Chapter 26
Andy was crying on Sharon's shoulder helplessly. Maybe now his only consolation was she. Sharon didn't know how to calm Andy as she was in shock too. She couldn't believe that Andy's firstborn son is alive. She made him sit on the couch and went into the kitchen to get him a glass of water. A few minutes later, she came back to him and handed him the cup. Andy looked at her sadly and took the cup with trembling hands. He didn't know what to do. As if his whole world had turned upside down.
"Andy, are you okay? Talk to me, please." Sharon asked quietly and took his hand. Andy took a deep breath and bit his lip.
"I am devastated Sharon. I just found out that my son isn't dead. He's alive, my son..." he said quietly, tears were streaming down his cheeks. Sharon shushed softly and hugged him tightly. She kissed him softly and wiped his tears. Every time, Andy was the one who rubs her tears, but this time it was different. She couldn't bear to see Andy in this state.
"Please tell me. Are you sure that your son is alive? Who said that?" Sharon asked impatiently. Andy took a deep breath.
"Nicole. My ex-wife came to LA and visited Nicole to reveal her dark secret." he managed to explain with difficulty. Sharon closed her eyes for a moment and looked at him carefully, stroking his face gently.
"Andy, stop crying. If your son is alive, maybe your ex-wife knows where he is. Maybe you'll be able to find him." she said reliable. Andy shook his head and shrugged.
"No, Sharon is not so easy. For years I was dying of pain, thinking that I'd lost my son. But now, after so many years, I learn that he is alive. It's just indescribable feeling. I don't know if I should be happy with the fact that he is alive or be sad because I don't know where he is now. I feel terrible. " he admitted. Sharon looked at him sadly.
"Andy, believe me, whatever happens, I'll be here with you. I won't leave you alone in this difficult time. If your son is alive, be sure, we'll find him. That's why we're cops, right? " she said encouragingly. Andy gave her a weak smile and hugged her tightly. As always, both soothes one another. Despite all the disputes and conflicts, and finally the two were always together. For a moment, Sharon and Andy have forgotten their conflict and the coldness between them. Sharon didn't want to leave Andy to sleep on the couch. She insisted and led him in the bedroom. She didn't want to leave him alone right now. Andy sat on the bed thoughtfully and wiped his tears while Sharon was getting ready for sleeping. She sat beside him, putting a hand on his shoulder.
"No need you to be so concerned about me. I haven't forgotten about our conflict and the fact that we no longer sleep together." he said indifferently. Sharon took a deep breath and rolled her eyes.
"Andy, stop talking nonsense. I'm not forgotten too, but I can't leave you alone in this condition. I want to be with you. Whatever happens between us now, I still will not leave you." she said firmly. Andy nodded and looked down. He didn't want a new argument, especially now. For the first time in months, Sharon and Andy will sleep together. Sharon realized this fact and the fact that she still is not ready to accept this man back into her bed, but now she couldn't leave him alone. Andy lay on the bed thoughtfully while Sharon was trying to sleep. Fortunately, the baby was fast asleep as Rusty. The next morning, Sharon was preparing breakfast in the kitchen while Andy was getting ready for work in the bedroom. Rusty sat down and looked at Sharon carefully and questioningly.
"Sharon, is everything okay?" he asked, confused. Sharon took a deep breath and put his breakfast in front of him, then sat down across from him.
"Not really. Last night, Andy realized that actually his firstborn son is alive." she replied immediately. Rusty's eyes widened and he fell into shock.
"What? Nicholas is alive? How is this possible?" he asked, more confused than ever. Sharon shrugged and shook her head.
"I have no idea. His ex-wife revealed the secret to Nicole and she told her father. Nobody knows where he is now and seeing Andy so sad, I feel worse. But I am convinced that in the end, we'll find him. I want Andy to find his son. " she said softly. Rusty nodded and took a sip of his juice. At this point, Andy joined them together with his son in his arms. Rusty grabbed his bag and headed to college because he was late. Sharon smiled softly, looking at father and son. Probably Andy wanted to forget his pain with him. She put his breakfast before him and kissed him tenderly on the cheek. He motioned her to be quiet.
"He sleeps." Andy said quietly, looking at his little son. Sharon nodded and put her head on his shoulder. Andy didn't know why Sharon behaves so differently. She took her son in her arms to allow Andy to have breakfast. But he didn't want to leave his son because his pain was immense. Although he was alive, Andy had already lost one son. He wanted Nicholas to be near him. After about an hour, he went to work and Sharon decided to talk with Nicole. She knew that Dean wasn't in LA this week. During this time, Andy had told all to his most loyal friend, Provenza. But this time, even he couldn't give him some advice. He was left speechless, realizing that Andy's firstborn son is actually alive.
"So, your ex-wife lied? Your son is alive?" Provenza asked again to make sure. Andy nodded and sighed wearily leaning back.
"Yes, but I don't even know where he is now. My son is alive, but I don't know where he is. I feel terrible. I can't believe they were all betrayed me. Jennifer and Sharon. Incidentally, Sharon's behavior is weird to me. As if after last night, she behaves more calmly. " he admitted thoughtfully. Provenza shook his head and squeezed his shoulder.
"The captain just wants to comfort you. Come on, stop thinking nonsense. Everything will be all right. Don't lose hope." he assured. Andy closed his eyes for a moment. He hoped that he'll be able to find his son. On the other hand, Andrea all day was trying to connect with Sharon. Finally, the two meet together in the cafeteria. Andrea couldn't believe that Andy's son is alive. It was like a joke.
"Sharon, I can't believe that Andy's son is alive. How is this possible?" she asked, confused. Sharon sighed wearily and shrugged.
"A moment ago I spoke with Nicole. She told me everything. Obviously, Jennifer lied, saying that the baby died at birth. She just didn't want this child. I don't know why, but seeing Andy so sad I feel terrible." Sharon admitted. Andrea squeezed her hand.
"Okay, calm down. I am confident that the team will be able to find the boy, whatever happens. But I'm glad that despite everything, you're supporting Andy." she said contented. Sharon took a deep breath and smiled slightly.
"As much as I hate to admit, I love Andy. For a moment I forgot about our conflicts and disputes. Last night I couldn't let him sleep on this uncomfortable couch and believe me, I won't allow such a thing again." Sharon said firmly. Andrea chuckled slightly.
"That's good. You belong together." she said sternly. In the evening, Sharon went home and quietly went into the living room. Rusty was holding the baby in his arms, which was asleep. Sharon tried to be silent and looked around. She kissed Rusty's cheek and took her little son in her arms.
"My conversation with Andrea was long. I'm sorry, Rusty. I didn't want to leave you all alone with a baby." she said quietly and apologetically. Rusty shook his head.
"I like to spend my time with Nicholas. He's like my real brother." he admitted with a smile, looking at the baby. Sharon smiled.
"By the way, where's Andy?" she asked immediately. Rusty sighed and shrugged, answering, "I have no idea. But he certainly closes a case." Sharon nodded and went into the nursery. Rusty grabbed his laptop and went to his room to watch a movie. A few hours later, Sharon was sitting on the couch, waiting for Andy. She'd called him several times, but without success. She was worried about him more than ever. Imperceptibly, she slept on the couch. When Andy returned home, he was surprised seeing Sharon asleep on the couch. He left the keys in the table and sat next to her quietly. He could watch her in this way for hours. He stroked her hair and kissed her gently. At that moment, Sharon opened her eyes and smiled, looking at him.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" he asked anxiously. Sharon rubbed her eyes and shrugged.
"I don't know, I think I fell asleep here. I was waiting for you and imperceptibly I fell asleep. Where were you? Don't you see how worried I am?" she asked sternly, almost professionally, surprising Andy again. He took a deep breath.
"The team had to complete a case. You know that without you is quite difficult. You ordered Provenza to be in your place, but he just is not as good as you." he said, frowning. Sharon laughed loudly and touched his face.
"But he has more experience than me, don't you think?" she said softly. Andy grinned and shrugged.
"Who knows ... But I think it would be better for you to go into your bedroom. You can't sleep here." he said firmly. Sharon squeezed his shoulder, saying, "I'm not going without you." Andy agreed and led her into the bedroom carefully. He quickly changed his clothes and went to the nursery to see his son. He needed it. Sharon was pleased, seeing how good father is Andy. But she could feel his sadness. However, he'd learned that his firstborn son is alive. It must have been awful feeling. She lay on her bed, taking a book. During this time, Andy was sitting near the crib, holding his little son in his arms tightly.
"You know, last night for the first time, I realized that your mom is the only person who can soothe me. It's true. Whenever I need help, she's here to help me. I just couldn't forgive her and if I have to admit, I still can't. I try, but I can't forget my pain. I hope I'll be able to find your brother. I can't believe that all problems come at once. But you, whatever happens I'll always be with you. Well, somewhat. Your dad is not so young. Maybe I talk nonsense. You want to go to your Mom? " he muttered softly to the baby and went into the bedroom. Sharon took off her glasses and put them on the nightstand. Andy put Nicholas between them with a smile. Sharon smiled softly and kissed her son gently.
"I am happy that our son will sleep with us tonight." Sharon said softly and looked at Andy, who was sad again. She squeezed his hand, watching him carefully.
"Andy, what's going on with you? You think about your son?" she asked cautiously. Andy nodded and sighed wearily.
"Yes, but I think about something else too. I think for us. Sharon, I'm not so young. I mean maybe I won't be here to see how my son grows. Maybe this is our last moments together . " he admitted sadly. Sharon hushed quietly. Her eyes filled with tears and she swallowed the lump in her throat. She didn't want to think about such things. She wasn't ready for such a separation with Andy.
"Andy, I beg you, stop talking nonsense. You're here with us. You can't think about such nonsense. Stop, please. I'm not ready for such a separation with you. Neither I nor our son." she said firmly, but behind her words there was pain. Andy smiled sadly and kissed her gently on the lips. He still couldn't believe that despite all conflicts and disputes, the ice between him and Sharon melts. Now, the only thing he wanted was he to find his firstborn son and be happy with Sharon and Nicholas as they deserve ...
~~~ TBC ~~~