"Willow!"

"Willow"

"WILLOW"

i wake with a jerk and papa hay is standing over me

"what" I say half way through yawning

"eh what do you mean what?, today is training ma dear"

"oh shit it is aswell"

i jump up and run to get ready since I'm on the sofa

when I get to my room it's all good again the sheets are back on the bed and the dresser is not lying on the ground

i start to wounder if it was all a dream like it didn't happen

there is an outfit on the bed and I assume that's the outfit I need to put on. I's a tight white vest top and three quarter length leggings and a pair of grey and white trainers. The outfit actually looks pretty decent not gunna lie.

i still have no clue what I'm going to do, I'm just going to go in and see what there is

I head to Noah's room and he is changed and we head for the lift

as we go down the lift all that I can think of is that letter

who could it have been? Someone i know? Someone part of this games?

But whoever it is wants my friends and I dead.

Noah pulls me out of my day dream and we head to the training centre

as we walk in there isn't many people there, none of the careers are here

I walk in trying to find something, I see corrie at the survival station and hurry towards him while Noah heads off to the spears

"hiya" I say

corrie turns round and smiles

omg he is fit, is smile is gorgeous 😍

"How's you?" He smiles while tying a knot

"I'm good ta, how did you do that?" I say puzzled and looking at a big knot around a wooden pole

"practice"

"I could probaly never do that" I laugh as I outline the knot with my fingers

i hear him laugh which makes me smile

"I can show you if you want" corrie smiles

"yeah, might come in handy"

"You never know"

corrie undoes the knot and passes it on to me

"right now what" I say puzzled

he grins and puts his hands over mine and guides them

His hands are so soft and warm to touch, this causes me to smile

"something funny" corrie say quietly as he sees my smile

"oh, no, nothing" I smirk

"can we go over to the arrows?" I ask hoping he is gunna follow

"of course" he grins and puts down the not and we walk together to the station

as we reach the station the careers walk in and everyone freezes

I don't understand why, if we show we are scared, they're going to think your easy bait

aholed and rose, from district 1, glare at me and expect me to be scared

But I decide to smile at them and when I do they look horrified and start whispering to district 2

i smile to myself and in the corner of my eye I see corrie looking at me and smiling

I avoid eye contact and grab a bow and arrow and head inside this little room thing

i shoot some arrows and all of a sudden I start shaking

I can't stop the shaking, and then I realise I'm having a panic attack

i get them a lot when I'm under pressure or something

I start crying and I break down and I fall to the ground and try and breathe

corrie ran in and held me and calmed me down

I looked up and Noah and Robbie are there too and it makes me feel a lot better. I'm glad to have my friends, but there not gunna all come out

the letter

shit the letter

i need to tell them