I worked against you when the ship first landed, I didn't want to accept that you were right. Eventually, I became we. We fought to keep the camp together, and worked to feed and defend what I thought of as our children. We didn't always agree, but that didn't stop us from standing together at the end of the day. I thought I lost you in the mountain, but then there you were. You had become a fierce warrior, I felt safe knowing you were by my side. Together, we stood against the mountain; we won. Again, you left me. I knew you felt guilty for all those death, why couldn't you accept my forgiveness, wasn't it enough? You were my source of strength and the voice of reason in my head, how was I supposed to go on without you. I did though, I tried so hard to do what you would have wanted me to do for our people. When I next saw you, you were someone else. I realized that somewhere along the way I learned to stand without you. Now, your eyes plead with me to take the handcuffs off, I'm sorry…I can't. You claim you trust me, why then couldn't you have stayed. I hide behind cold words and the orders of someone else. I used to look to use for strength, but I can't let myself rely on you anymore. When you run again, my sister by your side, I realize We became I a long time ago. How desperately I miss the days when you and I were We, one day we will be again…I promise, just…not yet.