* Hiya, I hope you read the warnings at the foreword before entering this, because there's some serious shit happening here... this fic is my first (published) Soonhoin fic, and kind of un-soonhoon at it... (please don't) have fun reading this! *

Soonyoung had noticed that he was, in fact, in madly love with his tiny dongsaeng. And he also had noticed that that said dongsaeng did not like him back, which made him so angry. You see, Jihoon was clearly crushing on Seokmin, and Soonyoung was also pretty sure that Seokmin liked Jihoon back, and he really could not take it. Or that was what they looked like when they were with each other, and that made Soonyoung mad. Really mad.

And that was true, even more than so, because Seokmin and Jihoon were dating, it though was a secret from everyone else and they tried to be discreet about everything couple-y they might do if they didn't think of it. But once, just once they had made it slip, and their leader now knew about the realtionship, luckily Seungcheol was kind enough to promise that he would not say a word to anyone and he would help them keep everything a secret.

But Soonyoung was mad, he wanted Jihoon to himself, he wanted to hug Jihoon and kiss Jihoon and tell Jihoon how beautiful he was. He wanted to compliment Jihoon's work and be the first to hear it, all the time. He was madly in love. Madly. He was pretty sure he was really becoming mad because of his love for his friend. He wanted to have Jihoon to himself all the time. And that thought made him scared. How had he become this infatuated with Jihoon. His sweet Jihoon.

Jihoon also knew that Soonyoung liked him. He had noticed the long stares and awkward encounters. And he had tried to make Soonyoung notice that those feelings really were one sided, and it made Jihoon uncomfortable. But still Soonyoung would come too close and try to talk to Jihoon all the time. Follow him around and try to 'help' him with things. He had even caught Soonyoung staring at himself while he was trying to sleep, and Soonyoung didn't even sleep in the same room as him!

It was underestimating to say that Jihoon was afraid. What if Soonyoung would some day get to know about Jihoon's and Seokmin's relationship. The hell would rise. Soonyoung would probably kill someone if he got to know Jihoon wasn't free for him. Yikes. Jihoon was also afraid that Soonyoung would try to do something, for example kidnap him, or try to, you know, rape him? What if Soonyoung really was mad enough to do something like that.

Life continued on just as it had always been, Soonyoung stalking Jihoon and Jihoon trying to shoo him away. There hadn't really been time for Jihoon and Seokmin to be together, before after three long weeks the leader was able to get everyine else out of the house, or so they thought.

They were laying on Jihoon's bed, talking about small things and stealing small kisses from each other before one of those kisses turned into make out session. It was hot, Jihoon was feeling love with every fibre of his being before he felt being pulled away from Seokmin by his neck. "What the hell are you doing!" Soonyoung shouted, looking really, really mad, almost like there should be smoke rising from his ears. Jihoon was so afraid that this would happen and now it happened. Soonyoung had found out. Yikes.

Seokmin was just able to stare at Soonyoung, he was too afraid to move as Soonyoung pulled Jihoon out of the room by his neck. It was nearing ten minutes from their leave when Seokmin was able to get up and run after them, but he was late for that, they had already disappeared from the dorm. Where the hell could they be? Seokmin decided to call Seungcheol and explain what had happened, just if he would know something about Soonyoung that Seokmin didn't. And he luckily did. He started telling one weird and scary conversation he and Soonyoung had had a while ago.

"I really sometimes want to kill him to be able to have him for me and only me, then no one else would be able to touch him"

"But you couldn't either"

"Oh, I could. I could bring him to my hide and have him there, love him there all I would want and no one would know. Maybe I would not kill him, just keep him there chained and make him love me. Give him all my love and take all of his to me"

"You know, that is really a wrong thing to do. It would hurt him, and he wouldn't be happy, not at all. He would probably hate you. And who are we even talking about"

And that conversation, remembering it, made Seungcheol worried, really worried. What if he had been talking about Jihoon. What if he does that to Jihoon now? That would be horrible. They need to find those two and FAST!

And of course, because he had told that everything to Seokmin, he was also really worried, even crying down the line. Fuck. Jihoon was kidnapped.

"Soon you'll love me like I love you" was the first thing Jihoon heard. He wasn't first sure of who was talking to him, where the fuck he was, or why was he tied up to this bed. Then he recognised Soonyoungs voice and remembered Soonyoung choking him till he blacked out in front of their dorm building. Where he was now, that was something he didn't know, but he was pretty sure he was there because Soonyoung was mad and wanted Jihoon to himself. Jihoon was still afraid. Really afraid. He was afraid that Soonyoung would do something he would regret later, because something like that would make Jihoon, well, not fine.

"Don't you like it here, it's so beautiful, you're so beautiful. We can love each other here, in peace, without others disturbing us at all. We can even have romantic dates here, there's so many beautiful rooms here. Won't it be amazing?" Soonyoung spoke, while walking to sit next to Jihoon, who was tied up laying in the bed, starting to kiss Jihoon's skin, his face, his torso, then his eyebrows, eyelids, nose, ears and then lastly his mouth. Jihoon was unresponsive. He didn't do anything, he was too afraid to. What if he did something wrong and Soonyoung would do something bad to him? Like kill him or something?

"Or would you like to go further" Soonyoung whispers in Jihoon's ear one time when kissing it. That makes Jihoon's blood cold. Is he really, really going to rape him? He had thought it was just in his brain, that Soonyoung couldn't do anything like that, but right now Soonyoung is starting to undress him. Undress him. Fuck.

Soon Jihoon is completely naked on the bed and Soonyoung is just closing those handcuffs back to Jihoon's wrists. And Jihoon just can't move, he is so afraid. What the hell is Soonyoung thinking? Soonyoung is right now undressing himself, making Jihoon notice he is half hard already, but how is a mystery to him. Can someone get turned on with having other person tied up to bed unwilling?

"What the fuck you think you doing?" Jihoon manages to choke out, but soon he realises that that was a mistake. Yikes. Now Soonyoung is stroking himself, staring at Jihoon eyes full of anger. "You want me. You really do want me, at least after this. You must want me!" He shouts the last part of the sentence, making Jihoon shiver just because of the fear. He really is going to rape him. Oh no.

Soonyoung gets on top of Jihoon, now kissing him, trying to push his tongue into Jihoon's unwilling mouth. Jihoon can feel how hard Soonyoung is on his hip, his own cock flaccid, of course, who could get turned on in this kind of situation? Then Soonyoungs kisses start a trail lower, kissing Jihoon's neck, then chest, nipples, stomach, bellybutton, his happy trail. Fuck. Jihoon is screaming inside his mind, but he can't let any sounds out. He is getting hard too, he hates himself for it.

Then Soonyoung's mouth finds Jihoon's now half hard cock and he starts licking and sucking, moving his tongue up and down, following the vein on the underside of the cock. He is mouthing on parts of it, dipping his tongue in the slit, putting the while cock in his mouth and moving up and down. He is making Jihoon moan, it feels good, like really good and Jihoon feels like he could come already, but still he hates himself a lot, how can he like this when he is, after all forced to this. He knows he should try to make it stop, and he is disgusted by the fact that it is Soonyoung, but it feels good. Good.

Soon Soonyoung leaves Jihoon's cock, just to put his hand on it and start stroking, while his other hand started to turn Jihoon on his stomach, succeeding it. Then he leaves Jihoon's cock on it own and Jihoon whines. Whines. Because of it. Though soon he is just shocked again, and starting to tense up, because now Soonyoung mouth is on his asshole, licking it and putting his tongue inside there. And it is feeling horrible. It hurts like hell and Jihoon is screaming out, screaming for Soonyoung to stop, now, immediately. It feels terrible, and Jihoon hates himself even more. How can someone hurt other one, one he claims to love, that much. Jihoon is crying, tears are streaming out his eyes and down his face and now Soonyoung is putting a finger there next to his tongue. That makes Jihoon scream particularly loud. It hurts so bad. So bad Jihoon almost wants to die right now, so he wouldn't feel this. It's terrible.

Now Soonyoung is pulling them both out, coating his fingers with lube and sticking two of them back. Jihoon screams again. It hurts, he is feeling nothing but pain until Soonyoung's other hand is on Jihoon's cock stroking it slowly, teasingly, and yeah, that helps the pain a little. It doesn't hurt really that much, now he can feel the good in it. But what the fuck is he thinking, he is being raped and he thinks it's 'good' what the actual fuck is happening in his brain.

Then Soonyoung strokes some point inside him, oh god how good it feels, it sends sparks all over his body, and he hasn't even noticed that there's already three fingers inside him, not until Soonyoung pulls them out, coating himself in lube. Fuck. He is going to enter. Fuckfuckfuck. And oh my god, now he is pushing in. Holy Jisoos, Jihoon is sure he won't survive this alive. It feels like someone is making him split in half, it fucking hurts. Jihoon is screaming his lungs out, but oh, there's that spot again and one of those screams turns into a moan. Wow it really is starting to feel okay, and Jihoon is pretty sure he will cum if Soonyoung touches his cock.

Soonyoung himself is feeling amazing. He is sure that now Jihoon loves him and they can return to the dorms and Jihoon will stay his. Yeah, that's going to work. Oh god how amazing Jihoon feels around him. Tensing and un-tensing his muscles, moaning, his cock leaking on the pillow that is placed under his hips. How beautiful Jihoon is in a position like this, how his back bends every time Soonyoung hits his prostate, how his hands are clenching the fabric under them. How beautiful he just is. That sharp jawline, cute hair, his mouth opened wide to accommodate those moans, and Soonyoungs hand that is now pushing inside it, neither knows why, it is just happening.

Then Jihoon cums. And after he is getting down from his high he realises he just came while a person was raping him. Raping. And he came? That's when he starts crying again, and that sight makes Soonyoung cum inside him, those beautiful tears, hotness of Jihoon's moans when he came, they together made Soonyoung cum.

Now He was climbing of Jihoon, clearly ready to shower. "You can shower after I'm out, you have ten minutes to get ready for it. Then we're going back, and you'll stay mine. Forever. I love you and you love me. Clear?" Soonyoung explains, his voice stern and strong, making Jihoon so afraid once again, and then he is out. Jihoon is in the room alone, now sobbing, realising what just happened and hating himself so much for it. His virginity was taken by a man who he himself is afraid of, who raped him. How is he going to be able to love on after this. Oh my god.

But Soonyoung said they're going back? After they've showered? That's completely fine with Jihoon, who is hurting so badly, that he is wondering if he can even stand up, and that's when the door bursts open, letting in a very worried looking Seokmin. Jihoon bursts crying again, because he feels so much easier now that he sees Seokmin there in front of his eyes, but he feels very ashamed of the state he is in, so he tries to cover up, just then remembering he is still handcuffed to the bed. "Please, don't look" he whispers teary to Seokmin, who can't do that, because he sees an used Jihoon in front of him, and he feels so bad for that, how could he let something like that happen to his sweet Jihoon? It's terrifying.

That is the moment when Soonyoung decides to get out of the shower, saying "now I'm going to let you free, be a kind boy for me and you'll be rewarded" not noticing the angry looking Seokmin standing at the doorway. "You fucker!" Seokmin shouts, jumping on top of Soonyoung, starting to hit him again and again, beating him for what he made Jihoon suffer "how could you do something like that to him?" He asks Soonyoung, who, coughing blood, answers "I made him love me"

"I made him love me" was the last thing he said before blacking out. Jihoon was a bit afraid he was dead, but mostly he was happy that Seokmin saved him, it made him feel good. "Can you look for the key" Jihoon whispered, his voice so used and broken because of all the screaming he had done just a while back. When he was raped. And then he was crying all again, he really was raped by Soonyoung, he couldn't believe it. How could that sweet man do something like that to another being?

Seokmin got up and started searching for the key, quickly finding it from the bedside table, using it to open the cuffs from Jihoon's hands and then helping Jihoon dress up. "We should go to the police, report the rape, get that rapist behind the bars" he said to Jihoon, and Jihoon looked back at him bewildered "shouldn't we go to hospital first?" He asked, sounding unbelievably mad, "how can you even think of going somewhere else that the hospital, there is no hurry with him, he ain't going anywhere from here" he continued, going to have a look at Soonyoungs unconscious body. Then they left, leaving Soonyoung.laying on the floor.

"I'm going to the police"Seokmin said when they were out the building "and you're coming with me" "how about the fucking hospital" Jihoon said, bewildered. "It can wait, you aren't even hurt, you can walk just fine and surely you've been fucked before, you are such a boyslut, letting Soonyoung fuck you when we were supposed to be together" Seokmin spat at Jihoon, who now was ready to kill anyone who got near him. "You better be fucking kidding me, you know" Jihoon said, running painfully away from Seokmin, towards their dorm building which he knew was just a block away.

When he was back at the dorm, he whispered to Seungcheol where Soonyoung was, and to get him back home, and went to his bedroom, ready to go to bed, to think what the fuck had just happened and why the fuck it had happened. He was so mad at himself, how could he let something like that happen to himself, how would he be able to look at himself anymore after this, how could he feel so dirty. He just wanted to scrub his skin in the shower for the next three million years, to never come out of there, but he was unable to even go in there, because he couldn't undress and see marks he had on his akin, the dried cum on his stomach and in between his thighs, where it had flowed when he was laying on the bed in the room. He really hayed himself right now, bur he knew he had to shower, so he went to the bathroom covering the mirror with a towel and then undressing, being careful to not to look at himself while doing it. Then he opened the shower, stepping in there ready to shower the cum off of his skin. And that's what he did, he scrubbed and scrubbed until his skin was red and angry from it. And still he didn't feel clean. Carefully he put his fingers to his hole, hissing from pain, and when pulling them up, being careful to not to put them under water, he saw blood.

Oh fuck, this really didn't go well

* hello, I've just written almos t three thousand words of a oneshot for you... I'm a bit shocked out how this turned out, because when I planned this, this was just a small thing where Soonyoung was pining after Jihoon and Jihoon didn't want him back, but clearly something happened, because now we have a mad Soonyoung raping Jihoon...

I absolutely think those things happening in there are terrifying and shouldn't happen to anyone ever!

(And also, I asked for one of my friends help when I was starting this (and it was still meant to be that cute little thing) and I really, really want to thank her! Thank you so much, I love you!)

And thank you for reading this, hopefully you liked it (or really, hopefully you didn't) and I hope you would prompt me for new fics!

With Love, Taru *