Ok guys, sorry i didn't do the party part but i had no idea what to do for that. Any way if you read my other chapters you will have noticed that this has better grammar then others. Will that because a very close friend of my Who's grammar Rocks (As you can tell from this chapter) will be helping me. Her name is ToxicNerd on Wattpad. She is being so great go check her out on Wattpad. She'll have some more stories up soon. Also i have come up with a nickname for you all since it almost the 7. Hurry up and review with the name before i call you the name i have pick….MAHHHHHHH….Love you guys, also watch out for the Peace Serum, you don't wanna be to dauntless and turn into a Pansycake from it. Lol sorry just had to, no but for real stay away from the Serum, i don't need Pansycakes/Amity crazed reading my fanfictions and throwing their Amity ways at me….-Lynn
Disclaimer: I don't own VR work or Anna Blue song scream
Tris POV *next day*
I wake up the next morning at 8am. It may be Sunday but I still get up early on Sundays for music and other things.
I somehow convinced the gang to not make me go to Uri and Zeke's Party because I have work today. They agreed because a hangover and music don't go together, and they didn't want me to be in trouble. Most of the time my hangover are manageable, I just didn't want to go to the party, they aren't my thing. It took some convincing on Tobias's part. He didn't want to leave me, he said, and I quote, "You shouldn't have to be alone 'cuz of a party," but I got him to go after a while. I also explained why I didn't want to do the revenge thing, they understand unless he does something else then it's a full on war.
I climb out of bed and jump in the shower, doing everything I need to, and get out. I feel like curling my hair so I do, but I pull it back in a ponytail. I do mascara and eyeliner. Then, I throw on some sweat pants and black crop top.
I walk down the steps to make breakfast for myself, but the doorbell rings when I'm putting the milk in the fridge, so i go and open it. When I do, standing at the door is the most wonderful person ever, Tobias, but he looks like shit. His lip is beat up and cut, while the back of his shirt is red and black.
"Shit, Toby what happened?" i screech.
"Had a run in Marcus last night after getting home late. Can i stay here for awhile? And Toby?" he asks.
"Yes, you can, if you let me clean your back and stop the bleeding. Tori would kill me if there was blood anywhere. It's a nickname i just came up with. You like it or nah?" I say, pull him in the house, and shut the door
"I'll let you clean my back, but only 'cuz I'm tired and my back hurts. Plus, I don't want my girlfriend dead, i like you too much. You can call me Toby if i can call you Trissy." he responds in a matter of fact tone. I don't answer, just pull him to the kitchen and have him sit down. I get the first aid kit, some water, and a rag. He pulls the back of his shirt up, there dry blood is on his back and his back looks red
"This is going to hurt a little," I tell him.
"No worse than the pain I had when getting these," he says. But when i put the on his back he winces. About fifteen minutes later I'm done and his back is wrapped up. I sent him up to bed to get some rest and started
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It's been two hours since I sent Toby up to take a nap. While he's been sleeping I've eaten, made food for tonight, cleaned my room, set clothing out for him, and written a song. I was about to record it when he came down the steps to the basement in the new clothing over to me.
"Hey, how did you sleep?" i ask him as he gives me a kiss on the cheek.
"Better than normal, thanks for letting me sleep here and cleaning my back. It feels a lot better," he says, looking around the basement. "Are you about to record a song?"
"Yeah, i want to make one that had a message like a few of my others, so i made this one. You can listen in if you want. It's not going to be out for awhile cause Tori will have to approve and i need more songs," I say setting everything up. He nods so i show him the button to push when I'm good to go.
(Song by Anna Blue Scream)
I'm caught up in your expectations
You try to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me
You're wanting me to show more interest
To always keep a big bright smile
Be that pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child
And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And every day you cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms
Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down
And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Can't you see
How I cry for help
Сause you should love me
Just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't
Save me right away
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
My silent scream
BOOM, next chapter up tomorrow also thanks for the 14 Followers of the story you guys rock. -Lyn
