07/01-17
Dear diary
I'm glad that it's weekend and we're off. I actually ended up drinking a tiny bit, and even though I didn't get drunk, I am very exhausted. Ludwig wasn't there yesterday, which is a shame, because I think he would have enjoyed it. Even if he wouldn't admit it. Oh well, but I got to hang with so many people, even though Lovino got drunk and told me to go away. I wonder where he is, because he's not home, maybe he crashed at Antonio's place. That would be nice, then they could be friends again. I spilled beer on the floor at one point, do you thinks Francis' mums will be mad? Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you that Francis has two mums! It's really cute and they're so nice. Anyways yesterday was a lot of fun even though my two best friends weren't there. The others played spin the bottle, but I didn't want to join in, because what if Ludwig and I are dating? Wouldn't it be a little like cheating? Lovino didn't play either, so we talked a little. He avoided talking about Antonio, so we spoke about Italy instead. We're going there this summer, for three weeks!
Gilbert put karaoke on, so now I'm really hoarse. Alfred and Gilbert also went out to throw eggs at the neighbours' home and Francis got a little mad at them. He even went over and apologised to the very surprised neighbours. Everyone had a good time.
I'm very excited because Ludwig will come over later, Kiku said he didn't have time. I'll write again tonight when Ludwig has been here, I just couldn't wait to tell you about the party!
Hi again diary, now it's almost bedtime and Ludwig left thirty minutes ago.
I'm really tired, but I still want to tell you about me and Ludwig's time together. It was wonderful. Ludwig is very handsome, have I told you that? I think I did, but I feel like I appreciate it more and more, haha. I don't know if I'm in love, but I definitely have a crush hehe. I wonder if Ludwig likes me back? I know he said it was a date two days ago, but that was maybe just to be polite. What if he thinks that I'm just super clingy? Oh, that wouldn't be good. No, Ludwig is nice, Ludwig wouldn't think that. It's weird, I'm getting a little paranoid now. Maybe I shouldn't think too much about it.
Lovino is home now, he said Antonio is coming over tomorrow, so they're probably on better terms again.
It sounds weird, but I'm very concerned about his relationship somehow. I think it's because I don't want Lovino to be sad.
Are you even interested diary?
I don't think so. Hmm, talk to you later - Feliciano Vargas