Two days have gone past and it has been complete and total agony for me. I don't want to live without him anymore, I can't live with my Aaron. My beautiful, strong Aaron, I miss him so much. I have no appetite and I have not eaten a full meal for days. And when I have eaten I've just been sick or I've cried. That's all I've been doing recently. My life has just been wake up, cry, try and eat breakfast, cry, drink for hours because I want to hold my Aaron... cry. It's all I bloody do now. I used to say that we Sugden's don't wallow in self-pity but I can't do anything else. I'm lost without him. I just want him back.
I'm currently sat in the Woolpack. Halfway through my second pint and I've never wanted to be drunk so badly. I think that Chas has figured out that Aaron's broken up with me. She keeps giving me dark looks and every Dingle in this god damn pub is doing the same. Vic has barely said a word to me, apart from 'Grow up and get your man back'. Typical little sister but that's exactly what I want. I want my man back. I'm just glad that Liv's not here because I'd most likely get kicked for breaking her big brother's heart. I wouldn't blame her for it, I'd do the same if Andy ever broke the love of his life's heart. But how could I do that to him? How could I hurt him like that? He's already been through more than enough pain. This year's been hell for him, I was the one he told about the abuse that his paedophile of a father did to him. I was the one who said that he was my everything. He went through telling his mum, telling the police, going to court and he was in a car accident where he nearly died. I've almost lost him twice before and I've lost him again. I'm such an idiot!
"Are you still here, for pity's sake?" Asked Charity.
"Leave me alone. I'm having a rough couple of days" I snarled.
"Judging by all the crying that I've heard for the past four nights... so is Aaron. He should be over it by now. You're not a complete loss. He's only loved you from the moment you met" Charity scoffed.
"Thanks for reminding me of how much I miss him. And go easy on him will ya. He doesn't deserve to be hurt. He's already been through enough" I sighed as I rested my head on the table.
"D'you want another one but if not can you leave the premises? You're lowering the mood of the whole atmosphere" Charity exaggerated.
"Can't help the fact that I feel like drinking away my sorrows. But they won't ever go away, I just want my Grease monkey back" I sighed as I tapped on the table with my fingertips.
Charity picked up the pint glass and she walked over to the bar to pour me another drink. Chas walked out from around the back and she saw me sat at one of the booths.
"Come here, Sugden" Chas sighed.
I looked up and I stumbled over to the bar "What?"
"Take a seat" Chas said as she put a fresh pint down on the bar.
I sat down and I looked up at Chas.
"How are you planning to get Aaron back?" Chas asked.
"I've tried. He doesn't want me back" I sulked.
"Oh, that pathetic attempt in the graveyard? He told me that you tried to get him back by making him laugh" Chas stated.
"And? Did it work?" I ask.
"Only you can make him laugh like that. And you're the only one, who can make him cry so much every night" Chas pointed out.
"I don't mean to make him cry. I just miss him" I stoked the glass in front of me.
"He won't say it, but he misses you too" Chas sighed.
I heard the door open and I looked over my shoulder. My heart sank when I saw Rebecca walked in.
"What can I get you to drink?" Rebecca asked.
"Nothing, leave me alone" I answer.
"Nice manners. What do you want to drink, Little Miss Sunshine?" Rebecca sat beside me.
"I have a drink." I stated.
"Don't be like that. Why don't you just come back to my place and we can... talk" Rebecca smiled as she rubbed her foot up and down my ankle.
"Don't do that. I don't want you" I snarled as I moved my legs.
"Me and you both know that I'm the one you want. There is no point in trying to deny how you feel about me" Rebecca placed a hand on my thigh and she squeezed it.
I brushed her hand away "Don't touch me. I thought that we were friends!"
"You don't want to be friends. I know that you want me" Rebecca leaned in to kiss me.
I pulled away "Are you deaf? I said no!"
"Aaron" Chas said.
I looked at the doorway of the pub and I saw Aaron stood there. He looked like he was about to cry when he saw me "Aaron, I can explain."
"Don't bother. Why did I even think about giving you another chance?" Aaron walked out of the same door that he had come through.
"Aaron!" I jumped off of the stool but Rebecca grabbed my wrist.
"Don't choose him. I can give you everything that he can't" Rebecca tightened her grip on my arm.
"And he can give me everything that you can't and everything that I need and want! I'm done with you and your family of liars!" I tore my arm out of Rebecca's grasp and I ran out of the door.
The rain was pouring down as I ran down the road, until I came to the bridge need Butlers. My heart danced when I saw Aaron stood on the bridge. I ran over to him but he noticed me and he turned to walk away.
"Aaron, wait" I pleaded as I grabbed his arm.
"Don't" Aaron breathed.
I turned Aaron around but he didn't look at me "Aaron, look at me".
Aaron turned his head away from me and he closed his eyes.
"Look at me!" I shouted.
Aaron whimpered as he slowly turned his head and looked into my eyes.
"I'm sorry. Rebecca kissed me" I cradled his face in my hands.
"But you didn't push her away. You said that nothing else mattered, and that it was only about Homefarm" Aaron said in a sad voice.
"I only did that because I was using Rebecca. It was only to help clear Andy's name. I never meant for you to see any of it" I started to cry.
Aaron opened his mouth to say something, but he just choked on his tears and he broke down in sobs. He cried as he repeatedly hit my chest. I put my arms around him and pulled him close, so that his head was on my chest. I placed a hand on the back of his head, and we both sat down on the bridge as we cried.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, baby" I cooed as he cried into my chest.
"I love you, Rob. I love you" Aaron sobbed as he clutched the back of my leather jacket.
"I love you too, Aaron. I love you more than anything. You're everything I need it's only ever been you" I soothed as I rocked him back and forth.
I pulled back from our hug and I cradled his face in my hands. The way that he loves. I then kissed him and he placed one hand on the back of my head, and the other on my back. The way he knows that I like. We shared a long and passionate kiss. No tongue slashing and no wandering hand, it was just me and him, it was just me and my Aaron. We kissed for what felt forever, until we pulled back and looked into each other's eyes and we hugged. I nuzzled into his neck and kissed his skin and he did the same to me. We then stood up and Aaron put the hood of his hoodie up.
I saw that Aaron was shivering "God you're freezing" I quickly took my jacket off and I put it over his shoulders, in an attempt to keep him warm and dry. Bad timing!
Aaron looked at me and smiled "It's a little late for Prince Charming gestures".
"Oh well, it just makes it romantic" I smirked when he smiled at me. I missed his smile so much. "Can I come home now?" I ask.
Aaron bit his lip and raised one eyebrow "Well... go on then" he chuckled.
"Come on then" I smile and put one arm around his shoulders, and we walked back to the Woolpack.
We walked back into the Woolpack and everyone starred at us. Rebecca glared at me and Aaron, she quickly stood up and she walked over and stood in front of me.
"What the hell are you doing with him?" Rebecca shouted at me.
"He's my boyfriend" I answered.
"But you want me! And I want you!" Rebecca whined.
"No I don't. I love Aaron" I exclaimed.
"Stop lying to yourself! You're meant to be with me!" Rebecca shouted.
I heard Vic whisper to Aaron and he walked over to her. I looked at Rebecca but I was caught off guard when she grabbed my shirt.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Having what is mine" Rebecca answered as she leaned in to kiss me.
I felt a hand on my chest and I was pushed back. Aaron stood in front of me and I saw the hatful look on Rebecca's face, I felt a weight being lifted off of my shoulders as Aaron began to speak.
"He's not yours" Aaron stated.
"He's better off with me! You don't know him like I do, he wants me!" Rebecca shouted at Aaron.
"Then why is he with me?" Aaron asked.
"He's not! You left him!" Rebecca yelled.
"Then why am I wearing an engagement ring, from my fiancé Robert Jacob Sugden?" Aaron asked as he held his hand up.
Oh my god, he's wearing the ring that I gave him. I stood next to Aaron and I looked at his hand. "You're taking me back?"
Aaron looked at me and smiled "I love you. And we're getting married aren't we?"
I started to tear up "I love you too".
Aaron then looked at Rebecca "I'm the one he wants. So why don't you go back to your big house on the hill? And you can leave me and my fiancé alone."
"You freakshow!" Rebecca shouted and slapped Aaron across the face.
"Oi!" I shouted before I stood in front of Aaron, and I inspected his face for swelling "Are you, Aaron?"
"I'm fine, Rob" Aaron answered as he placed a hand on my hand.
I smiled at Aaron and I kissed his forehead. I then turned around and looked at Rebecca "I'm not going to make a scene, because you've just slapped the man I love. But I'm going to tell you to get out and to leave us alone".
Chas poured a drink over Rebecca's head, and she shrieked before she looked at Chas. "You bitch! This coat is worth more than your furniture and clothes!"
"It's a good job that it was your drink then. Now get your bratty backside out of my pub and hop on the next bus to... anywhere that isn't this village" Chas smirked as she put the glass down.
"But I can give you everything that he can't! You know that you want better than something that was abused! You need something that's not messed up in the head, and disgusting to look at!" Rebecca shouted at me.
I put my arm around Aaron's shoulders and pulled him close "I want Aaron. He went through hell because of his pervert of a father, but I love him more than anything. He's not messed up and he's not disgusting to look at. He's the strongest, kindest and the most beautiful person I know. And he's my Aaron!"
I felt an arm wrap around my waist and Aaron kissed my shoulder "I love you, Robert" he whispered.
I smiled and kissed Aaron's head "I love you too, Aaron".
Rebecca stormed out of the pub just as Chrissie walked in. Me and Aaron had a pint together before Victoria walked up to us and put my bags on the floor. Aaron laughed and he helped me take my bags back to his bedroom. Aaron laid down on his bed as I opened the door to go back to the pub.
"Where d'you think you're going?" Aaron asked.
"I thought that you'd want to be on your own" I answer as I look at Aaron.
"You could've at least brought me dinner, before you got me into my bedroom. And now you're just gonna leave as I'm lying on this bed. I feel very lonely and this bed is freezing cold" Aaron smirked as he sat up slightly and used his elbows to prop himself up.
I was confused at first but a smirk appeared on my face, when I realised what Aaron was talking about. "Has everyone ever told you that you're such a Badboy?"
"Yeah but... I prefer it when you call me a Badboy" Aaron answered with a mischievous smile.
I shut the door and looked at Aaron "I dunno, it doesn't seem like the right time" I teased.
Aaron crawled over his bed and he looked up at me "I know that you missed me. I could make it worth your while" he bit his lip.
I walked over to Aaron and I placed my hand on his cheek. I then bent down and kissed me lightly on the lips. I pulled back and looked at him "Sorry, babe... but there's a pint downstairs that is calling my name" I stroked his cheek, before I turned around and walked over to the door. I heard Aaron jump off of his bed, and I smirked when a pair of arms wrapped around my waist.
"Stop teasing me!" Aaron whined.
I bit my lip and waited a few seconds before I shut the door. I lifted his arms away from my waist and I turned around. My heart melted when I saw the disappointment in his gorgeous blue eyes, I sighed deeply so that I teased him. I quickly grabbed his belt and pulled him close so that our chests were pressed together. Aaron was surprised at my sudden actions and he looked up at me with his big blue eyes.
'Oh my god, look at those eyes. Snog him already!' My head and my heart scream. I cradled Aaron's face in my hands and I pulled him into a passionate kiss.
"Mmmm" Aaron groaned as we kissed.
I knew exactly what he wanted so I grinded myself against him, and slipped my tongue into his wondrous mouth. Aaron groaned again as he moved his hands; he placed one hand on the back of my head, he put his other hand on my back. I felt him grab hold of my damp shirt as I gripped his hips, as our tongues clashed.
When we pulled back we looked into each other's eyes. Aaron looked at my lips and then he looked down at my trousers. He smirked when I grinded myself against him again. "Now who's the Badboy" he looked up at me.
"What can I say? You're a bad influence on me" I smirked.
"How bad?" Aaron asked.
I slid my hands down to his arse and I gave him a light slap "Is that good enough for you?"
"I reckon that you can do more than that. I know that you want to do more than that" Aaron smirked.
"You got that right" I said before I kissed him again.
I picked Aaron up and I carried him over to the bed. We fell onto the bed, I had my hands either side of his head and my face was hovering over his. Aaron had one knee bent and the other straight, his hands were on my waist and he was looking at me.
"What's wrong?" Aaron asked.
I smiled at him "Nothing's wrong. I was just looking at my very handsome fiancé".
Aaron smiled at me "Did you miss me?"
"Oh, more than you know" I answer before I started to kiss his neck.
Aaron groaned as I kissed his and he slid his hands underneath my shirt. I sat up and I unfastened my belt as he unfastened his belt and jeans, a moment passed as we just looked at each other. It felt like our first time even though that we had already slept together before. But there was something about this that felt new.
"Are we really doing this?" I asked.
"If you want to" Aaron answered.
"What about you? Do you want to?" I asked.
Aaron nodded "Yeah. I've missed you".
"Have you got some lube and a condom?" I asked.
"I want you to cum inside of me. But look in the draw" Aaron nodded over at the draw of the bedside table.
I reached over and I opened the draw, I grabbed the tub of lubricant, I smeared the gel on my fingers as Aaron spread his legs. "Do you want this?"
"Yes, I want you" Aaron answered.
"I don't want to hurt you though." Robert admitted.
"You don't see me in the same way do you? You think I'm dirty" Aaron looked sad.
"That's not it. I do see you differently..."I started.
"I knew it. I'm sorry" Aaron sniffled.
My heart went out to him, he was so self-conscious and he already felt bad about his self "Oh, baby. I see you the only possible way for me to see you. I see you as my gorgeous fiancé and I love you so much. Nothing will change that".
Aaron smiled at me "I love you too, Rob".
I've missed him calling me 'Rob'. People shorten my name all of the time, but I love it when Aaron says my name. I'm so lucky to have gotten him back, I missed him so much. He's my gorgeous grease monkey.
After a few minutes Aaron collapsed onto the bed beside me, he looked at me and my heart fluttered when I saw those beautiful blue eyes. He rolled onto his side and I did the same. We smiled as we gazed into each other's eyes and we hugged. He's so warm, my own personal heater, I love him so much. I lost him twice now and I've almost lost him too many times before, I'm never gonna let that happen again. Not now not ever. I've finally got my Grease monkey back.
The End.
Happy ending for the grease monkey who definitely deserves it. Robert better not mess it up again. This could possibly lead to a sequal. Only time will tell.