HI, I'M BACK!So I decided to update because apparently we're in this tug of war thing in which you guys wait for me to give in. And I was depressed over my college grades so my personal angst and you guys don't make a good mix.

So get your tissues because even though it'll be short, it'll be painful.

Also for the person whose review said that my constant request for reviews and chapter threats were a turnoff, sweetie there's a back option for a reason also you could just unfollow/unfavorite the story. Try to understand if a story that in it's beginning got a lot of sweet comments and support from people around the world suddenly stopped and barely gets any comments.

Yeah you wouldn't like it either. If that happened to you, then let me know so I can turn off the saltiness.

Please enjoy and ignore my little complaint.

A cruel night is endlessly coming to me

I close my eyes again, taking me back to that dream

Into an eternal dream that I won't ever wake from

(VIXX-Eternity)

Murasakibara stared at the battered and obviously tired Himuro who could barely stay on her two feet but as always had to put on a strong face. Her most recent words had paused him in his steps; because I'd rather have you kill me.

Despite being lied and betrayed by her, he never hated her; he had sadly fallen for her. He only wanted her to suffer as a punishment.

She was the only one to understand his weird quirks and accept him for who he was.

"Why should I kill you?" Murasakibara questioned as he stared at her with cold amethyst eyes, both of them staring at each other in the eyes.

"Because I'm pretty sure that you hate me. I lied and got close to you to obtain information. I would hate myself too." Himuro said as she looked down, ink black hair dropped to the sides. "So come on, shoot me square in the forehead….. like you've always done." Himuro said without any fear.

"I won't shoot you." Murasakibara said as he stepped closer. "All you have to do is tell Akashi everything that you know and you won't die."

Himuro started laughing and raised her head to look at him with tear filled eyes and a sad smile placed onto her before saying the following as the tears dropped from her eyes steadily. "You and I both know that I won't say anything so if you don't want to do something so impersonal like shooting me, just grab those hands and wrap them around my neck and start crushing my neck."

Murasakibara had never seen Himuro cry, he had only seen her have a stern face and the sight of her crying made him feel somewhat regret and sadness. Maybe in another world or time, they could actually be happy.

"Atsushi, do you like me?" Himuro had asked him after he had kissed on an impulse after a raid in which Himuro had almost gotten killed. The look on her face was between shocked and stern.

"Maybe." He replied shortly trying to not seem too emotional, looking the other way.

"That's good. I like you too." Himuro said while smiling up at him. "Let's go back. So we can give the report."

The sight of Himuro shedding silent tears gave him sadness but he knew that if he didn't do it then Akashi would do it and he wouldn't have any mercy whatsoever to make sure that Himuro would be unrecognizable. He took 2 steps towards Himuro, he released her arms from the chains, he grabbed her face gently to look at her face, his heart broke at the sight of Himuro, he then kissed her on the lips before kissing her forehead and he whispered: I'm sorry.

Himuro wanted to laugh and cry at the same time, he was going to give her the sweet release of death but she didn't want to leave him alone. She felt one of his hands leave the side of her face and it made its way to her neck, enclosing it perfectly. She sobbed for once and whispered: No, I'm sorry….. I really do love you, Atsushi. I really was happy with you, I'm sorry we had to end like this.

His hand started squeezing and as the minutes passed her breathing would get more erratic until she stopped breathing, her body limp, only standing because Murasakibara was holding her. He didn't even notice that he was crying, once he realized that it was done, he held her body close to him trying to feel her while sobbing I'm sorry.

Kagami was busy drawing up a plan with Kiyoshi regarding the interference of Teiko with one of the factions that they had teamed up with when someone bursted into Kiyoshi's office looking as pale as a white sheet.

"What is it?" Kiyoshi asked worried as he looked at the shocked soldier.

"General Aida summoned you. She said to go to the infirmary." The pale face soldier said silently. Kiyoshi and Kagami looked at each other with confusion, making their way to the infirmary, they only heard people sobbing and the two of them wondered who passed away to pay their respects. They found Takao crouched in front of a room sobbing her eyes out like if she had been shot, she looked up to see Kagami and sobbed even harder.

"What's wrong, Takao?" Kiyoshi asked as he placed a comforting hand on Takao's shoulder and she shook her head to say no.

"I'll go see what it is." Kagami said as he entered the room hearing Takao say a broken 'I'm sorry'.

The sight that greeted his eyes was one that he would never forget, his only family lying down on a infirmary bed looking pale, beaten up. He knew by the reactions he received from everyone that his sister had died, he didn't even know he was crying until he saw one of the tears fall onto Himuro's pale ivory skin. She didn't look dead, if it weren't for the bruises littering her skin, she would look like a porcelain doll. For once he was able to see his sister's left eye as the bangs that always covered it was pushed back.

"I'm going to kill them, I'm going to kill every single last one of them." Kagami swore as he held Himuro's cold hand.

Tetsuki hit her head with the door to her room as her body shook with sobbing, she knew what was going to happen if she got too emotional. But this was an emotion that only few were going to understand: grief. She felt the storm inside of her brew without restraint and for once she let it out, yearning that it affected Teiko.

Told you guys it would hurt. I don't know why I wrote that, the storyline went different in my mind a few years ago but of course it was a few years ago. Any questions you guys have please do it through PM or in your reviews and I'll answer it through PM or next chapter.

Hoped you liked it. Please review... if it isn't that hard for you guys.

See you guys next update.