Chapter 3: Am I Over thinking things?

MY POV- Narrator

Olivia and Alex grab their coffee and they decide to take just one car, since Olivia's was outside in the driveway and Alex's is in the garage so they go with Liv's. Alex has never really been a car person but whenever she seen Olivia's car it turned her on to know end while that may seem weird, (guys I promise I'm not some creep, just get some inspiration I write all fiction don't judge ~ Caboson23) although the car is the thing that triggers her arousal, it's more of the memory it holds when she sees the car. It was a simple memory. So she drove over to Olivia's apartment to go over the case and hang out like they usually did. But since she left work earlier than normal she arrived at Liv's house earlier, when she came up near the house Liv was cleaning her car. So she watched for a minute, she made the decision that was the sexiest thing she had ever seen in her life. She knew she wouldn't be able to take it much so she pulled in before she did something she would regret. That's when Olivia had noticed her and so she stopped washing the car, Alex couldn't figure out whether she should relieved or mildly disappointed. She decided to go with relieved because who knows how it would turn out at the end. They both get into Olivia's car and head to her apartment so she could get a change of clothes. Olivia's house wasn't that far away from Alex's so it didn't take very long to reach their destination. Olivia got out and went to the other side to help Alex out and once she unlocked the door she took off her jacket and turned to Alex, "You know where everything is so make yourself at home I'm just going to go change and then we can be on our way." She smiled when she finished and Alex replied with, "Ok Liv, I'll be right here when you get back." And with one more smile Olivia was making her way towards her room. She was thinking to herself, Last night was amazing and we didn't even share a bed she was cuddling with me. I would love to hold her in my arms every night, be the one to call her mine. But wasn't she straight I mean I see all these pictures of her and women when she told me to grab a change of clothes like a couple weeks ago but I'm afraid to ask. Man up Benson and go get your girl. But the time she was done having an intrapersonal conversation with herself she was all ready to go. She walked out in the living room and saw that Alex was sitting on the couch deep in thought. She didn't want to disturb her just yet so she went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water. She was leaning against the door frame just looking at the blonde haired angel. Alex was pulled out of her deep thought when she felt Olivia's eyes on her, she always felt it but sometimes she just thought it was her imagination. Maybe it wasn't. She stays like that just to see if she still feels Olivia's eyes on her. Maybe she does have a chance but she knew Olivia would want to be the one to make the first move. Until she thought about the time, because they both had to be at work, she realized she would have to stop and turn towards Olivia. When she did she gave her a sweet smile almost a little seductive but she never would admit that. She got up and walked towards Olivia and got a little closer than she would have if she really felt as if they were just friends, they have playing this song and dance for years, one day it was gonna end and they would both have their happily ever after. As more days passed Alex became inpatient but she knows that it will soon so she will gladly wait until Olivia makes the first move. But it didn't mean she couldn't drop little hints. Little did she know there was a plan Olivia made and it was going to be put into action very soon. Then she walks towards the door and Olivia followed. Once they were both out the door Olivia locked up and made her way to the car to which then held open for Alex, once she was settled she made her way to the driver's side. She got in started the engine, put it gear, pulled out of the parking space and made her way to the 1-6.

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Olivia walked into the bullpen and went to her desk, she didn't notice the smirk on her partners face. She sat down and finally looked over at him, he was sitting there with his hands interlocked behind his head, one foot up on the desk, and was leaning back with the biggest shit eating smile on his face. She returned the smirk. They were staring intently at each other and neither notice that the other detectives and the ADA walk in. And Alex was thinking to herself, she didn't notice I should make another subtle hint. As she said she walked around and ended up behind Olivia where was sitting. Olivia was still in her staring contest with Elliot. So she put my hand on her bicep and run my nails ever so slightly up her arm and I felt a shiver go down her spine. She was right, She will have her happy every after and so will Olivia. She looks up even though she already knew it was me and she gave me a smile, as she look in her eyes she notice they have gotten darker than what color they normally are. Alex was having a little happy dance on the inside and with that she perched on the end of Olivia's desk. They were talking about everything and nothing at the same because not much was going. After about 45 minutes Alex turned to Olivia and said, "Well I have to go back to my office, so I will talk with you later." With one last smile Alex walked out of the bullpen and made her way to One Hogan.

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One Hogan:

Alex just got back to her office and she was sitting in her chair. Replaying everything that has happened he past 36 hours. She is thinking that she is losing her patience with Olivia because she hasn't made her move yet. She runs a hand through her silky blonde locks. She figures if she wants to get out in time she should start on some paperwork. If she finishes at a reasonable hour she is going to invite Olivia over for dinner and she will make a home cooked meal because she knows that Olivia loves her cooking. With all her might she started on some paperwork, she really wants to move this relationship with Olivia further than just friends. Because she doesn't know how much longer she can wait for her without literally grabbing her face and kiss her. She has wanted her for years, since the moment she met her she wanted her. And this attraction has only grown stronger throughout the years and she knows if Olivia doesn't make her move soon then she will. Focus Alex, You need to finish this. So she blocks all these thoughts out of her head and tries to focus. She manages to succeed.

Meanwhile at the 1-6

All the detectives were sitting at the detectives were at their desks filling out the DD5's that they put off due to the last case. But Olivia was barely able to focus because she was planning on taking Alex to lunch and confessing her love to her. She finally gained the courage to tell her and this morning when she woke up at Alex's house she knew that Alex feels the same. So the final part to her plan is to find the perfect way to ask her, because Alex is made up from such elegance and class that Olivia wasn't going to take her to some deli and profess her love, but something else she also knows is Alex doesn't go around flaunting her money in people's faces. Olivia decided she would take Alex to her favorite low key restaurant, Emperor Express, because everyone in the DA's and the 1-6 knows that Alex is like basically in love with Chinese food. Sitting at her desk every few seconds glancing at the clock that's above Captain Cragen's office. It's like time wouldn't move fast enough and she wasn't sure whether to feel relived or depressed about that. Because since it was still so early she would have more time to figure out what she wanted to say to Alex but on the other hand she feels as more time passes by her confidence was going to fade at a rapid pace. She didn't know what happened to all the confidence that was in her not even that long ago, but she thought about things and when she thought these things it never went well. She feels like she shouldn't ask Alex because Alex deserves so much more than what Olivia could give her but that was only what Olivia thought because what Alex thinks is the total opposite than what Olivia does. Alex thinks Olivia deserves better from her. Once these two realize everything they will have a love that will last forever. So they both don't realize all the good that will come to them both if they would just admit their feelings.