25/12-16
Dear diary
It's nice to meet you! My name is Feliciano J. I am not really sure what to write yet because I just got you. It's actually pretty exciting to me since I've never had a diary before. I think I may have had one when I was like five years old. I got you from Lovino, but I suppose you've already met him. Wait, if he didn't write in you, then do you even know him? Lovino is my big brother, he's a little grumpy, but really, he's nice.
Aren't you supposed to write about your day in a diary? I think I'll try that! Okay, so here's my day:
I woke up this morning after Christmas day. There still isn't any snow, which is a shame. I would have slept until later, but Lovino was on the phone with his boyfriend, I think they were fighting, it made me a little sad to hear that. I care for my brother after all. Oh well, but I went downstairs to have some breakfast. I can't really remember what I ate, but I think it was some bread with Nutella or something. Hehe, I have a sweet tooth. Grandpa always buys us loads of Nutella, it's really nice of him. Oh by the way, I live with my grandpa because my parents died when I was 10. It was very sad, I miss them sometimes… but grandpa, Lovino and Sebastiano all say that they live on in my heart and that they're watching over me, so it's okay I guess. They probably wouldn't want me to be sad either. Let's talk about something else, this is getting a little dark.
Anyways after I ate we went out to say merry Christmas to mum, dad and all our friends! It was so much fun!
One of the people we said merry Christmas to was Ludwig, his brother Gilbert was there too, but Ludwig is special. I don't know why, he just makes me happier than everyone else. I asked Lovino why that is, but he just got mad. Sebastiano said it was because I had feelings for him and Lovino was just mad that his relationship isn't going well. That's probably why we didn't visit Antonio. I wonder if I actually have feelings for Ludwig. Maybe it's in my family's genes to be gay, haha. Ludwig is this very tall guy. He has really cool blond hair and pretty blue eyes. He's sort of awkward, but I like it. He doesn't talk much, but when he does it's wonderful. He got all flustered when we came over, it was so cute.
Overall it was a good day. It was funny talking to you diary, maybe I should do it daily. You're an awesome listener. Ludwig's brother is awesome too, haha. Anyways, I'm glad you wanted to listen to me, not a lot of people do. It's nice that they pretend they do, but I wish they actually would listen.
Hey would you mind if I stayed a little longer and tell you about that?
Thank you. I blabber a lot I have been told, you probably already noticed. Because of that I do get that people don't listen, but it makes me sad that when I finish talking and ask for someone's opinion and they say 'I'm sorry, I didn't really listen'. It happens surprisingly often. Ludwig and Antonio listens though. Kiku does too I think, he just doesn't say anything. But nearly everyone else doesn't. I feel a little ignored. Do you think people dislike me? It at least makes me want to talk less.
Oh well, I will stop talking now, it's getting late. Thank you for listening again! - Feliciano Vargas