Part 2
Spencer was sitting in the waiting room, hands twisted into his hair as his elbows sat on his knees. His ring was visibly glinting in his hair. "She has to be okay."
The team was all around him. They'd just went after Doyle, and Emily was having emergency surgery to try and save her life. "Spence-."
"She was the only good thing I've ever had. She can't die. I can't live without her."
JJ got up to go and see if they could tell them anything yet. "I'll be right back."
"Emily hasn't said anything yet, but she's pregnant. Not very far along, but she was so happy when we found out." The teams hearts were breaking for him. He had found someone who didn't think he was a freak for knowing all that he did. Someone who complimented him, and was happy just to be with him. After he had proposed on the plane, and they'd finished their case in California, the team had driven to Vegas. Emily's mom was able to pick up Spencer's mom so she could be at the wedding. When Strauss found out she was furious. Demanded one of them turned in their resignation, then rescinded the order when she had a letter of resignation from Every member of the team, including Garcia. The door opened and Spencer looked up and saw a sobbing JJ standing beside the doctor.
"Mr. Reid." The doctor began.
But Spencer interrupted. "Can I see her?"
"I don't think that's a good idea. We did the best we could, but unfortunately due to complications with the internal bleeds we lost her. You should be able to see her in about an hour."
Spencer broke down. "She can't be dead."
It wasn't long after Emily joined the team that she and Spencer started dating. "Spencer, do you maybe want to get coffee tomorrow morning before work?"
"Are you sure?" He started to ask but the look on her face answered it for her.
"Of course I'm sure Spencer." At his hesitation she took a couple of steps back, "well whatever you decide, just let me know."
"I'd love to."
She became his rock through his recovery from Dilaudid. Went to rehab with him when he didn't want to go alone. That was when he knew he wanted to marry her. So he'd had Garcia find her fathers address, told the team he was going to visit his mom for a few days, and flew out to ask her fathers permission to marry his daughter. He'd waited for the perfect moment, which ended up being on the plane.
"Spencer." JJ called, crouching down in front of him.
"JJ, what am I going to do now?"
She just pulled him tight against her. Wishing she could tell him that it would be all right, that she could tell him that Emily was alive, and going undercover.
JJ had a lot of things that she wished she could tell him at that moment. But she knew all she could say was, "I don't know."