Chapter 13:
Where is the hope when you are lost do you find the love, do you miss out on the things you possess or do you just curl up and be yourself?
Ever since we came back from Disney two months ago Meredith has been on me all the time. I do enjoy the pleasure but it's now affecting my work because her love is all I can think about. Well I know this is just the hormones of pregnancy because she had it with Bailey, and Ellis. When this baby comes that love will be gone again and I will suffer a lonely dark path once again like I did with Bailey, and Ellis the sleepless nights, Meredith not wanting me to touch her, no joy, and a child screaming because they were either hungry or tired. Well today it doesn't matter because I get to see my baby boy or girl today as Meredith has an ultrasound today. I am excited to find out what we are having as she is nearly 5 months pregnant and was 3 ½ months pregnant when she found out about this baby.
"Well Meredith everything looks great the baby's heart rate is steady but I am seeing something when I move to a certain angle it's like I'm seeing another baby that is hiding I'm going to try to take a closer look to see what we are up against." Arizona said to Meredith as I was walking in. "Congratulations it's another baby and you don't have to worry about anything both are healthy and active would you like to know the sex?" asked Arizona. We both agreed that we would like to know because we want to make sure we have new clothing for our darlings and not old ragged clothing that has been through 3 kids already well 1 if it's both boys. As the appointment when on we found out that we are expecting both a boy and another girl. I was happy I had another boy and another girl on the way.
Meredith was excited for the twins but the one struggle we had was finding cute names for the twins. Both of us agreed on Luke David Grey Shepherd and either Leia Lynn or Elizabeth Mae. When we told the kids about the twins' bailey was excited over the name we had picked out for his bother as bailey is big into star wars right now and loves Luke Skywalker, and his twin sister Leia Organa. i cant believe that the twins will be here in less than 4 months from now and there is so much to do for them. But the first things first is to get through Ellie's first birthday which is in a month. I cant believe that my baby girl is going to be a year old already and Zola is going to be 7 and starting second grade by the time the twins get here. My love for my wife and children is my world and nothing can take that way. I am ready for the challenge of 5 children at least I have 2 boys and not 4 girls and a boy unlike my mom. Amelia on the other hand well she is going to be having 3 girls and no boys. Both Sally, and Kat look like Owen with their strawberry red hair and the twinkle in their eyes that there father has. When they are older Owen is going to have a hard time letting them go out with friends or even date. Hey even I'm not ready for that. I don't really like Zola going away to sleep overs because of things that could happen I know I'm an over protective father but I don't want my baby girl to get hurt. Meredith is the same when it comes to Bailey. I know that we are over protective of our children but we don't want to end up like Gary Simmons Zola's teacher whose son and daughter ends up at the hospital twice a month for injuries. Gary Simmons is protective of his kids but they play rough and usually end up with bruises, and other things like a sprained ankle, or broken wrist.
A/N: so here is chapter 13 sorry if its short I promise that there is going to be more in the next coming chapters. Derek and Meredith will have to deal with a situation that they were not intending.