Chapter 15!

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Iris

Holy shit. I raised up and grabbed my head. Where was I? I opened my eyes and felt my head sting. It was pounding so bad, what happened yesterday night? 'Great, you're awake.' I looked up and saw Jenna sitting up as well. My head didn't like the sudden movement and protested by hurting me even more. 'What happened?' I moaned, wanting to see how the others were doing, yet not willing to move my head again. 'We drank too much,' she said with a grin, then she groaned. 'Note to self. Do not smile.' I bit my lip to contain my laughter. 'I can't remember a single thing,' I said, my voice doubtful.

The last thing I could remember was stomping off from Four and Amar. Four flirted with me all night, "faking" nice for Eric, but actually meaning it. I remember drinking too much and my senses blurring. I had to try really hard not to kiss him, and it was hard on him as well. But I had no clue whether we had maintained that, or what the hell we had actually done. 'Yeah,' Jenna said and she bit her lip. 'I have something to tell you.' I raised my eyebrows inquisitively when Four raised up, shirtless. I looked at him and he looked at me. I looked around and Jenna, Four, Zeke and I were the only ones there! Where were the others? I looked at Four again, and suddenly I remembered everything.

Our mouths fell open as we remembered what had happened last night. He jumped up, grabbing his head as he did. I was mesmerized by his body. I had never seen him without a shirt before, and to be honest, damn. He looked incredible. His body was muscled and his arms were toned. 'Jenna, please tell me we didn't do what we think we did,' he hissed. His hair was wild and his eyes held a shocked expression. 'I can't do that,' Jenna said, shaking her head very softly. I put my head in my hands. 'We need to talk,' Four said softly, grabbing his shirt. 'Yes,' I said. 'One last question. J, how did we get here?' She blushed slightly. 'Well, Zeke and I may have been kissing, and everybody was passed out in the cafeteria, even Eric and Layla... So we walked in here, and found you guys doing ehh well,' she said softly. 'We walked out immediately though, came back later,' I heard Zeke mumble.

My mouth was hanging open again. I climbed out of bed, feeling my stomach turn as I did. Had we ruined the mission? Did Eric even know? I put on a pants and wanted to pull Four out of the dorm when Zeke sat up. 'I told you double dating would be cool,' he said with a slight grin. Four blushed slightly and pulled me with him. We walked over to the cafeteria and scanned it for Eric and Layla. They were still knocked out on the floor, and so were Dax, Jace, Rick and Tim. 'One heck of a party,' I mumbled.

He pulled me into a hallway and shook his head softly. 'I can't believe that that was our first time,' he said, his voice upset. I put my hand on his cheek. 'I know, I can't either. But we do love each other, the only thing we have to find out is whether Eric knows anything of our entire romance yesterday,' I said softly. 'We messed up big time,' he said, looking into my eyes. His eyes looked lost, like he was angry with himself and he was right. We had messed up, but as long as Eric had no idea... Nothing happened between us. 'The only thing we can do is pretend like nothing happened,' I said. He grabbed my hands. 'Which is hard, because I miss you and the others. When Eric proposed the idea of me flirting with you to get some information, I was so happy.' His voice was cracking, so I pulled him into a hug.

'It's not for long, you have to find out about Jeanine and then we can hopefully take him out,' I whispered. He nodded. We just stood there, hugging for a few seconds. 'I'm sorry for leaving you in Abnegation,' he said. I shook my head, immediately regretting it. 'I was really upset, but I regained hope when only Marcus' body was found. When I saw you again I admit, I was mad. But Damon explained it all. I understand, I'm so glad you're okay,' I whispered into his ear. He shivered. 'I can't wait until initiation is over,' he said softly. I looked into his eyes and he smiled as he let his lips brush over mine.

My heart started pounding, almost as hard as my head. He gave me a couple of kisses and broke away. 'I suggest us being rude again, yet you letting me flirt with you and no speaking of this whatsoever?' He suggested. I nodded slowly. 'Yes. Maybe I can kick your ass without feeling guilty then,' I grinned. He grinned in return. 'We'll see about that, Shorty.' We walked back towards the dorm and I felt my stomach turn again. 'Oh my god, alcohol' I mumbled and ran back to the dorm, running towards the toilet to throw it all out, with Four following me closely.

Four

It's a few weeks later, and we were halfway through stage 2, fear landscapes, and we finished stage 1, fighting. Amar and Lauren had taught us how to throw knives, how to shoot with a gun, how to fight and in the mean time I had proven myself to be a "worthy" friend to Eric. Iris and I had pretended to sort of like each other so I could tell Eric untruths about Tobias Eaton. I told him that Iris had told me Tobias could be hiding in Amity. A few days later, Damon told me that a few Dauntless members had spotted Jeanine visiting Johanna, Amity's leader. Eric actually pushed me to spend as much time with Iris as I possibly could, because she would eventually tell me the truth, or so he thought. How stupid could he be, but I didn't mind.

He didn't know about Iris and me, about what had happened on the first night, so he'd grown to trust me. He had even told me what Jeanine was after and why Marcus wanted Tobias back. Jeanine was after people who were Divergent and Marcus wanted Tobias back because he suspected Tobias to be one. He made the deal that Jeanine could experiment every Divergent in his faction if, and only if, she would leave Tobias alone. Damon, Amar and Iris were shocked when I told them, did Marcus really have a heart? I couldn't be held back by him though, because now we'd figured out what Jeanine was planning, a lot of people were in danger. The fear landscapes were approaching, and all Divergent people would have to train to control their fears in a Dauntless way..

I had been slightly scared during the first stage, not for myself, but for my friends. Would they make it? It hadn't been easy, but Iris and I both won two times, Jenna and Zeke won once, and so did Rick, Tim, Shauna, Eric and Dax. It wasn't looking good for Jace and Layla who hadn't won once. Because we were with so few people, Amar had told us that nobody would be leaving after stage 1, not until the final test. One person would be leaving. I had won from Eric and Dax, Iris from Rick and Layla. All my friends were safe, and I was proud. However, that safety lasted until the second stage.

I was sitting on one of the chairs in the waiting room. I had just had my fear landscape, and I was still feeling the anxiety in my throat and the shivers were still running down my spine as the images of Marcus were flashing through my mind. 'Breathe,' I whispered. I felt myself calming down, but I felt solicitous for Iris. She was in her fear landscape right now, and I knew what the result would be. Amar and I had discussed it before, she was divergent, just like me, and also just like Amar.

But we weren't the only ones, unfortunately. Jenna and Tim had also been diagnosed as Divergent, which made it difficult for Amar to pretend that there was a fault in the system. He had to delete four fear landscapes, and Jeanine had told Damon that she would be visiting us to see whether it was a fault in the system or if one of the trainers hadn't done his job. Jeanine would be observing us the next day, so there was still a lot to do for us Divergents. Jenna, Tim and I had been able to practice, but Iris hadn't as she had been feeling ill during the past few weeks. I knew that she'd need me once she got back, because she needed my help on how to think like a true Dauntless soldier.

All of a sudden the door opened, and Amar walked out, supporting Iris. 'Four, why are you still here,' he scolded. 'Eric's been pushing me to spend more time with her to get more information on Tobias,' I explained quickly, then looked at Iris. Her face was pale and her eyes were watery. 'Shorty,' I whispered, taking her face into my hands. She turned her head away, and avoided my eyes. 'What happened?' I asked demanding as I looked at Amar. 'She has another fear, which brings the total to six,' he said, shaking her. 'Ris, snap out of it! You're back, okay?' She looked up and shook her head. 'Not okay,' she said, pulled her arm out of his grip and she ran off.

'WAIT!' He yelled after her. 'WE HAVE TO DISCUSS THIS!' But she didn't listen and kept running. The door slammed close behind her and I stared at Amar. 'What happened in there?!' He shook his head. 'She is most definitely divergent, T. Jeanine is observing all fear landscapes tomorrow, we have to help her. And besides, you should probably talk to her about her new fear,' he said softly. I raised my eyebrows, 'why, what is it?' He shook his head. 'I'd better not-' he started, but I cut him off firmly. 'A, what is it?' What could her fear possibly be? 'It's...' he said, then sighed as he looked into my eyes.

'It's you, T.'