Words of a diary

by Maria Recinella

Feliciano is a bright freshman with an optimistic look on the world. Gradually as tragedies happens all around him, Feliciano becomes sadder and sadder. TRIGGER WARNING: This fic will eventually become very dark, with topics such as suicide, depression, anxiety and maybe self harm.

7. Chapter 7

10/01-17

Dear diary

I don't think I like Antonio anymore…

So today Lovino and Antonio broke up. Lovino told me why, apparently, he found out that Antonio cheated on Lovino which is really mean. I never thought he'd do anything like that and now I've lost a friend. Lovino is really sad. I know he told me he didn't care, but I know he does. What should I do diary?

Because I don't want to talk to him Antonio much, but he sits at our table. Lovino is heartbroken and to be honest, I'm a little down as well. I've never tried being this mad at someone. Ludwig says it's only natural, but I don't like it. What if I do something stupid, like say something rude to him? That'd be horrible.

I have this lump in my throat that I just can't seem to swallow, but you know, it'll probably disappear soon.

I'll go do my homework now, thanks for listening - Feliciano Vargas