Chapter 6: This is how I feel

Olivia's POV

I probably lost track of time because I've been watching her for a while. Just observing, her face when she is writing, the deep breaths she takes, every so often running her hands through her long blonde hair, fixing her glasses, and just being Alex. I continue to look at the blonde beauty, she leans back and then her blue eyes meets mine. She has a small smile displayed on her face. She doesn't talk, not yet. This time she is the one observing me, look at my face, occasionally lingering a little long at my lips. I feel her eyes on me, it is like a burning feeling that wherever she looks it ignites on fire on my skin. Her mouth drops open a little bit when she rakes her eyes down my neck and over my breasts. She gets up once again, this time instead of walking straight to me. She walks to the door and she locks it. That's when she turns my way and walks slowly but seductively towards me. I can't help but stare at her hips as they move, due to the size of her office it didn't take long for her to get to me. Instead of sitting next to me she leans over and closes the blinds, that's when she turns toward me. She does not sit next to me, she is now sitting on my lap. My front to her back and I can't help but put my hands on her hips. She doesn't make an attempt to stop me. As her head leans forward, showing off the skin on her neck I place a gentle kiss and sit back. She turns around and is now straddling my lap, she intertwines her hands while her arms are around my neck. She looks me in the eyes while also dropping her gaze back to my lips. I know what she's thinking I want the same thing, so I decide I want satisfy both of our desires. I wrap my arms around her waist and put our faces within mere inches of the other. I can feel her hot breath on my lips. All I could think to do is capture her lips with my own. Her body melts into mine, as we share a nice tender and gentle kiss. When the need for oxygen becomes too powerful, we pulled back. This is when I take the chance to look in her eyes, her pupils are slightly larger. Her eyes are an ocean of emotion I stare into them and see love, devotion, adoration, and desire. She didn't try to move just content to stay in my arms. I have a lot of thought running through my mind right now.

I know she really likes me and that kiss was amazing but what if she gets sick and tired of me….. A woman like her could have anyone she wants yet she wants me she'll probably get bored because I am just a blue collar cop, it's probably frowned upon where she comes from to date someone like me. I'm not like her friends or anything, why would she want me….. I really want to tell her how I feel completely but it will scare her away.

Alex's POV

After that unbelievable kiss when I sat there as the woman of my dreams holds me close, I feel a difference in her. Not a good difference, but I know exactly what she is thinking because of I've known her for so long. I don't need to pick my head up at all so I say softly, "No Liv, I cannot tired of you, you don't see you as I do. You are so much more to me than you think. I am so gone with you, I loved you since I saw you. I'm in love with you and everything about you Olivia Benson."

Olivia heard the words but it took a minute but as soon as it did it took her a millisecond to reply with, "Alexandra Marie Rose Cabot, you took my breath the day you came into the squad room. I was attracted to you when I saw you and your god given body, but when I saw you in court getting justice for the victim. You stared that rapist in the eye while cross examining him. You made him so scared he started crying. When I saw how hard you worked to get justice for these victims I knew I was never going to be able to not love you. So Yes Alexandra Cabot I am so madly in love with you and everything about you it hurts." In that moment I made the decision that I would rather do nonstop paperwork tomorrow to spend the rest of the day with the brunette beauty. I get up and walk towards my desk, she probably thinks I am going back to work but not for the rest of today. I want to spend my day with her.