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Rpov

Guardian Skyle walked out and I just lay there trying to work out what was making me so sick. A couple of minutes had passed and then he and Dr Olendzki walked back in.

"Good morning Rose, how are you feeling?" She asked me.

"Err, not too sure. I've just thrown up again," I replied frowning.

"Yes, well we did some tests to find out why you were throwing up..." She trailed off, the way she trailed off it made me concerned about what was happening to me and I was scared.

"And..." I encouraged her.

"Guardian Skyle, can you please go outside while I talk to Rose?" Dr Olendzki ordered him out, I looked over to him. For some reason I wanted him to stay I felt better with him there.

"Err sure," he mumbled and walked out.

"Rose, there is no way for me to make this easier on you..." she trailed off again. She took a deep breath, "Rose you're three weeks pregnant." It was possible that time just stopped or I went crazy.

"WHAT? NO TH...THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE," I yelled at her.

"It's true Rose I've done the test at least three times," Dr. Olendzki reassured me.

"NO, THAT'S NOT TRUE. HE left me," I half shouted/sobbed.

"Rose, it's true, and who left?" she asked, but I didn't respond. I just pulled my legs up to my chest and sobbed into them. I didn't even realise that Dr. Olendzki left until I felt someone male wrap their arms around me and pull me to them. I didn't know who it was but at the moment I didn't care because once again I felt safe. The news weighed on me so overwhelmingly, that I didn't bother looking to to see who my comforter was I just let him hold me as I cried. I was so utterly spent that the tears dried and I began to drift asleep but when the person unwrapped their arms from me and made a move to leave, I grabbed hold of his shirt.

"Don't leave me," I whispered, opening my eyes looking into a soft pair of brown eyes. His eyes held an emotion that I couldn't fathom. It wasn't quite like the way that HE used to look at me but it was warm and familiar all the same.

"Okay," he whispered and took off his shoes I presume, and got back onto the bed, I waited until the he was comfortable and pulled myself up so I was resting on their chest, and my hand was drawing random patterns on his stomach. After a while the exhaustion overtook me, and I fell into a light sleep listening to his heart. For a while I could hear people murmurings, but then it stopped and all went silent.

I stretched and I heard someone grunt, I eyes sprung open and I was looking at Guardian Skyle. I gasped; normally his face was stone hard but now his face looked soft, and vulnerable. Obviously my hand had a mind of its own; my fingers began to trace his eyes, his nose, his lips, and his jaw. I froze when his eyes fluttered open, looking into mine. I could feel the redness floating up to my cheeks.

"Evening," he yawned stretching.

"Evening," I squeaked, and he looked down amused.

"How are you feeling?" He looked generally concerned.

"Err, to be honest... I'm starving." He laughed as my stomach growled loudly before I could finish telling him.

"I'll be right back," he said starting to stand. I didn't want him to go but my stomach growled again, so I just nodded. He walked out and I just rested my head back against the pillow, I wanted to see Lissa but I knew I had to wait. I thought about what Dr. Olendzki told me. There was no way in hell that it was possible, HE was Dhampir and I am a Dhampir. I shook my head confused. It was impossible, I couldn't be, and if I was then this was going to be bad because:

1. I was a Novice.

2. I'm meant to be training to become a Guardian.

3. Dimitri is older than me and has left me.

4. I wouldn't turn out like my mother, and leave my child for an Academy to look after them.

I sighed and shook my head, and tried to think of the good things.

I was going to be a mother.

I was going to have a child.

It would remind me of what me and Dimitri had, not too sure of that's a good thing or not.

The door opened again and I opened my eyes, to see Guardian Skyle with a plate with food on it. I smiled as he walked towards me.

"Here, now don't tell Dr. Olendzki about this." He whispered to me as I stuffed myself with a donut.

"Thanks," I told him between bites, and he laughed. I continued eating, and once in a while he would sneak something off the tray, when we had eaten all the sweet things there was only healthy food left: apple, orange, salad, yogurt and some carrots, which I wasn't going to touch.

"Are you going to eat that?" He asked sceptically.

"Are you?" I asked back, and he snickered.

"Touché." He grabbed the tray and placed it on the table in the room.

"When do I get to get out of here?" I asked him.

"I don't know, I'll go ask someone at the desk." He stood and picked up the tray.

"Thanks for the food, I really needed that." I smiled.

"That's okay, can't let you go hungry now. I've been told stories about how when you're hungry then you're more likely to kick someone's ass." he joked.

"Ha, ha, very funny." I smiled, he nodded and walked out. It was less than five minutes before he walked back in smiling.

"You can leave once you're dressed, but you have to come back in a few days. Dr. Olendzki said that she will send someone a message when to come back."

"Phew, I don't like staying in here. I think I've used up my parking permit anyway." I joked. He snickered as he passed me a large paper bag. I was instantly confused when I looked inside, none of it looked my stuff, I pulled out a man's shirt, this was definitely not mine. I frowned.

"Those clothes are mine." he told me, I nodded. "I'll be outside if you want me." He walked out closing the door behind him. I looked around the room and I found a bag hidden underneath my bed. I pulled it out. As I suspected, there was a note on it.

Rose,

Just a few clothes for when you get sprung.

Love Liss xoxo

I smiled and looked through it: underwear, bra, shirt, shorts. I pulled out the underwear and bra, and got changed into them and then grabbed his shirt pulled that on and grabbed my short's. The shirt was a bit too long, it covered the shorts, I smiled and looked around the room for shoes, but I couldn't find any. I walked over to the door, and opened it and Guardian Skyle jumped round shocked. I smiled, at his reaction.

"Rose, there were sweatpants in there," he pointed out. I laughed, and pulled up the shirt and pointed to my shorts. "Oh," he said sheepishly, I snickered.

"Lissa beat you to it. Whenever I pull an extended visit to the infirmary she brings me a change of clothes in case she isn't with me when I am released. " I explained with a smile. He smiled back and his gaze wondered over my body. I snickered again, causing him to look back up, smiling sheepishly. There was something about him that made me feel okay. It wasn't like the way I ever felt around HIM but I felt like he cared for me in a genuine way. It was like I used to feel around Andre.

"So... are you ready to go?" he asked.

"I am, but I have no shoes." I said pointing to my bare feet. I was still feeling the sensitivity to cold from the hypothermia I suffered and I knew the ground outside would be cold and damp.

"Oh, I'll carry you when we get outside then." He gestured for me to start walking. I heard someone groaning as I exited my room, I spun round looking in the room next to mine. It was open and there was someone on the bed.

"What happened to him?" I asked.

"Oh, Guardian Petrov..." he started.

"Alberta," I corrected him.

"Alberta was training with him, and she got the best of him," he told me, I frowned why he was saying him like that?

"Who is he?" I asked he seemed reluctant to tell me. "Who?" I asked again.

"Um, he's here with the Moroi he is guarding." I sensed that he was holding something from me, and I frowned at him. If anyone says 'Curiosity killed the cat', well they were probably right, and you should listen to them.

"Who?" I pressed, he sighed and mumbles something unintelligible, and I frowned looking at him expectantly. After an uncomfortable moment he spoke again, louder.

"Guardian Belikov." He said gruffly. It was like someone plunged a knife into my heart repeatedly.

"What...?" I squeaked, not sure what else to say. The father of my unborn child was in there. Why? Was Natasha here? Yes, Guardian Skyle said that the injured Guardian was here with his Moroi so that means SHE is here with HIM! Oh god, why is this happening to me

"Rose, come on." Guardian Skyle looked at me. I just stared at him not sure what to do. He reached his hand out to me, and I looked at it and then back up to him.

"I need to get of here." I mumbled, and took his hand and dragged him off. He kept up with me, until I let go of his hand and started running.

Authors Note.

So officially apologising for not posting anything. There hasn't been any communication between my Beta and I so I will just go ahead as planned.
I have been reading reviews posted thanks for the comments, but just to clear a few things up as previously mentioned

. This is just a re-do of a previous story, am going through the chapters and reposting them and no reviews are about to change that

. I do not know when I am going to post another chapter, I do hope to stick to a date but I don't there is a reason

. And last of all, yes Rose is going to be pregnant in this story, if you don't like it don't read it. Simple.

Anyway ill now get on with reading through chapters (after dinner) so I can post it up for all my readers

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Vickie-Louise