Words of a diary

by Maria Recinella

Feliciano is a bright freshman with an optimistic look on the world. Gradually as tragedies happens all around him, Feliciano becomes sadder and sadder. TRIGGER WARNING: This fic will eventually become very dark, with topics such as suicide, depression, anxiety and maybe self harm.

20. Chapter 20

04/04-17

Dear diary

I might just have made the biggest mistake in my life.

I broke up with Ludwig.

I cannot take the fact that he's no longer here right beside me. The distance got to me and I just could not tolerate it anymore. I am scared for the future once again. I want to hold Ludwig's hand, I want to cuddle him, oh god I miss him. Diary I am scared to let go, but I'm afraid the relationship did more damage to me than good.

I love him. - Feliciano Vargas