I guess the fun begins now. Kekeke.

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It was a cloudy day when Maka and Soul reached Shibusen academy. The clouds in the sky roared with thunder and lightning, but it didn't rain. There was a crowd of people formed a semicircle witnessing another duel in front of the academy.

Whoever they were, they must be top rankers of Shibusen to get this many spectators. "I wonder if its Kilik and Black Star?" Maka tried to stand on her toes to look over the student body at the fight happening.

Soul stuffed his hands into his pocket. "Whoever it is, it must be pretty interesting. Look at all these people." Soul tried to stand on his toes to look past these people but to no avail. This place was packed like a stadium full of football fans cheering on their respective team.

"I wonder who would win!" Soul and Maka heard from the crowd. "I have my bets on Black Star. He's the strongest after all." Maka felt a sense of pride swell for her teammate grow in her chest, but she also felt like smacking Black Star with a book for picking another silly fight.

"Nah. My bets are on the Shinigami. She's Death's daughter after all. There's no way she'd lose." Maka's eyes widened and immediately looked at the scythe, who appears to have also heard the conversation.

"That doesn't sound good." Soul muttered before turned to follow whatever his meister's plan was.

"Move out of the way! Those are my teammates!" by the time Maka pushed her way to the front lines with Soul, her eyes widened in horror as she witnessed Black Star and Kid on that battleground. Both of them must have been at it for a while because Black Star was definitely bruised and so was Kid, considering she was a shinigami and she healed faster than human beings.

Black Star let out a scream as he launched himself in the air. "ALRIGHT! FINISHING PUNCH!" Kid watched as he raised his fist ready to enact his finishing blow. Unfortunately for the assassin, she disappeared from the position on the ground and has moved above Black Star. Before the blue haired meister even knew it, the shinigami delivered a blow to his back with her heel sending him falling towards the ground.

Black Star landed on the hard ground, the force of Kid's kick damaged the ground as well. It wasn't unexpected being the daughter of Death after all. She landed on her feet on the opposite side of Black Star. She was harshly breathing from the adrenaline, but she tried her best not to show how fazed she was from the fight. "Are you ready to give up yet." she observed as Black Star's hand went limp.

Maka watched as Kid's body jolted like she was ready to rush to the male meister's side but she didn't. She only watched with an open mouth, Soul having a similar expression. She could see Liz, Patty and Professor Stein wear stoic expressions as Miss Marie and Tsubaki had worried faces. The blonde haired meister looked at Black Star and then at Kid and back at the assassin. What was going on? Why were they fighting? Weren't they kissing just 3 days ago?

Her legs gave out under her as she stared at the scene before her. "Maka!" she heard, but she couldn't understand. Her heart was beating so fast and her breath was short and unsteady. Why was her teammates doing this?

"Maka are you alright?" Jacqueline asked as Soul and Kim were there to help Maka back to her feet. Maka didn't answer. She didn't know what to feel.

"Liz and Patty." Jacqueline and Kim looked at each other before they looked at Maka. "I need to talk to Liz and Patty." Maka made her hand into fists before she made her way to the twin pistols by walking around the battlefield. Both weapons looked at the blonde meister as they approached her. "Liz. Patty. What's going on. Why are Kid and Black Star doing this!" she gestured to the scene before them.

"You see, Kid's been a little edgy since a few days ago." Liz shrugged as she watched his meister turn her back to Black Star. "I think what triggered her anger was when so many people kept on mentioning that Stephanie and Black Star were 'meant to be' or something like that." Her eyes widened as the sandy blonde haired male explained. This happened because of Maka?

Kid and Maka sat in the dining hall of Gallows Mansion with Liz and Patty sitting opposite of them as Liz played with his game console and Patty drew himself riding animals and naming each piece 'Patty's animal war'.

"Lately Black Star's been doing better at his studies. Tsubaki told me." Maka placed her pencil down and leaned back into the chair. Kid sat up straight as she turned her head to look at her friend and smiled.

"Really? That's good for him."

"Yeah. Tsubaki told me Stephanie tutored him a bit." Kid's smile dropped when Maka mentioned the other girl's name. Maka didn't notice though. "They seem so alike don't they? Stephanie and Black Star. They're both really athletic and incredibly loud. They'd be perfect for each other wouldn't they Kid?" Maka giggled and looked at Kid, who already started to continue writing notes.

"Oh. Yes of course Maka. They grew up together its natural childhood friends would have a similar way of thinking…" Kid says, not turning to look at Maka. What the blonde meister didn't notice was when she left to use the washroom, Kid's pen broke in half.

"Oh my god." Maka managed to whisper before she touched her lips. She did it. She made Kid this way didn't she. The way Kid acted it seemed she didn't like Black Star that much. How Kid was always shying away from his touches and affection. It seems she was wrong. Kid liked Black Star more than she thought.

"Its over." Kid says with her back turned to Black Star. The reaper was about to walk away before a loud scream was heard. She turned back to see Black Star missing and was above her instead. This time she had no room to run and was smashed down to the ground by Black Star. Kid groaned from the pain she felt. Is this how Black Star normally felt? This pain is inhuman.

She was picked up by the collar and was now face to face with Black Star. "What's wrong with you! Why have you been acting so strange!" He yelled at her causing her to squint and slap his hand away from fisting her collar. She straightened out her clothes before she looked up at Black Star and shot him a glare.

"Haven't I always been strange thing. Let me ask you something Black Star," Kid's voice sounded like poison when she said his name, no longer the sweet voice Black Star loved so much, the image of that girl destroyed. "How long have you thought of me as a strange thing. Like I'm some sort of furniture. Have I always been that to you? Just a toy to be seen with? That you were dating 'Lord Death's Daughter'?" she squints at him.

Black Star's jaw dropped. He wanted to say something, but nothing processed in his brain. "You heard that?" His palms felt sweaty, not from the fight, but from the nervous feeling Kid's glare was giving him.

"Yes. I heard. Everything was fine before your little girlfriend came along! Oh wait," Kid put an index finger on her chin and tapped it. "I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND. I'm your girlfriend you idiot, and everyone keeps telling me of all the people in Shibusen how you and 'Princess Stephanie' were basically meant to be together!"

"Who told you those things!"

"Maka! Liz! Patty! Everyone!" Kid's shoulders tensed as she felt all the eyes on her. "Maybe… maybe they're right." She hung her head to look down at her shoes once again.

Black Star's expression softened as he placed a hand on Kid's shoulder. "Kid," he wanted to say how much he only loved her. Stephanie and himself were just friends. He knew the strong feelings towards Kid wasn't for nothing. If she didn't love him as much as she did, she wouldn't have fought him.

"Maybe we weren't meant to be together." Kid managed to choke out. She felt Black Star's hand being removed from her shoulder, the comfort suddenly gone. 'Please, please, please object Black Star. Object. Tell me we're fine. Tell me we're going to be okay.' Kid begged in her head before she looked up to see him looking down at her with a stoic look.

"Maybe we weren't. You can't even say you love me." She opened her mouth, but she was speechless. He used her weakness against her. Both meisters knew that Kid couldn't say those three specific words. Kid loves him so much. She screams it in her head, she just can't get herself to say it outloud. He knew she couldn't say it.

"Fine." Kid turned away from him and pushed past the crowd. Little did she know moments ago, when she wasn't looking Black Star in the eyes another pair of eyes were. Stephanie frowned as Kid pushed past her. The crowd slowly started to disperse and the remaining people were Maka, Soul, Tsubaki, Black Star and Stephanie.

"That got a little… out of hand. Didn't it." Soul nervously laughed in attempt to cheer up Black Star, before Maka punched him in the shoulder and he winced. "That wasn't cool Maka."

"Its alright Black Star. You'll get her back!" Stephanie put both her hands on Black Star's shoulders and shook him. "You're the man who's going to surpass god right! Do that! Impress her to the max!" She pumped a fix in the air before she placed both hands on her hips and gave him a big smile.

Black Star looked at Stephanie with a frown on his face as he grinded his teeth in frustration. "Why did I say those words." he muttered, looking at his hands. He didn't even recall those words appearing in his head before he said them. He's suppose to know how Kid gets because she couldn't say she loved him. He knows. Then why did he bring it up?

If he didn't say those words would Kid still be kissing him right now?

He wanted to sprint in whatever direction Kid ran off to and apologize. After all someone has to be the big man and apologize, and it might as well be him! "Woah woah woah! Hold your horses where do you think you're going!" Stephanie grabbed his wrist. "That was a pretty big fight you got into with her. I mean you freakin' knocked her into the ground. Bro, give it time to cool down okay."

Maka and Soul exchanged looks, but the female meister couldn't help but agree. "Stephanie's right Black Star. I know how hot tempered Kid can get. Maybe you guys should cool down a sec and maybe talk later." Black Star didn't agree, but if both the smartest people he knew said it wasn't wise to chase her down, then it wasn't.

Kid had her back against the wall up on the roof of the academy. The place where Black Star had jumped off and broke the academy's symmetry in order to piss her off that one time. She walked closer to the edge and looked down to see the two holes in the pavement their fight had created. 'At least its symmetrical.' Kid closed her eyes and shook her head.

'Its thoughts like this that got us into this fight.' Kid slid down the wall. 'This is all my fault. If I never had this… this OCD I would have never gotten into this fight with him. If only I wasn't strange.' she covered her face in her hands and closed her eyes, giving herself time to breathe.

The cloudy sky boomed with thunder once more before it finally started to lightly rain. In normal circumstances she would have rushed back into the school, but the reaper sat there like a broken doll. She felt like her limbs refused to move and her thoughts weren't processing properly.

She didn't know how to get out of this situation. The reaper knew she couldn't go back into the school and apologize because that would probably make him angrier. 'Or it could make us okay. And I could kiss him again.' Kid stared up as the rain started beating down heavier. 'Or that bitch took her chance and asked him out.' she pulled her legs to her chest and grumbled to herself.

After a few minutes of sitting in the rain like a limp doll, she started to feel like the rain was washing away her problems. She got out of the rain and closed the door to the roof behind her with a soft click. Right now they should be in class, so it would be alright for her to head over to the Death Room to get an umbrella from her father to go home.

Her soft footsteps, no longer the sharp ones that echoed throughout the hallway, she quietly passed the classes. "Hey Kid." Or maybe she's never as sneaky as she thought she was. The reaper took a deep breath and turned around to look at the person who called her with a stoic expression.

"Kid! There you are!" Patty rushed over to her and holding her, but once the twin pistol realized she was down right soaked to the bone, he jumped off her. "Kid you're soaking wet!"

"Thanks Patty. I noticed." she shrugged off her black blazer, but it made things worst. They could see Kid's white dress shirt sticking to her skin. Liz gave his meister a disapproving look before he shrugged off his own white jacket and attempted to put it over Kid's shoulders, but she held up a hand.

"You keep it. I would rather get wet then to see you both asymmetrical." Liz was about to open his mouth and complain about his meister again, when he heard his meister mutter, "Besides, its going to be cold today. You both better keep them on." Liz gave a small and proud smile at the retreating figure of his meister before putting his white jacket back on.

The twin pistols trailed Kid as she walked through the halls. She had told them numerous times to leave her alone, but the brothers only exchanged looks before smiling at her and doing the exact opposite of what she tells them to.

Once the three students reached the Death Room, Kid looked around for her father before grabbing the umbrella he kept behind his mirror (which was way too small for him to use by the way. It hardly covered his body from the rain.) and turned to see Excalibur's cane being pointed right at her followed by the words she hated so much. "Fool!"

"You again." Liz squinted at the holy sword. Patty started laughing at the 'funny looking alien' and rudely pointing at it.

"Listen to me fool! Once upon a time I was young and I fell in love with a woman." Kid rolled her eyes as she stared down at the weapon. "As we grew older, our love didn't grow stronger. In fact, she ran away. Far far away where I could have never found her. I loved her, but I couldn't find her so I gave up." Excalibur explained before he sipped his tea, sitting on a chair with his legs crossed.

Before Kid could listen to the rest of the story, Patty punched the other weapon so Excalibur went flying away. "Look here stupid alien! Our meister doesn't have time for this!" Kid's jaw dropped and stared at Patty. Her weapon just punched the holy sword. Liz went over to Patty and patted his shoulders.

"Look Patty! Lets go back to class and you can draw something for big brother okay?" Patty turned to look at her brother with big innocent eyes and nodded before Patty dragged Kid and Liz out of the Death Room. Excalibur returned to his chair and tea when the door to the Death Room shut close.

"Those fools don't know."

The silence of Gallows Manor allowed Kid to think about the things she had done. The things she had always done to hurt Black Star. All three of their battles, not one Black Star has ever won. Maybe she could have put in more effort into losing?

No. That wasn't the solution.

Maybe she could have put in more effort into pleasing him?

No. That wouldn't be right. If he respected her then he would wait until she was older.

Maybe she wouldn't be in this mess if she made a little more effort in showing her affections?

Yes. That's where she went wrong. She should have kissed him more often. She should have allowed him to touch her. Especially the fact the reaper never once told Black Star those three words.

'That's right. I never told him I loved him.' Kid thought as she changed into her black silk nightgown before crawling under her covers and lying there, staring at her ceiling as the thunder and storm rolled outside.

There was a good chance Stephanie had her hands all over Black Star in school right then. Would Black Star be touching her back? Of course he would. No matter how incredibly asymmetrical she was, Stephanie was decent. She was a simple girl and Black Star seems to like the way she was.

'He seems to like her more than me?' she thought as the lightning flashed causing her dark room to light up for a second before it faded back to darkness. 'All I cause is trouble. Unfortunate Patty and Liz… Father always says I'm such a handful. Maybe I am.' she thinks to herself, trying to blink back the tears.

'Liz and Patty constantly have to put up with me. Would they have better lives if I was gone? I'm sure they would. They would still have money, and the manor, and Shibusen. If I removed myself from existence I'm sure they'll be fine. Those two are strong boys.' she smiles to herself. 'They'll be fine without me. They're well-mannered boys. I'm just asymmetrical trash...'

Kid walked over to the mirror next to her bed. There were two on each side of the room and she stared at her own reflection. "I'm just… asymmetrical garbage." she says to her reflection. The mirror broke and her knuckles were bleeding as it made contact with the sharp glass. "Disgusting." she walked over to the mirror on the other side of the room and stared at herself in the reflection. Her neat hair all messed up and tangled, her eyes red and watery from the crying. "Imperfection!" the reaper threw her fist back and the swing crashed the mirror into pieces once again.

The sound of glass breaking calmed her down as she slowly snuck back into bed and hiding herself under the covers. "Do I… even have anything left to live for?" Kid says quietly. The thunder outside roared and she squeezed her eyes shut, flinching at the sound of the booms outside. Her thumb ran over her bleeding knuckles before looking up at the broken pieces of glass before her.

"I've never felt so lost before."

A/N:

Fun Fact: One of Maca's headcanon's for fem!Kid was that her hair was quite long in the start of the fic that Liz had to comb it for her because she couldn't really reach it by herself. One time Patty did it for her, and she ended up going to school with two pigtails.

Maca: At least Maka didn't cry at this one. /LAUGHS and is punched later by others

Maka: NOT YET ANYWAY YOU BRAT (hey look its kwiluvu that me /SPANKED)