Chapter 3 - She left me?
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Christian's P.O.V
She..left..me?
What? No she can't leave me, she promised she would never ever leave me again!
I don't think I could possibly live without Ana, but..a child? Our child?
I don't think I could ever be a dad..I'll be a shit dad I just know it.
I'm so torn.
I want Ana here with me right now but I don't want to have a child with her, yet..Do I?
I can't think straight.
Where is she?
Fuck sake!
I have fucked up her life so much already, now I'm doing it all over again.
I need my phone.
Oh shit, I'm supposed to be at an early meeting this morning!
"Taylor!" He should be around here somewhere.
"Yes, sir?" He appears through the door.
"Where is Miss Steele?"
Yeah, like he'll know!
"Erm, Miss Steele ran out of the hospital crying..Dr. Grey told me."
"What?! And no one thought to notify me? Taylor, you do fucking realise that Leila is out there don't you! Now, where is my fucking
phone?!"
I'm aware my heart is beating faster, as I'm fucking furious.
Although I am still very pissed off at Ana, it doesn't mean I don't care about her safety.
Taylor hands me my phone and I think of who to call..Surely Ana went back to Escala and got her mobile, right?
Unlikely.
I'll ring Gail at Escala anyway.
A few rings and she picks up,
"Hello? Mr. Grey?" She sounds surprised and anxious..oh yeah she was there when I passed out after Ana chose to confide in her not me.
"Gail, do you know the where-abouts of Ana?"
"Oh..no sir, I thought she went to the hospital with you in the ambulance?"
"She did but now she's gone a-wall. If you see her be sure to ring me immediately, Leila is still out there Gail."
"Of course Mr. Grey..How are you feeling? What happened to your head?"
"A few stitches, I'm fine thanks. I've got to go and find Ana, bye Gail."
I hang up without waiting for a reply.
I think..Who else is Ana close to and would go to for help?
Then I've got it..Kate!
I'm surprised I actually have Miss. Kavanagh's number stored in my phone.
Ana's P.O.V
"Holy shit Ana, I mean wow..Your gunna be a mom! I'm gunna be an Auntie!" Kate seems supportive and I hug her because all I wanted was support..Why couldn't Christian have been happy for me..us, like Kate is?
"I know, it's a weird feeling..having a tiny someone growing inside of you, depending on you." I smile, thinking of my little jellybean I saw on the screen when I had the scan.
"I can't wait until I'm older and have kids! Our kids can be best friends!" I've never seen this side of Kate, but I love it..So cute.
"Well Kate, I'm not ready to share you just yet..but I don't mind safely practising." Elliot jokes, Oh how I love his cheesy, un-funny jokes!
Kate playfully smacks his arm.
"So, I'm getting a niece or nephew?" He smiles at me.
"Yeah." I ask, returning his smile.
Then my smile drops as I begin to think of Christian.
"God, why couldn't Christian be supportive like you two? It's his baby yet you two are as excited as I am! But I'm also a ton more nervous
and scared."
I'm holding back the tears as I breath in and out deeply.
"I'm going to kill him, you know. I'm seriously gunna go all Kate Tyson on him." I laugh as Kate looks at me dead seriously, and she can't help but join in laughing.
I didn't even realise Elliot was fully dressed.
"Going somewhere?" Kate questioned him, but just then her phone rang and Elliot was closest so he picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Why the fuck would you care? You obviously don't care enough you arsehole!"
"I'm not saying. She might be, she might not be."
"Oh yeah, I'm the fucking childish one. How about you grow a pair and accept the fact your going to be a father instead of running for the fucking hills you dick!"
My heart sank as I knew he was arguing with Christian.
"Elliot, give me the phone."
He looked at me confused, but then handed me the phone.
I put him on speaker by accident, but I didn't care as I began to speak.
"What do you want, Christian?" My voice sounds full of anger, good.
He lets out a deep sigh.
"Ana, thank christ for that."
"For what Christian? Scared that I would run away when things got tough? Oh wait, that's you!"
I glanced at Kate who winked at me for support.
"Ana, I..I don't know what we're going to do."
"No Christian, you can do what the fuck you like but as soon as you mentioned getting rid of this baby, this part of me and you that's
growing inside of me, it was obvious that you had no intention of staying with me. So go fuck some girl senseless for all I care, I know who my true family is, goodbye."
I hung up, knowing that wouldn't be the end of that discussion but I was seriously too tired to argue with him.
"Well Steele, you got him told! Don't worry, me and Elliot will be here for you! And I'm sure the rest of the Grey family will be too. And
obviously your own parents!"
"I know, thank you Kate I love you both!" I say, wrapping my arms around her.
"I'm going out for a bit, I'll call you later baby, love you. Bye Ana, don't eat all the ice-cream okay? Try to resist, even though we share the same favourite flavour."
I giggle as Kate smiles and asks him where he's going.
"I'll tell you after. Laters, baby!" Then he closes the door behind him and me and Kate are left staring at each other, knowing exactly
where he's going.
"So Steele, what're you going to do about Christian?"
I sigh, "Honestly Kate, I have no fucking clue. I'm sure he wants me to get an abortion but I am definitely not going to. I think I'm gunna be a single parent..what do you think?"
Elliot's P.O.V
What a fucking ass.
He obviously loves Ana so why the fuck would he say all this shit?
I arrive at Escala to find Christian pacing the floor running both hands through his hair over and over again, sighing as he does so.
"Some fucking man you are, Christian."
He turns around and as soon as he's actually heard what I've said he starts glaring at me.
"What the fuck Elliot? What am I supposed to do? I can't be a fucking dad, the thought has never ever crossed my mind! Besides, we've
known each other 5 minutes!"
"Whatever Christian, 3 months may not be long but it's long enough to know that you two are madly in love. You should be fucking happy that she's having your baby! If it was me and Kate in this situation, I know for fucking sure I would never make Kate choose between an abortion and the baby. Maybe this will make you realise that she's your everything and you're lost without her. You should see how upset you've made her Christian, go see her like a proper fucking man and apologise!"
I don't wait for some fucking pathetic excuse he wants to come up with, instead I turn around and leave.
When I turn on my car engine, I'm surprised to find Christian opening the passenger door and sliding in.
"I see you're finally making the right decisions."
"Yeah, yeah let's just get there shall we?"
Impaitent or what!
Ana's P.O.V
After us having a lovely big bowl each of my favourite ice-cream, me and Kate just sit on the couch and cuddle whilst flicking through the
boring T.V channels mindlessly.
Then we hear the door open and close, presuming it's Elliot we just stay cuddled on the couch, until we hear a voice and both turn around at the unfamiliar sound.
"Ana. Why did you run here? What is wrong with Christian? He can give you everything. But if you don't want his everything then he can share his love with me."
She whispers in a just-audible voice whilst bringing both her hands together, steadying the aim of the gun which is clasped between her fingers.
All the blood from my face is drained as I look at the sight before me, feeling myself shake nervously only wishing Elliot had locked the
fucking door! I can see Kate's expression stay shocked as she too eyes Leila up and down.
I suddenly regret not staying with Christian at the hospital, at least there we would have been safe and protected..even if he was being an arse.
"This is for your own good Ana." She says, as she reaches for the trigger.