Stiles' Memories Over Season 3B
Stiles POV: Silverfinger at the hospital. Stiles turned around to see Scott looking at him. Stiles said he was just fine. He appeared calm but inside there was rage and there was a beast. Little did Scott know Stiles was hiding something from him Stiles just killed and Oni.
The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
Riddled during his nightmare. Stiles could feel this beast in his head scratching to get out to take control. Stiles can't truly control it he blacks out and comes to somewhere else. He can feel it trying to take his body his mind. Only Selene knows about it but even she can't save him.
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
Riddled during MRI. Stiles lay in the MRI machine the sound pounding like a hammer or the beast pounding to get out. It was getting closer to the surface taking hold of him. The beast, this monster inside him promised if he thought he's had nightmares before then this one was just beginning.
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
Letharia Vulpina. All day the monster kept secret that he was in control. No matter what Stiles did he couldn't control it. Not when it poisoned Selene, not when it hurt coach or the deputies, and not when it stabbed Scott. All the things this monster did was not only to hurt others but to tear Stiles down to break him. It finally stopped when Deaton poisoned the fox inside him.
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
Echo House. The monster was still alive inside of him Stiles could feel it regrouping. During this time free from the Nogitsune Stiles nearly broke knowing all the blood that was on his hands because of the Nogitsune. He could feel all the pain he caused. The only thing keeping him together was Selene but he couldn't let the thing inside him know just what she meant to him or it would kill her to get Stiles to break. He was worried this old fox spirit may actually be able to kill her. As the marks on his back began to fade the monster just beneath his skin was waiting to take back control. As darkness came for him he knew the nightmare would begin again and what the thing made him do with Malia made him hate himself more than ever.
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
De-Void. The Nogitsune, the monster in the dark the shadow with sharp teeth and bandaged head. Stiles ran from it tried to hide from it but there was no escape. It caught him and found him then locked him away so all he could do was watch. Stiles knew what it wanted now, it wanted to be separate from him and take his soul to have its own body. It also wanted his heart his she-wolf to take her break her create chaos from her then kill her. When Stiles felt Scott and Selene enter his mind even though he was locked away he protected her with all he had, he gave more into the Nogitsune.
It's hiding in the dark
Its teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
De-Void. Stiles pounded and yelled to get out but the Nogitsune had him locked up tight. It seemed like all his other dreams and nightmares lately maybe if he could just wake up it would be over just a dream. Sadly Stiles knew different the Nogitsune was inside of him and it knew Scott and Selene were in his mind looking for him. Trapped right in front of the Nogitsune so no one could get to him he heard Scott and Selene roar. He felt the tug from his best friend and a tug from his mate to break him out of his metaphysical chains. Stiles lashed out at the Nogitsune and broke free from its control.
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!