I Thought You Loved Me
Chapter 2: Screwed up again
(Inuyasha's Pov.)
I screwed up again; I hurt Kagome by making love to Kikyo right when Kagome walked in the door. She didn't say anything at all, like the last time when we had that fight about me and another woman, I can't believe that I keep thinking everything will be alright, when I know it won't and of course, I once again broke my baby girl's heart.
I'm such an idiot and instead of yelling at me like she should have, she stood there and I could see the pain and sadness in those chocolate brown eyes I loved, with a hint of tears about to spill over. "K-kagome..." I say, and I know she don't want to hear any more of what I have to say, but she looks at me for a moment longer and closed the door. I could hear her footsteps as she gently opened the door without closing the front door.
"Who was that?" Kikyo asked me, confused. "She is my girlfriend..." I told her, watching her expression turn from confusion to anger. "What the hell are you doing here then? And you know what? You're an ASSHOLE! Using me to have sex and then having your GIRLFRIEND walk in here to find out about this is, and I repeat, FUCKING STUPID! I'll tell you what, just so you won't lose her and you can forget about this 'Let's make love' bullshit cause it isn't happening, not with that sweet, adorable girl in your life and get your sorry ass up, and make things up to your girlfriend, before you lose her for good. Now get moving, grab your keys, and move your ass!" Kikyo said, slapping me and grabbed my ear, making me yelp, and pushing me to get my clothes on.
On the way to the door, she said, "I'll see myself out and lock the door behind me, get going!" Then she shoved me out the door and I sprinted to my 1998 Black Dodge 4X4 Ram, and sped out of my driveway looking for Kagome. I knew that if I lose her now, I could never look anyone in the eye again. I wouldn't want to do anything but sit and grieve for the rest of my life.
Anyway, I looked for what felt like hours until I finally found her at the park where we first met and fell in love. I could smell the salt of her tears from her crying and I could feel her pain. I was already grieving over that and I knew that I messed up bad then, so I got out of the truck, walked over to our sacred tree and sat down beside her, wrapping my arms around her.
R&R! X3
