Words of a diary

by Maria Recinella

Feliciano is a bright freshman with an optimistic look on the world. Gradually as tragedies happens all around him, Feliciano becomes sadder and sadder. TRIGGER WARNING: This fic will eventually become very dark, with topics such as suicide, depression, anxiety and maybe self harm.

6. Chapter 6

08/01-17

Dear diary

Today Antonio came over, he's actually still here. I think he'll sleep here, so maybe I won't get a lot of sleep. My room is next to Lovino's.

I'm sorry, that got inappropriate. I just thought it was funny J. Antonio brought me a present! He gave me a football, I might give it to Ludwig… no, no, that would be mean, never mind. Anyways, I talked a lot to him, he told me that he had been really hangover yesterday. Lovino looked really mad with him, but Lovino always looks angry. Antonio is really funny. He told me all about his New Year's Eve, he went to this huge party. I wish I could be like him, because he's so kind and funny, but at the same time he does all of these crazy, wild things I'd never dare to do. I'm sort of a coward. Don't tell anyone I said that.

Francis hasn't found his diary yet, what if I lost you? Oh god, everyone would know I like Ludwig, that'd be horrible.

Keep my secrets please - Feliciano Vargas