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A few months later…

Embry and I are doing better than ever. Yesterday he proposed and I said yes. He decided to propose right after Edward and Bella's wedding. It was very sweet.

Jacob, on the other hand, is freaking out. He thinks Bella's coming back a vampire. I, myself, know what will happen, but I can't say. I saw it a while ago in a vision. Jacob is, also, pissed because of what Bella and Edward are going to do. Jacob is Mr. Pissy Jealous Boy right now.

Embry and I were sitting on the couch watching TV and eating Fruit Loops. Actually, we were watching cartoons. Why? I have no idea.

"Well," I said as I finished eating the last loop, "I think it's time I go tell everyone. Alice is probably going to have an elephant."

"You going by yourself?" Embry asked.

"Yeah, I think so," I replied.

"Okay, see you when you get back," Embry said.

"Kay, I love you," I replied and kissed him.

"Love you too," he smiled.

I was still in my super short booty shorts, but I didn't care. I grabbed the keys to the California and went on my way. I drove to my family's house and was met outside by my favorite brother.

"Emmett!" I squealed as I ran and jumped in his arms.

"Why are you so happy?" he asked suspiciously. "You got laid!"

"Shut up!" I said, smacking him upside his head.

"Oww!" he boomed.

"Look!" I smiled as I flashed my left hand.

"Oh my god!" he yelled.

"What?" Alice squeaked from behind Emmett.

"Look!" h e said as he grabbed my hand and held it up.

"Oh my god!" she squealed.

"No!" Rose gasped.

"Rose!" Emmett yelled.

"It's pretty!" Alice said.

"It's from Tiffany! His mom helped him get it and pick it out. I was shocked. Though, I do like my diamonds way bigger," I replied.

"Picky!" Alice said.

"I know!" I smiled.

"Congratulations!" Esme said, putting me in a bear hug.

"Thanks mom!" I smiled.

"I, personally, think you could do better," Rose said.

"Rosalie!" Esme shrieked.

"What? She could. I don't see it working. They fight too much." Rose said.

"They imprinted on each other Rose," Emmett said.

"So! She can fight it. If anyone could fight that bullshit, it would be her! She's too powerful for that!" Rose replied.

I stood there silently, but taking in what Rose had just said. She might have something there. She may even be right. Question is do I want to fight it? I have no reason to fight it. Do I?

"Do you really love him?" Rose asked.

"What? Yeah, I guess," I replied.

"You guess?!?" Alice shrieked.

I exhaled, "It's complicated."

"And??? What do you mean?" Alice replied.

"I don't wanna talk about it," I replied.

"Your ex?" Rose asked.

"…Something like that," I replied.

There my mind goes again, betraying me. every time some good comes into my life, something triggers his memory. Regret sinks in and I hate myself for going on without him. If I did marry Embry, I'd live a lifetime of regret and lies.

But he was gone now, and Embry was all I had. And…I hated it. I wanted James back so bad, but I couldn't think about that. I had to grin and bear it.

"All hell is about to break loose!" I said as Embry and I went to meet the pack.

"Why?" Embry asked.

"They're back!" I replied.

"And is she a vampire?" he asked.

"I don't know," I lied.

We met the pack and Sam filled us, or them, in on the return, the phone call of Bella's "sickness." Jacob freaked, he was ready to go kill them all.

Sam disagreed, he said we didn't know if they broke the treaty. Jacob was furious, he stormed off. He was going to do it himself, he thinks…

"Well, isn't this lovely? Sam, I'll go make sure he does nothing drastic," I said and phased back.

I got to the Cullen house, my family's house, and went inside.

"Hey Bella, how you?" I asked sweetly.

"I've been better," she replied.

"Don't worry, things will get better in due time," I said.

"You knew about this didn't you?" Rose asked.

"Yeah, and I know how it will end," I said and pretended to zip my lips shut.

"Is it bad?" Edward whispered.

I'm sorry, I can't tell you. Rules Edward!" I replied.

"Fuck the rules!" Edward hissed.

"Edward!" Bella gasped, "he can hear you!" She put her hand on her stomach.

Soon, Jacob came busting through the door. Everyone rushed him away, but Bella insisted he stay. He was shocked to see Bella's huge stomach. The baby was growing rapidly, and everyone knew it was killing Bella.

Edward was suffering. Alice was having a hard time with her visions. Rosalie stayed at Bella's side. It's funny how things change so fast. I could feel a big change coming, good or bad…

"Shit!" I thought as Jacob left.

"I'll see you guys later," I said and hurried out the door.

Jacob was going to tell the pack, and I wasn't sure how they were going to react. I phased and followed after him. As they saw what was going through Jake's mind, I felt their shock run throughout my body.

Their thoughts, shouting, became a blur in my mind…They wanted my family dead…There was a huge weight on my body. They wanted to do it tonight…

"I understand this is hard for you," Sam thought to Jacob, "So you will concentrate on their fighters - Emmett and Jasper Cullen. You don't have to be involved with the…other part. Quil and Embry will fight with you."

"NO!" I heard all I needed to hear, I came out of the shadows.

"Oh shit," everyone thought.

"You will not kill them!" You can't" my thoughts shouted.

"We have to protect our families and the people," Sam replied.

"You don't have to help," Embry thought, "we'll handle it."

"No! How could you?" I replied to Embry's thought.

"Everyone is in danger!" Sam said.

"You don't know that!" I shouted.

"We won't take any risks, we will go tonight," Sam replied.

"Fine! Go!" I phased back. "I, now, know where my loyalties lie!" I said.

Everyone was begging me not to go.

"If you want a fight, you got it! Go to the house, fight us! Just know this, I'm out! I'm gone!" I said.

I took my ring off and threw it at Embry's feet. He fell to the ground, whining.

"You're about to come face to face with your worst nightmares," I hissed and disappeared before their eyes.

I was at my second house, the Cullen house. Everyone was staring at me, confused. I was furious, but I wanted to make this decision real a long time ago.

"I want to be turned! Now! Don't make me have to get a random vampire to do it! I want one of you to!" I yelled seriously.

"What?! What happened?!?" Jasper asked

"Doesn't matter, who's gonna do it?" I replied.

"This could kill you! Are you sure you want to risk this?" Carlisle asked.

"Yes dad, I'm sure! Now are you gonna do it? Mom?" I replied.

"I will do it," Carlisle replied.

"Good, let's get this over with," I replied.

"Tonight?!?" Alice shrieked.

"Didn't we already establish that? Yes tonight!!" I replied. "Let's go before Jacob gets here!" I said.

Carlisle took me up to his office, which was turned into a hospital room

"Bella?" I asked.

"Yep," he replied.

I laid down on the bed and Carlisle strapped me down. Alice and Esme joined us in the room. This was finally it.

"Do you want to try morphine?" Carlisle asked.

"No, I think I'll go the natural way," I replied.

"If you wish," Carlisle said.

"God! I'm so nervous!" I said.

"Do you want to do this now? You have to be absolutely sure," he said.

"I am, I'm just nervous," I replied.

"We will watch over you," Alice said, "you'll be fine. I'll even make sure you have clean clothes, if you'll get them."

"They're already in your room," I smiled.

"Are you ready?" Carlisle asked.

"As ready as I'll ever be," I replied.

"I'm sorry about this," he whispered and bit my neck.

I hissed and tensed up in pain. It hurt like hell, but in the end it would be worth it. The fire started to set in and spread. I screamed until everything went black.

I looked up into his smiling red eyes. He was running his fingers through my hair, smiling.

"We'll be together again soon," he smiled and kissed my forehead.

I opened my eyes and saw Esme standing over me, smiling.

"Hello my sweet angel," she smiled.

"Mom!" I squealed and hugged her.

"She's up!" I heard Alice squeal from down the hall.

"Oh gosh," I said.

"You are so beautiful! You look like an angel, cept for the eyes of course! Look, I told you I'd take care of you!" Alice said.

I looked down to see myself wearing a short black lace dress, with a full skirt.

"Thanks sis!" I smiled and kissed her on the cheek.

"Let me go get the mirror!" Alice said.

"Okay," I replied with a laugh.

"Oh my god!" Emmett boomed.

"Hey bro!" I smiled and waved.

"You are so gorgeous!" Alice said, "Look!:

I took the mirror and gasped. I really did look like an angel! My skin looked like porcelain, and my eyes were glowing red.

"Treaty's broken!" I laughed.

"Like they'll do anything! They chickened out on their attack that night you came," Emmett said.

"Yeah, they are gonna be so pissed though…Like I care!" I laughed.

"Yeah, Jacob told us about that whole thing," Alice said.

"Yeah…that," I said.

"I'm so sorry!" Alice embraced me in a hug.

"It was never meant to be …"I whispered.

"Why do you say that?" Esme asked softly.

"I just know," I replied.

"Okay," she whispered.

"How's Bella?" I asked.

"Worse, and better," Alice replied.

"What do you mean?"

"She's drinking blood now, only thing she can keep down, but the baby's beating her up," Esme replied.

"Oh, blood. Wow! The thirst isn't even bothering me! I can kinda smell Bella, but I don't want to eat her!" I said, and giggled a bit.

"Carlisle expected something like this. You are different. Think you can still phase?" Emmett said.

"We're about to find out. I'm gonna go for a walk. Talk to Jacob, see what he knows," I said.

"Okay, want me to come with you?" Emmett asked.

"Nah, I'll be fine," I replied.

"Okay," he said.

"I won't be needing this," I pointed down to my dress.

"Oh, excuse me," Emmett said, embarrassed.

Alice laughed.

I hopped out the window and phased as soon as I hit the ground. I ran in the direction of Jacob's thoughts.

"Hey Jake!" I thought happily.

"You're up!" his thoughts smiled.

"Yeah, and I can still phase! Oh, hey Leah and Seth!" I replied.

"Hey!" Seth replied.

"Hey weird vampire, wolf, whatever else you are chick!" Leah laughed.

"Where are you?" I asked right before I saw them. "Oh never mind there you are!"

I heard them all silently gasp in amazement.

"What?" I asked.

Then I saw what they were all thinking. A white wolf with red eyes stood before them, but it wasn't the eyes that were amazing. The fur sparkled and shined.

"Wow!" Seth finally broke the silence.

"I look fierce!" I laughed.

"Whoa! Did you feel that?" Jacob asked.

"Someone phased?" Leah said.

"Yeah," Jacob replied.

"Alert the Cullens?" Seth asked.

"No," I replied, "There's no danger."

"Besides," Jacob said, "We shouldn't split up."

"There's four of them," Seth said, "three wolves, one man."

"Let me hide. I want to make a grand entrance," I said.

They all rolled their eyes at me. Seth took Jake's right side, and Leah, reluctantly took his left. She complained about it.

Soon, they came into sight. Jared was in front, in his human form, holding his hands up. Paul, Quil, and Collin was behind them. They seemed alert, but not aggressive, very calm.

After a few moments of silence, Jared spoke. He called a truce and said they were there to talk. I noticed Jacob, Seth, Lean, and I were confused as to why Sam didn't send Embry instead of Collin. Jared wanted Jacob to phase, but he refused.

They were begging everyone to come back, said it tore the family apart. He said the thing with the Cullens was an overreaction, that pissed Seth and me off. He, also, admitted that they decided to not take immediate action.

After a few more words from Jared, Jacob phased, after making Leah leave. I decided it was almost time for me to show myself. I stayed hidden until Jared was about to leave.

"Wait, Jared. Is Embry okay?" Jacob said.

Jared looked surprised, "Embry? Sure, he's fine. Why?"

I walked out then.

"Just wondering why Sam sent Collin."

Jared's face went from suspicion to shock.

I smiled, "Hi!" I sent my thought to all of them

Jared replied to Jake telling him it was none of his business. Jake reacted nicely, and Quil reacted. Jared bid goodbye, and Jacob told him to let Billy know he's okay. Jared and the others left, but Quil hesitated.

I phased and put my dress back on. Quil whined.

"I miss you, too, bro," Jacob told him.

Quil ran over to Jacob and Jacob told him it would be okay.

"Tell Embry I miss having you two on my flanks," Jake told him.

"And tell him I said, 'Attack the Cullens now!'" I smiled. "Oh and make sure you drill this image in his head. He made a great mistake."

"Go home Quil," Jacob sighed.

Quil left and Jacob turned to me, angry. "Why do you have to be so cruel?" he shouted. "Embry loves you and you torture him because of it!"

"I'm making him regret his decision. Seth and Leah left , he could have! But…he didn't! He made his decision very clear!"

"He had to!" Jacob replied.

"No he didn't! He didn't have to go do that! He left me that night! He made that decision, and it ended us!" I shouted.

"But you imprinted on each other!" Jacob replied.

"I'm starting to doubt that whole thing!" I said.

"What do you mean?" Jacob asked.

"Doesn't matter, I'm out!" I said and ran away.

I sent my piano to the field that they fought the newborns in. I sat down and started playing any song that came to mind. I found myself playing "Good Enough" bye Evanescence.

All of it came pouring into my mind at once. The piano, the field, the vision or dream or whatever it was. His eyes, his smile, his voice, his touch. James….

"If anyone could fight that bullshit, it would be her! She's too powerful for that!" Rosalie's words rang in my head.

Powerful, I am powerful. I can do almost anything! What if I could bring him back? What's the point of being immortal if you can be killed off…it makes no sense! I can bring him back! I just know it!

I quickly went back to my house and got some things. A truth serum and a liquid to make memories, somewhat, come to life. I grabbed a lighter and "poofed" myself to Phoenix.

There was a fence around where the ballet studio used to be. I went inside and started to get to work. I found the spot where they burned him and I lit the fire.

I put the memory serum on first, and then the truth serum. The fire turned as red as my eyes, but that was all that happened. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I couldn't bring him back. Tears streamed down my face and dropped onto the fire.

I jumped back as the flames exploded into blackness. Something was happening right before my eyes. The black flames were dancing into the air. I sunk into a corner away from them. Then, the fire stopped from the ground up.

There was something laying there on the ground. I heard a gasp. It darted up and got into a defensive crouch. I walked out of the shadows, slowly.

"Who are you?" he growled.

"The only one who could bring you back," I smiled as I came into his view.

"Baby!" he gasped and took me into his arms.

"I thought I'd never see you again!" I cried.

"How long has it been?" he asked as he took my face into his hands.

"Almost two years. I never thought I'd make it. Jason is dead, I kinda killed him. Logan's dead too thanks to my, now, ex fiancé. I thought he was the one, but every time I did I thought about you," and then I realized it, I imprinted on James.

"You look so beautiful! Who turned you?" he smiled.

"My dad, Dr. Carlisle Cullen," I replied.

"What?!" he shouted.

"I know what happened, but I love them. They adopted me. Please don't be mad!" I replied.

"I'm not mad. I could never be mad at you," he kissed me.

"We can work things out with them, I know we can!" I smiled.

"God I've missed you!" James smiled and picked me up.

" Mmm…I missed you too!" I purred.

Clothes came off and he pinned me against the fence and mounted me.