Tris POV, from the morning her singles come out on the radio
It been a week, a sucky week. All I can do is replay what Four yelled in my head. Worst part is Peter corner me when I was out. He made fun of me saying I was fat, ugly, stupid for thinking Four really like me. He even told me it was likely a dare, that even Al was only dared to do those things. Maybe he right, I've heard so many times that I was fat, ugly, stupid, I've heard it all, from the last home I had, to people who dislike my music, to people around here. Maybe they are right, maybe I am. Maybe it not possible to love me. I didn't tell Tori about what happen with Peter, only what happened with Toby. She seemed pissed, but I still love him. I haven't talk to the other, after what happened when I was "dating" Peter, you learn. They picked Peter side, for what reason is unknow, and knowing life they will pick Toby's. I haven't eating cause I just haven't been hungry. Tori is slowly having me eat again, just apple sauce, pudding, ice cream. Thing like that, my stomach doesn't like anything else. I don't sleep, I can't, I wake up right away with nightmare of different things. My parent death being my fault, being stuck in my last house, so on. Plus, I made myself sick with no eating and no sleep, I also think cause of stress but I don't know. I'm just afraid if I go back to school, the group will hate me, make funny me. But me thing I didn't realized Chris and Tori are in front of me…. great, the hate starts
"Tris, Chris want to hangout. I'll be in the kitchen call if needed." Tori say walking away
"Hey, Tris what up?" Chris ask in her normal cherry tone "I have donuts" She tells me, sitting them down on the coffee table…. why is she being so nice…when I can't even look at her without went to cry at the hate I know is coming
"Tris why does it look like your about to cry?" Chris asks "And why haven't you answer any of the groups calls or texts?" I look at her confused
"You all hate me…. everyone does" I say looking down
"Tris what the hell is going on? Four is not talking about you or anything. It like he shut out the world. Tori flip on him making him look like he had pain. He won't tell us why. But right now, Tris I'm more worried about you. What happened?" She asks and I start cry tear I thought I ran out of. As so and I start she hugs me and I cry in her shoulder. So, I tell her what happened and how I'm afraid. By the end, I can feel her rage.
"He left me Chris, I texted him try to tell him what happened. It says he read it but hasn't text me or called. He hates me, but won't listen. I miss him so much. But worse part is, I saw Peter a few days later. He said I was fat, ugly, stupid and a few other things. He also said Four was mostly dare. Was he Chris? Can no one really love me?" I ask her and she just rubs my hair
"No Tris he wasn't dared, no one we know we be that mean Tris. Besides Peter of course. He truly did like you and I think he still does. He just too much of a Jerk Face right now." Just then Tori comes in with a CD. It the CD from the parking lot. She shows Chris and I can feel her anger just pouring out of her. But then she has go
"Tris, me and the gang…but Four…will be here tonight. We are going to take you out to have some fun. If that ok with Tori of course." Tori nods and I get up and hug her good bye…. maybe this won't be like Peter….