Link's POV
Sheik and I.. we fought hard. I can't believe he actually went on this journey with me. During it.. he told how he really felt about me. I was shocked, of course. Many people seem to like me, proclaim their love to me and so on, but I would never have expected Sheik to do so. He's a friend of mine, a good one at that, but now I'm nervous around him. I opened my heart to him one night on the travels and he.. advanced. You would think everyone enjoys loving, tender, touches but when Sheik's fingers grazed my skin.. I couldn't handle it. He took his shawl off and his lips kissed my neck and my ear, whispering my name. It didn't feel good, it didn't feel right.
I quickly pulled away and apologized, but I fear our friendship won't be so close. In truth I'm scared. I don't want to be touched in such intimate ways, nor be touched sensually at all! It's my body and to have another person's hands on me? I don't like it...
But if it were Dark... his hands were kind of on me.. actually.. but that's different! He is a friend and he doesn't like me. Neither do I like him. But he's still important to me. After the whole Sheik incident, We continued down to the forest to gather up the tree we originally set off to find. It has to be somewhere. We retrieved the Tree but it seemed dead.. it's silver petals seemed to have fallen off. I almost teared up to be honest. I cried.
I cried hard and Sheik comfort me. Why did I cry? I don't know.. That tree was such a big step for us.. but it was dead.
I miss Dark. I miss a lot and I wish his memory was back. I wish we could share another day playing in the river, and I miss his sweet eyes and nice hugs. I miss it all.
I miss him so much my heart aches. I don't love him though.
I sit by his bed side as he flirts with Zelda. She hands him some tea and sits in a chair. Zelda was being strangely nice to him..and he to her. Maybe something happened when I was gone? Maybe he fell in love with her? Who wouldn't.. she's absolutely beautiful and a princess at that.
"How are you feeling, Dark?" Zelda asks and places her hand on his forehead, his eyes shoot to me and he lulls his head into the touch.
"I feel better now~" Dark says playfully and I glare at him. I look down feeling more pain in my heart and regret even going on the trip. I should just leave him and let him fall in love with her. They can get married and have children and he doesn't have to be with a guy like me.
Wait..
Not like... with me.. romantically just..
I blush lightly and jump at a sweet voice.
"Oh Link, you're a little red too, are you sick?" she says and reaches her hand out to me. I jump away from it and stand up.
"I'm fine! I'm perfectly fine"
"Ah... Is Sheik coming in soon?" she asks sadly since I pulled away so rudely from her.
"Yeah.. he's cleaning up the tree a little bit and we'll see if it works.." I say sadly and look at Dark again. His eyes are on me and he's biting his lip, cocking his head to the side. I blush and look away, earning a laugh.
"I'll go help him" she smiles and I nod my head. She grabs a few towels to give to her guards and walks out the room. I hear footsteps, not coming from Zeldaand look up but all of a sudden get pressed up against the wall.
"You are so adorable.. I just want to eat you up" he smirks and runs his lips over my neck. I get flash backs to the water temple and see not a lot has changed with Dark's personality. I panic and push against him and he lets me move.
"You like Zelda don't you? You act all flirty around her, so don't start doing weird things to me Shadow..." I pout and move to sit on the chair again. I slump my shoulders and sigh, facing the bed and looking out the window to the sight of the village.
"Me? Oh No hero, I actually find myself very fond of you, so I was trying to get you jealous.. I see it worked?" he winks and sits back down on the bed blocking my view, "Tell me hero.. why exactly is regaining my memory so important to you? What was I to you?" he asks seriously for once.
"What..?"
"You get jealous if I pay attention to anyone else, you blush with a single look, and are trying so hard to bring back my memory. What was I to you? A friend? You wouldn't do all of this for a friend would you?"
"... J..just a friend.."
"That's what we WERE I guess.. but.. what did you WANT?" he smiled mischievously.
"I.. to be honest... I really lo-"
"Link! Here's the tree! Come on Lets test this out!" Sheik says as he walks into the room cheerfully and sets the cleaned up tree down. I blush and let out a sigh of relief not sure why I was about to say something like that. It was probably the heat of the moment.. since I don't like him at all. I bring my attention to the tree and my eyes widen seeing it already sprouting some more leaves.
"This shouldn't be possible right? They shouldn't be growing leaves... so quickly.." I say and blink as a bright light starts appearing. I stare at the little lights and see a red one emerge from the black tree.
A lost voice
He had no choice
a song unsung
The little lights start to chant. I blink and watch as the lights flicker and grow dimmer as Sheik walks closer. He notices it and nods to me walking out of the room. He closes the door to give us some privacy even though he really wants to see what's happening. I mouth the words thank you and look back at the lights growing stronger.
His voice set Free
Save the Dark youth
Connected by faith
Two sides of one coin
Darkness and Light
Light and Darkness
Connect the two
with words unspoken
Memories shall flood
of Home and of love
of happiness and of tears
of good and of bad
My light fairy as well as Dark's black one hold hands and swing on one of the vines together. The gorgeous white hair of my fairy sways and mixes in with the black on the other one creating a breathtaking combination.
"I think... you should finish your sentence from earlier.." Dark says quietly as he eyes the dancing fairies. He looks up to me as my eyes widen.
"What? Why?"
"Aren't you listening?" he snorts and rolls his eyes, "'Connect the two with words unspoken and memories shall flood' so tell me how you felt about me and we'll see if it works."
"That's embarrassing Dark.." I sigh still not exactly sure how I feel.
"We'll figure it out together," he says and grabs my hand squeezing it, "Tell me everything and I'll help you come to a conclusion." I bite my lip and listen to the quiet chants of the little fairies as they fly around the two tree's touching its bark. I see little buds growing, and glowing a pretty silver.
"I don't know how I feel. You were such a nuisance.. forcing yourself to join my journey.. but you were helpful and I strangely really enjoyed your company. I've grown really used to having you by my side. But then the whole thing with Zelda happened and I .. you ran away and I felt so alone.. then when I found you, you lost your memories and I never felt so sad. I miss the laughs we shared and I miss the hugs and the jokes and everything. I really miss spending time with you and you make me happy. Every time I tell myself I don't like you I get this pain in my chest.. it hurts like hell," I laugh sadly as I feel tears about to fall, "I've grown so emotionally attached to you and I crave your hold and your affection and.."
"You're in love," Dark says calmly and smiles.
"I'm in...?"
"All of that, if true, means you love me Link," he laughs and runs his fingers through my hair. I choke up and shake my head, not wanting to believe that I fell for a demon. I couldn't believe I fell for another guy, who even looks like me.
"You look like me.. I can't just.. that's weird.. and messed up"
"Did you fall for my looks though? Be honest?"
"...no... for all the feelings you gave me..i guess. If you looked completely different, I would feel the exact same about you. I'd still feel happiness and joy or sadness and jealousy.. you made me feel and.." I keep holding back the tears but feel really overwhelmed by everything that's happening in the room.
A little song
sing it along
the world will then be clear
The fairies sing louder and I can't hold back anymore. I let go of the breath I didn't know I was holding and tears fall from my eyes.
"I love you.. Dark.." I choke and feel Dark's hands cupping my cheeks. I look up teary eyed and see a spark in his eyes that I missed so dearly. The same spark when I first met him. The twinkle that charmed me and gave me so much happiness. The sparkle that belonged to my Dark..
open eyes
no more lies
"Please don't shed a tear.." Dark sings and finishes off the lyric of the fairies. They giggle and the tree sprouts it's beautiful silver petals. The dust from the fairies makes them sparkle even more and the silver petals are followed by cute red flowers circling around the base of both trees. While looking at the scene, I feel Dark's thumbs rubbing my cheeks, wiping away my tears.
"Dark?"
"I'm back.. Link" he says and leans in pressing his lips on to mine. My eyes widen and my heart picks up. Not in a bad way for once, it feels right. My chest doesn't ache anymore.. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. The kiss was sweet and loving and I felt electricity. I felt life. Everything just.. felt right. I didn't know I longed for his touch to much. I look at his closed eyes and close mine too, kissing him back. He finally pulls away slowly and I gasp for air but am cut short as his lips meet mine again, this time more intensely. I don't fight back but kiss him back with less force, wrapping my arms around his neck. His hands make their way to my hips and pull me on top of him. I gasp as I'm pulled on top of him and we lay like that on his bed. I panic and try sliding off of him but he holds me there tightly.
"Hey I'm too heavy to lay on top of you.." I blush and look at him again. I feel warmth fill my heart and look away.
"You're not heavy at all.. and I want you as close to me as possible.. so stay okay? Stay for me"
"I'll stay.. I promise.."
"Not just for this position.. but by my side.. okay?"
"Why are you giving ME this talk?" I sniff, "You're the one that left me.."
"Even with my memories gone I knew I was lacking something.. and whenever I looked at you I felt like everything was alright. I have everything when I'm with you, because you ARE my everything. And I love you"
I feel by heart flutter and shyly rest my head on his chest again. I listen to his heart beat and look ever at the now sparkling tree. I watch the fairies continue to dance until they disappear. The fairies no where in sight, I look up at Dark who closed his eyes. I smile and yawn feeling tired as well. Since Dark got his memories back, I can actually relax. I lay back on his chest and close my eyes, smiling, I fall asleep.
-Morning-
I blink my eyes open slightly recognizing where I am. I see the dimmer but still glowing tree's and shoot up. I look around and see Dark underneath me with his eyes wide open. I look down and realize I just push roughly on his chest and move my hands as he regains his breath.
"Ow! Gosh Good morning?" he laughs lightly rubbing the spot on his chest.
"Ah sorry! I just.. uhm.. are.. you really back? I thought that was a dream.." I say quietly and pout when Dark lets out a laugh. He sits up and wraps his arms around me kissing my forehead.
"It wasn't a dream love.. I'm back.. and feeling great~ the guy I loved for so long actually said it back to me," He teases and I pull away stubbornly. I look at him and he frowns as well. "So I lost my memory for a while and you cried your heart out over that but once I give you affection you pull away?" he asks confused.
That's true. I love him and love his touch so why am I pulling away? Oh yeah.. I know why..
"Because you make it really embarrassing.. if you're going to kiss me just kiss me don't make it weird.."
"Oh so you want a kiss~?"
"See don't do that!" I feel myself turn red and look away.
"I'll give you a kiss if you want one love.." he smirks and my face is turned back to face him. He leans in slowly and I close my eyes waiting
..
..
I open my eyes and see him staring at me.
"Tell me you want a kiss." He demands and my eyes widen. I try pulling away, but he keeps my head in the same place. I look at his lips and give up saying quietly
"Daaark... stop thats weird.."
"I won't kiss you until you ask me" he says firmly.
"Please.. kiss me.."
"Why?"
"...what?"
"Why should I kiss you?"
"You said.. I have to ask.." I blink and shift confused.
"I want a good reason~"
"because.. I love you..." I whisper and I hear a chuckle.
"There we go.." Dark grins and lets out a soft growl. He kiss me on the lips again, this time using his thumb to open my mouth. I gasp as his tongue enters my mouth and dances with my own tongue. I let out a small whimper and at that Dark quickly flips me over so I'm on my back. I look up as he towers over my body and pins my hands up above my head. I blush and shake my head.
"N..No wait stop.." I whimper and Dark seizes his movements, "I'm sorry.. I'm scared..if you really want to go ahead..." I tense my body being very nervous and gulp. His hand is starting to hurt and I bite my lip hoping I don't hurt your feelings. I just got him back and I don't want him to be upset at me because I don't want sex. I see him leaning closer waiting for a sexual bite or something but instead get a cute peck on my cheek.
"I won't if you're scared"
"what? I said you can.."
"But do YOU want to?"
"I'm.. nervous but.. it feels better later.. right?" I ask knowing that's what everyone says. It hurts a ton and its very awkward, but it starts feeling good.
"I'm not going to force you to do something because it'll 'feel good eventually'.. I respect you and I'll hold back my lust for you until you're ready" He smiles sweetly and I blush relieved. I would have let him... but I'm glad he respects me. It means a lot to me that I'm not forced into something I'm not ready for yet.
"Uh.. am I interrupting something?" I hear Zelda's sweet voice and I jump up accidentally hitting my head hard against Dark's. We both yelp in pain and I quickly slide from underneath him.
"Zelda! I'm sorry we just.. uh.."
"It's okay Link.. I thought hard about this and I came to a conclusion. You still need to stay here and be my Knight.. but I realize you love.. this Shadow. He doesn't want to stay in this castle either. So, I will be funding a group of men who are building you a home of your liking near the castle grounds. You must stay close to me and still serve me, but can live with Dark Link. That seem fair?"
I blush and nod my head thinking the idea is nice. This was all happening so fast I didn't know exactly what to say. I can stay with Zelda and serve my duty of protecting while I live in a home with Dark?
"That's very nice of you Zelda.. I thank you.." I grab her hand and kiss it. I see her blush and pick her chin up. She is still so childish but she's really growing up and becoming a mature woman.
"It'll be a fairly larger than average house built of good materials in case of attacks from others. Doors are locked and soundproof for your safety, with a few guards near the home as well. A few buttons will notify guards in case of something happening," she smiles and tilts her head, " I must take my leave for business but stay here until the house is built. It may take a couple weeks, and I would really appreciate it if any... affairs.. between you two stay quiet and private while you continue to stay in my castle" she says and sets down the tea. I wave her a bye and she leaves the room with a bow. I sigh of relief and look back at Dark who is standing up and smirking now.
"So.. a soundproof room huh?" he says and grabs my waist pulling me against him, "I guess we can be as loud as we want then~"
"Oh shut up..." I blush and look up at Dark. I smile seeing that twinkle in his eye, "I'm probably not even loud..."
"We'll test that later.." he grins and kisses my nose. I blink at the cute gesture and reach up pressing my lips on to his. He happily accepts the kiss and pulls me closer to him. I'm glad to have Dark back.. I didn't know what I had until I lost him. I'm glad..
I'm happy..
I'm happy to spend forever with him.
I WAS READING A LOT OF GHIRALINK AND I WAS PUT INTO A WRITING MOOD AND WROTE THIS IN LIKE 40 MINUTES. USUALLY I STRUGGLE WITH 3 PAGES AND THIS IS ALMOST 10 I'M PROUD OF MYSELF
So this is technically the end! I will be writing another chapter for their sexy sexy sexsxxxasugd but it's not necessary to read it! This is the end and I'm glad I actually sat and wrote something! Lol
So next chapter is pretty much the home is built and Link finally wants to do it lol
I want this to be kind of important.. I read the whole "oh it'll feel better later on" thing a whole lot.. and I always feel guilty.. if I'm deathly afraid and don't want sex but someone forces me pretty much by saying oh get over it it gets better during the sex... it's not respectful you know? So yay for a respectful Dark Link who doesn't force his lover into sex if he isn't mentally prepared.