Before October's Gone Chapter 7: Deja Vu, a big time rush fanfic

I absolutely LOVE "Paralyzed" in "Big Time Rocker" so I couldn't help but add it. I also found it PERFECT to use it in the situation that Logan and Camille are at. I also LOVE "Big Time Rocker" so I added a few references from the episode in this chapter!

I recently read a really heated Lomille story called "Anything You Want" by wintershine if you want to read it. Please caution that it gets really heated pretty early in the story and even more heated as it gets more and more into the story. Things get pretty intimate. The story takes place right after "Big Time Rocker."

I feel the need that I don't need to do a disclaimer saying that I don't own BTR or any of the songs, so I won't. Okay, I will because I don't want to get into trouble.

Disclaimer: I don't own BTR or any of the songs.

There. I feel better.

Chapter 7: Deja Vu

Logan's POV

It took Jo, Kendall, and I a good hour skipping through and listening to all of our songs all over again. It's like a deja vu, but with Jo, and I was running out of time. I had 3 hours until she was leaving Palm Woods for good.

Get a call on a random afternoon
I pick it up and I see that it's you

"No." Next.

Cause the world stops
When I put my arms around, around you

"Maybe." Jo wrote the song on the notepad.

If I ruled the world

"Eh." Skip.

Maybe this could be the line
That starts the whole story

"Possibly." Jo added it to our list.

Under the stole lights
Feel the rhythm, the rhythm

"I don't think so." Kendall pressed the "next" button.

I'm looking at you, yeah
You're looking at me

"That could be one." I smiled as Jo wrote down the song.

Oh no, it's on tonight
Here we go
You're looking right I know, you know

"Uh. I don't think so." I was at a lost cause. We are never going to find the perfect song.

Elevate a little higher
Let's throw a party in the sky

I fell back onto the couch.

Here I am, there you are
Why does it seem so far?

I perked up. This seemed awfully familiar. Jo added the song to our growing list. Why did we have to have so many songs?

Before I knew it, I knew I had run out of time. She was leaving in an hour and I still haven't picked a song. There were a few times where we would listen to the songs on our list. We listened to those songs quite a number of times to see if I wanted to sing that song. We decided to go back to our Elevate album and listen to those songs. While listening to them, one stuck out to me.

I stood up and declared. "Get Carlos and James because I think I know what song it should be." Kendall and Jo looked at each other, then looked at me and smiled.

Camille's POV

We got to LAX a couple hours before our flight. We checked our bags, went through security, and went to our gate to wait for our flight. I brought out some of my old scripts and started reading them. They all brought back memories. I was reading the Spy High script when I remembered Logan helped me prepare for the role of Mila. He was such a good sport, helping me and going along with my crazy schemes. That was when we were in that on-again/off-again relationship and then, we were off-again. The memory made me tear up a little bit. I excused myself and rushed to the restroom to clean myself up.

What was I thinking? Logan and I aren't together. He's with Peggy. He's happy with her and I should move on. "Gate 4 to Hartford, Connecticut boarding in 10 minutes." That was my cue. We were leaving soon. No going back now. I wiped my tears off, cleaned myself up, and went back to where my Dad was waiting.

"Gate 4 to Hartford, Connecticut boarding now." I got off of my seat and waited in line so we could board and leave this place. As I was boarding, I heard music coming from the speakers. I paused and listened.

You, you walked into the room
On a Friday afternoon
That's when I saw you for the first time
And I was paralyzed

I recognized the song as a song from Big Time Rush's Elevate album. It was the song where they wanted to prove to Lucy that BTR rocked so they stopped traffic and were on the news that day. I started to tear up again.

I had a million things to say
But none of them came out that day
'Cause I was never one of those guys
That always had the best lies

Time stops ticking
My hands keep shaking
And you don't even know that

I try to speak but girl you got me tongue-tied
I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside
I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
I see you walking, but all you do is pass me by
Can't even talk, cause words don't come into my mind
I'd make a move if I had the guts to
But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jo. What was she doing here? She came up to me, grabbed my hand, and dragged me out of line. I kept resisting but she pulled hard. Man, was she strong. Before I knew it, I was face-to-face with Logan, the last person I wanted to see.

Now I learned a lot from my mistake
Never let a good thing slip away
I've had a lot of time to look back

And my only regret is
Not telling you what I was going through
You didn't even know that

As the years go by I think about you all the time
If I get the chance I hope I won't be paralyzed
Paralyzed by you

You walked into the room
On a Friday afternoon
I try to speak but girl you got me tongue-tied
I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside
I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
(You got me paralyzed)
I see you walking, but all you do is pass me by
Can't even talk, cause words don't come into my mind
I'd make a move if I had the guts to
But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
(You got me paralyzed)

Paralyzed, paralyzed
(You got me tongue tied)
Paralyzed, paralyzed
(Now I'm frozen inside)
Paralyzed, paralyzed
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed

"So you think you could waltz in and sing to me again, in hopes everything is better between us?"

"Yeah, I kind of did." Logan rubbed the back of his neck, a clear sign that he was nervous.

I finally had enough. "I have to catch a plane." I started towards my Dad.

"Wait!" He grabbed my wrist and I stopped, looking into his eyes. "Don't get on that plane."

"And why not?"

"Because…" He scratched behind his ear, another sign that he was nervous.

"Because what?"

"Because" and then he kissed me. At first, I was taken aback from his sudden move but relaxed and deepened the kiss. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I realized what he just did and instantly pulled back.

"What are you doing? I can't be going around kissing another girl's boyfriend." Logan gave me a funny look. "Peggy." How did he forget his own girlfriend? He nodded in acknowledgement.

"Peggy who?" My eyes widened. "I love you, Camille, and always will. You are the only one for me. I made a huge mistake when we broke up and regretted it every day since. There hasn't been one day when I wasn't thinking about you. Yes, I've made some mistakes in the past and I will pay for them every day as long as I live. Just do one thing for me and don't get on that plane."

"So you think you could sing to me, persuade me to not get on my plane that leaves in 5 minutes, kiss me, and hope we get back together?"

"Yeah, pretty much." I smiled.

I turned to Dad. "Pack up everything, Dad because I'm going back to the Palm Woods." I heard cheering and clapping from people around us. Dad was smiling and clapping. Jo hugged me. I was squished by Carlos and James. Kendall gave me a side-hug. I came back to Logan and he picked me up by the waist and twirled me in the air, like how they do in the movies. When I came back down, Logan captured his lips on mine and there was nothing I could do about it.

I literally copied and pasted when Logan and Kendall were trying to find the PERFECT song from Chapter 2. I just changed Kendall's name to Jo's name and added a few things. Yay! He made it in time to stop her and she's staying! Just like in the movies!

So I'm doing a poll on which story I should upload next. Should it be another Lomille or another Pal? The Lomille will be a one-shot and the Pal will be a series of chapters. I will eventually upload both but I want to know which one I should upload first. I will check either on Thursday or Friday.