GIDEON

"So what are we gonna do tonight? Do you want to come over?" Kyle says.
I'm terrified. You know, we've been going out for months and I'm scared this will be THAT night.

"Sure. Are your parents home?" I ask.

"No, they're not. Anyway, do you wanna watch a film together? Like 'Lord of the rings'-you choose.".
"Let's go for 'The return of the king'. So.. ar- are we all alone tonight?" I can't help but blush. I just don't know what to do. All we did in the past months was kissing and maybe Kyle wants more.. I want more. But I'm not sure. I feel like I'm gonna be terrible and he's gonna get tired of me.
"Uhm.. What do you want to say?" He's trembling. "Oh my- are you really thinking about IT?" He says.
"Kyle, I'm so sorry but I can't-" He doesn't let me finish. And he hugs me. He's squeezing me as he never did before.
"You stupid! I'm not gonna touch you, okay? I'll wait for you, even for a thousand years. We don't have to hurry things up!" He cries out. He's grabbing my face with his powerful hands. And he kisses me. Softly. His lips are dry but warm. I feel like dreaming. I love him so much.

At 7 p.m. I'm in front of his door and I'm ringing the bell.
"Hello there. Come in." His hair is wet. He's wearing his pajamas, like me.
"I like this pajamas thing. It's way more comfortable." I laugh.
"So, what did you bring here? A cake?"

"This is not just a cake. This is my mom's cake. My mom's chocolate cake." He smiles like he just found out the secrets of the universe.
"Oh my God, Gideon! We haven't eaten the ChoMoCake for such a long time! It's been like 4 years?" He's super happy. And I am, too.
"So, may I come in?"
"Uhm sorry, you're welcome.".

"Wow, you prepared everything." And he did. The film is on TV. On the table in front of the couch there are four hot hamburgers and some chips (we don't like pop corns). I put the cake away and sit on the couch.
"Do you have a plaid? It's getting cold!" I ask.
"Of course. Give me a second." He's so kind. "Here you are. Do you need anything else?"
"No, thanks. Let's watch the film."

I'm a little bit nervous because we're so close. He's sitting right next to me and I feel like my heart is gonna explode. I hope I'm not blushing.

KYLE

He's blushing. I don't know what to do. I just feel like jumping on him. I'm not sure I'll be able to hold back. He's just too sexy. I catch his hand. At least I want to squeeze it. I get closer.
"Kyle." He's shaking.
"Gideon?" I'm shaking. And he leans and kiss my cheek. I wasn't expecting something like this. I turn and kiss him harder and deeper. I feel like I can't stop myself. I kiss him on the neck and he lets a little moan out. He tries to cover his face with his hands.
"N-no, Ky-" I can't help but kiss him again and again.

"Let me see your face." And I really want to. I want to see what he looks like. I'm turning on.
"I-I love you so much Kyle. Please-" He can't say a word."Please be gentle with me. I-It's my first-" I let my hands under his shirt. It's my first time, too. It's our first time.
"Are you really doing it? Are you sure?" I don't want to force him.
"I- I am Ky." He's so cute I could die.