though she kept on saying it wasn't like that she'd just say they were family even though Eren said there not well not properly but even though she said they were family a part of her loved Eren deeply she lost him once and he came back to her somehow even though she doesn't know how he can become a Titan.

She then nearly lost him to Annie she clenches her fist at Annie's name then she almost lost him again when Reiner and Bertoldt kidnapped him she was able to save him with Levi's help but was she really wanting him back because he was family or because she's in love with him she knows she loves Eren but in what way.

She's had a dream of living outside the walls in a nice house getting married and starting a family but whenever she had the dream the man she marrieds face was always blank it was confusing to her apart of her wanted it to be Eren. The kiss was just so surprising Eren's never been like that before yes he changed when he was rescued they didn't fight as much for that she was happy she never likes fighting with Eren.

She lies down on the bed facing the wall she sighs for like the hundredth time today Your all I've got left Eren well you and Armin but your far more important to me then Armin I'd be devastated if Armin ever died but Eren well I did want to die I wanted to give up even in death he wouldn't let me give up but if he did die my soul would die also do I love Eren yes I do but in what way.

Eren's in his bed trying to sleep also the kiss was spontaneous that isn't like him at all but his heart was telling him to do it so he did for a second the kiss was amazing he's never kissed anyone before but it was nice until Mikasa pushed him away it doesn't make sense Jean said she's loved him for ages so why would she push him away like that and the way she spoke felt like he'd been stabbed in the back.

He turns onto his back and looks above "I guess it wasn't meant to be" I know I treated her like shit part of it was because of her over protectiveness but part of me didn't want her with me risking her life why did she have to be so damn stubborn, when did I start to love her I know a lot changed when I was rescued and I've never though of her as my sister have I always loved her from the moment we met Jean's right I don't deserve her for the way I've treated her maybe I should tell her it was a mistake.

He turns around against facing the wall within moments he falls asleep.

Eren's Dream

They've been fighting Titan's for several hours now everyone's exhausted but the Titan's just keep coming Eren's just killed a Titan he's now resting on a house he looks over and sees Mikasa it's been days since the kiss incident and he's avoided her sometimes run away from her. He watches her as she kills a Titan and he smiles but his smile is quickly replaced with sadness as out of nowhere a Titan grabs her and squeezes her Eren's in shock and can't move he hears her screaming he sees her break free and try to get away but the Titan bites her and Eren watches as her body is cut in half .

Eren's then able to move and he rushes to her side he has her in his arms as he shouts for help somehow she's still alive he hears his name it's very feint he looks down and Mikasa tries to smile

Eren holds her "Don't die on me Mikasa I can't lose you I love you Mikasa I always have."

Mikasa looks at him and winces "I l... that's all she said before she died.

Eren looks down crying "No come back to me you can't be dead not you."

Eren sits up covered in sweat and breathing heavily "Fuck a nightmare haven't had one of those in ages it felt so real." He lies back in bed and just lays there.

Mikasa is also having a nightmare

There fighting Titans they've fought there way back To Shiganshina surprisingly she's not far from the old Yeager house she's pretty tired now she looks up and sees Eren she smiles glad he's safe but her face drops as she sees a fist come out of nowhere are punches Eren she screams "EREN."

She runs to where he is and stops he's lying on the ground coughing up blood ironically he's next to his old house she runs to him and drops by his side and cradles him in her lap "Stay with me Eren don't you leave me not again I can't live without me."

Eren reaches up and touches her cheek "Don't cry Mikasa it's OK I guess we made it back home huh ironic I die next to my house hows that for Karma."

Mikasa looks down crying "Your not going to die don't say that you can't leave me Eren I'm sorry for pushing you away a few days ago I panicked" She closes her eyes "I'm so sorry Eren I love You." She opens her eyes and cries as Eren's dead but he had a smile on his face. She starts to cry "NO Eren you can't die wake up dammit you was supposed to live and we were supposed to get married and have a family now wake up."

She starts shaking him but he's gone she then hears the sound of Titan's she looks behind her a 10 footer is heading towards her she then looks the other way and sees another 10 footer heading towards her but she doesn't care nothing matters anymore she just holds Eren's crushed body in her arms and cries. One of the titan's reaches down and grabs her.

She sits up in bed covered in sweet and crying Eren I won't lose you. She sits up in bed for a while wiping her eyes. She looks around she sees Sasha and Historia fast asleep and she sighs "I haven't had a nightmare in ages."

Eren tried to get back to sleepbut he just couldn't he pulls the covers away from him and gets out of bed he's still wearing his trousers and t-shirt he sighs before making his way out of the room he heads up the stairs he hasn't eaten anything since he got back he slowly walks down the corridors making as little sound as possible he heads into the kitchen and makes himself a cup of tea he's to exhausted to find food.

Mikasa's still sitting up she's about to lay back down when she hears a noise from outside the room seems someone else is awake she looks at the time it's 2am she climbs out of bed she's kind of thirsty al this crying has made her mouth dry. She puts on her cardigan and heads to the kitchens. She goes to the kitchen and gets some water she's on her way back when she sees a light in the corner of her eye she looks around it seems someone's sitting down in a chair with just a candle.

She enters the room she sees the face because of the candle Eren "Eren."

Eren looks up knowing that voice but he doesn't do anything. Mikasa comes around and sits next to him "Where was you I was worried about you."

Eren says nothing she then notices he was crying "What's wrong why was you crying."

Eren wipes his eyes "It's nothing go back to bed." He then notices her eyes are all puffy also Has she been crying also.

Mikasa sighs "I can't sleep I had a nightmare."

Eren is shocked You to "Me to."

It's her turn to be shocked "Do you want to talk about it."

Eren sighs "Do you want to talk about yours." When she says nothing he nods "Thoughts so." Eren stands up with his mug of tea and is about to leave when Mikasa speaks.

"Eren I watched you die in my arms."

Eren turns around "You died in mine."

Mikasa stands up and walks up to Eren and pulls him back to the chair and he reluctantly sits down. She sighs "What happened in yours."

Eren would rather not tell her especially then end after what happened earlier but he does and she's shocked before she says anything she shares her nightmare with Eren the end shocking Eren also he doesn't know what to make of it she pushed him away she rejected him right but in the nightmare she said she loved him.

For a few minutes neither say anything then Mikasa speaks "I'm sorry I freaked out earlier but well the thing is erm I love... Before she can finished Eren puts a finger on her lips "Please don't say it we can't not whilst the Titans are about."

He then takes his finger away and she stays quiet "I love you and I don't care everyone pretty much knows already to be honest I wasn't even sure what It was love for a family member or proper love I know now it's genuine love so I say again I love you."

Eren sighs She does love me but can we allow this to happen I love her also but know I know she loves me it would be harder if anything happens "Mikasa I ah crap I'm not good at this crap I still think this is insane but I love you to."

Mikasa smiles He loves me to "You mean that."

Eren nods "Yes I guess maybe I always have I was tying to protect you I still think this is a bad idea

though."

Mikasa smiles "I don't care I love you and you love me that's all that matters we should really go to bed though it's late or early I guess."

Eren nods "Yea" They both finish there drinks and Eren blows out the candle they put there cup and glass in the sink then leave the room they walk to Mikasa's room Eren carries on. For some reason Mikasa follows him she notices he passes his room and that's strange so she follows him as he goes down to the basement that confuses her but it makes sense why nobody could find him.

Eren makes his way down the stairs not knowing Mikasa's following him he then enters the room and climbs in bed he pulls the covers over him and closes his eyes but within moments he feels something resting on him so he opens his eyes and sees Mikasa "What are you doing down here."

She smiles "I could ask you the same question but we'll talk tomorrow well a few hours let's get some sleep."

Eren nods and she cuddles up with him like they used to when either of them had nightmares. Mikasa's resting her head on his chest she places her head against his heart and hears his heartbeat so she smiles then she smiles moves up to his face Eren looks at her as she moves closer to his face and there lips lock together. They kiss for about a minute before they both break for air. Then She smiles I can't wait to kiss him again"Good night Eren."

Eren smiles Wow that was amazing felt so much better then the first time "Good night Mikasa."

She rests her head on his shoulder with her hand over his heart she smiles before she falls asleep. Eren smiles before he falls asleep also.