I Thought You Loved Me

Chapter 4: Slapped and back in my arms

(Inuyasha's Pov.)

I pulled Kagome into my lap in a tight embrace and while she was in my lap, I hid my face in her neck, kissing it once, wanting to lose myself in her. Instead I then said, "I'm so sorry... So very, very sorry, baby... I never meant to hurt you... Please don't leave me..."

I could feel my body tremble as I said the last part and felt my eyes stinging. If she ever left, there would be no world for me or a universe. There would be no question that I would stop living till she found me again. That was when she looked up at me with those sad terrible eyes, like I had took her heart and ripped it from her and stuffed it back there again a thousand times.

My baby girl was in so much pain that I winced and it killed me to see her like that. I could see the confusion in her eyes but I couldn't figure why she was so confused. She then said in the most broken voice that I promised her I wouldn't hear, but now I'm here in this situation, hearing it now, "Hey Inuyasha..."

I then looked desperately into her eyes with hopelessness as she blurted out loud, "...I'm so confused and don't know what to do!" I was very worried and she could see it in my eyes. I could read her thoughts, just as well as her expression that she was thinking about either leaving or she wants to stay. Then she did something that I never saw coming, she mustered all her courage to push herself away from me and turned back to me to slap me in the face as hard as she could.

I was shocked and also understanding kicked in because she was pissed and confused with me for cheating on her. So I continued to listen to what she had to say, "How long are you going to realize that I can't take it when you cheat on me with another woman. It just breaks my heart to see you with someone else other than me... Besides, I love you too much to lose you, you know that right?"

I nodded and let her continue on, "It's hard on me enough and you already broke me into pieces that I don't know if I can put them back together. I-" I cut her off, not wanting to hear how many times I hurt her, by kissing her with everything I had in me and I felt her kissing me back. The feelings I felt for Kagome was so much more than what I offered to anyone really, but with her the relationship was serious and I wanted her to know that. While we were kissing, I felt that lust forming inside both of us.

It was nothing I felt with other girls. It was different, like my blood was on fire and she was water, cooling me off. Without breaking the kiss, I picked up Kagome bridal style, with one eye open and walked to the truck. Still not breaking the kiss, I opened the passenger's door and put her in the seat. It was Kagome who broke the kiss and then slumped into the seat, sighing.

She then looked at me with that twinkle that she always had in her deep chocolate brown eyes that made me smile each time I looked at her. "Do you want to go home with me or do you want to go home to your parents?" She was so beautiful at that moment, she took my breath away while she thought about what she wanted to do, and when she answer, it was like she was sent from heaven to save me from hell,

"With you, I want to be in your arms because I won't be able to sleep if you are not there to comfort or protect me whenever I need it." I smiled and kissed her again and then walked over to the other side of the truck and got in, heading to our house, where I want her to be in my arms.

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