Selene POV: Selene remembered the day she first saw Stiles and she remembered every feeling and detail. For so long the feeling of killing rogue werewolves and hunters had taken its toll.
She felt numb and cold very little personality or humanity left inside her… until he looked into her eyes that day.
How can you see into my eyes, like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb, without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
It felt like electricity going through her blood it felt like she was coming alive her soul finally waking up. She felt a smile playing on her lips as she stared at him that day and he smiled back.
Wake me up, wake me up inside I can't wake up,
Wake me up inside, save me,
Call my name and save me from the dark, wake me up
Bid my blood to run, I can't wake up
Before I come undone, save me
Save me from the nothing I've become
Now being without Stiles she felt dead inside again only worse because she knew what it was like to feel loved and alive. He gave her back her life with his love and now it's gone.
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real, bring me to life
The cold was getting worse inside her each day she knew she was going feral and couldn't stop it. Maybe some part of her didn't want to stop it she was frozen inside without Stiles.
No love no care only the mask she let the others see. Derek knew better but he couldn't help Selene she needed Stiles.
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
Selene has been walking this world for over a thousand years and never once did she feel this kind of connection to anyone. Stiles opened her eyes to friends and feeling of belonging more than pack closer than family.
She felt her claws come out as she felt herself slipping more to her wolf. She needed Stiles back but she knew he hated her.
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Bring me to life
As Selene lay down for the night as with every night since she hurt him she closed her eyes and the darkness came with only one word in mind…Stiles.
Wake me up, wake me up inside I can't wake up,
Wake me up inside, save me,
Call my name and save me from the dark, wake me up
Bid my blood to run, I can't wake up
Before I come undone, save me
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life