Stupid.
She felt stupid. She wasn't supposed to be like this. What if he noticed her little slip ups? What if he had a plan of his own? She didn't want to acknowledge the thought.
Sure, she had come back after so long, was someone so much better, so much stronger, but she still doubted herself. She couldn't help it; he made her feel insecure. She had already taken in the details of how much he had changed, in personality and physically. She tried to lead him on, to play and toy with him to see his reactions, and judge them herself of how true they were (or if they were fake like her own). The game itself was pointless, a dead end. How could a game possibly work of there was only one contestant. No this wasn't a game at all, Lucy was merely manipulating him into giving her results.
She knew some of his weaknesses, but not all. Still, she would accomplish the goal, and know all about him. The things that made him scared, made him happy, made him cry and beg. Best of all, she would find out who he loved, even if it was no one, would make him loved her, and break his heart in the clutch of her hand just like he did to her.
Then, and only then could a game begin, one of which he would lose to right from the beginning.
And when she did participate, she would finally destroy the one and only, Natsu Dragoneel.
It's short, I know, but it's just an insight. I've had so much work to do, that I keep forgetting where I am. I want to write a book (of my own story with my own characters ) but I feel as though it won't be good enough... ughh saveeee mmeeeee. Feel free to leave a review, tell me how you feel \(=_=)/ have a good day~~~~~~
To Jozanimelover: Thank you~~~ I'm glad you're still reading – it's an indication that the story is going well ^-^ thanks for reading~
