17/01-17
Dear diary
Today I was bombarded with homework. It's currently 3am and I have been doing homework since I got off at 4pm. I'm so stressed and all I want to do is hug Ludwig. He's probably asleep though. I miss Ludwig all the time. He's just so amazing.
You should see his muscles, they're huge! It's kind of hot… hehe.
I should probably get some sleep, but I drank some coffee that still hasn't worn off. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. What if I fall asleep during class? Oh god, they might suspend me! Wait, do they even do that if I fall asleep?
Also, is it weird that I want to be with Ludwig all the time? Does that mean I'm clingy? Won't he be annoyed if I'm clingy? L If I get too clingy he might not want to be with me. Then he'll push me away and I'll get really sad. I think I might cry, sorry if you get wet diary…
My feelings for him have grown stronger and I think I am in love. Like actually in love. He makes me so happy diary, but I also get really worried that he doesn't feel the same way about me.
If I keep having this much homework, I might not write as often. Just thought I'd inform you. Don't worry diary, I won't abandon you.
I think the next time I'll write is after me and Ludwig's date at the cinema. Bye for now diary - Feliciano Vargas