Chapter 3 Sakura Diary part 1

Sakura P.O.V

As I open my little book to write something down. My eyes glance at the empty pages. My fingers trace every line on paper. I picked my lucky pencil. As I was brainstorming for my ideas on what to write. My emotion's began to rattle my cage.

Diary Dear Diary I am only ten- years old. I don't know what to write about on your blank sheets of paper. I know you don't have a voice to respond, when I am writing on your blank lines, you do have ears to listening to everything I'm writing. Guess what? I went to visit the hidden leaf village with my mother Setsuko and my twin sister Shayla.

I was wearing long sleeves red hood with a red ninja covered masked with pink drawstrings pants. I was also wearing tall black tabi shoes with cherry blossom design's. To complete my attire around my waist, I had a red sash tied. On my right hand a medium orange fox tattoo. I asked my mother about it. She told me that it represented were we came from.

"Yeah, mother whatever you said.

I had a feeling it was a mating seal, she didn't want to tell me yet, because, I was still young to know.

My sister Shayla was wearing a red long sleeves hood with a red ninja covered masked with black drawstrings pants. She was also wearing tall red tabi shoes with red rose designs. To completed her attire round her waist she had a red sash tied. On her left hand a medium orange fox tattoo.

I spotted a "cutie pie! with long blond hair with black highlights and red tips at the end. His hair was braided on each side and then wrapped into a ponytail. He looks three- years older than me. I blushed a little when I saw him. I got lost in those cerulean eyes. My heart began to ache, he was all alone. He was sitting down on a swing close to a building with a sign that reads the academy tossing a kunai up in the air.

I wonder why he is sitting on a swing, is he waiting for someone to come out from that building.

I crossed my little fingers praying to Kami, that by the time mother is done with her shopping, he would still be there on the swing.

I have never been inside a village before, life here is different from the outskirts of the forest. Here people are bustling and moving around. Compared to the forest, which is dead silent. Anyways, I like it here, it is full of life. I always dreamed of living in a village. Mother would tell me stories about her village. My mother's home was called the fox village before she moved with her family into the forest. Once I told my mother that we should move to a village, she just looked at me, "Someday my dear" she said. I just gave her a small smile as we continue to walked through the village.

My sister and I were holding hands, both of us were sucking on a lollipop. It had a cherry flavor taste, all of a sudden mother stopped in the middle of the village. She had a surprised look. She whispered into the air," Takeshi." I and my sister hide behind my mother's back, as soon as we saw the man approaching her.

His hair had an orange colored with black highlights. On each side of his hair, I can see three braids. That were wrapped into a ponytail. His body was good tone with muscles. I was amazed the way he was a dress. He was wearing a black ninja jacket with a medium orange fox on the back, orange drawstring pants with additional ties at the knees and ankles. He was wearing tall black tabi shoes. Gauntlets on the sleeves to cover his hands and forearms. His whole face was covered by a hood and a black mask. I can only see his brown eyes.

I and my sister were in shock, we saw him and mother rubbing their cheeks, they both had small blushes on their faces, they were staring at each other eyes forever. I can tell they had love and lust for each other. I and my sister heard little voices inside our minds.

We got so scared, we almost wet our pants, we asked a simple question in unison.

Inside are small heads questions were popping like popcorn.

"Who are you?" we shouted in unison.

"Are you a ghost that is haunting us?" They just laughed at us, as if we were crazy.

"No silly," they said, we are your Inner selves.

"You have another person living inside each one of you" they answer.

Do you guys have a name?" we asked.

"Yeah," they said in unison.

"Well, spill it," we said.

"We want to know?"

"What if we have a girl crisis in the middle of the night, who will we call?" we give out a small chuckle.

We are not going to yell, "Hey ghost come out we have a question for you!"

"Okay! you got us there" they replied.

My name is Akane, it means brilliant red." My sister giggled at her inner-self. The second voice said, "my name is Ayaka, meaning color flower or color petal."

"Those are beautiful names," we both said in unison.

If you saw their faces diary, they were blushing a couple shades of red, we all giggled in unison. Mother was almost finishing up her conversation.

I whisper to myself, "grown-ups talk forever." I was pulling on my hair, I was having a panic attack. "Hurry up mother," I said in my mind. I wanted to see my cutie pie again. I saw the man kneeling down to my level. He kissed my forehead, I began to cry like a river, and then he kissed my twin sister, she was shedding tears like there is no tomorrow. "It's okay my Rosita and my red rose," he said.

"I'm not going to hurt you, I am your father, It's been a while since I saw you guys," he said. Diary, me and my sister had a confused look, we looked up towards mother, she gave us a small nod, telling us,"yes he is your daddy."

Diary I almost pass out. My sister was holding me from falling down. I couldn't believe it, mother always told us bedtime stories about father. She always showed us pictures of him, and she told us that daddy was always there for us, but not all the time, because he had to go back to his village.

Diary, I never knew me and my sister had a mighty strength, we gave daddy a big hug that we almost broke his ribs, daddy gave a small kiss to mother, and he waved us goodbye. He continued his journey around town, about an hour has passed. Mother has finally finished her shopping.

Diary can you believe it. It took mother a whole hour just to shop around. I was so pissed at her. I wanted to beat her up into a bloody pulp and send her flying straight to the hospital. I wanted to run away from her to go back to where I saw him. My sister tagged my mother's dress, giving her a sign that we were both hungry.

I grabbed my sister's hand. "Let's go, Shayla," I said. I wanted some food. Shayla just looked at me with those red eyes of hers. I could read her facial expression asking me, "Sakura, when did you become so demanding?" I whispered in her right ear, "sister I wanted to see my cutie pie! the one we saw sitting on a swing" she giggled. My mother spoke,"Let's go my two sweetie pies." We blushed at her.

Diary you know what? Instead of calling you diary every time, I will give you a female name instead. I am a girl and you belong to me, so I'm imagining you as my friend. What about Makoto? It means 'sincere, true', so everything I write on your pages is true and every thought is sincere. "Do you like that name diary?" so every time I write on your pages I'll just pretend I'm talking to Makoto.

Before we headed back home, I saw that he was still there at the same spot. I walked towards him holding my sister's hand. I got close to him.

"Here come 21 questions," Ayaka said.

"Hey, cutie pie," I said.

"What are you doing here all alone?

"Are you hungry? I asked.

"Do you want some food?" I said.

He just looked at me with those sad eyes of his, holding his hand close to his heart, as if he was stopping the pain, I heard him say, "Please don't hurt me!" "Please leave me alone!"

He was crying in front of me. His small body was shaking with fear. I whispered close to his ear, "I will not hurt you" I said.

I want to become your friend" I said.

"You are just saying that," he said.

"No one wants to become my friend," he said,

"Everyone hates me here!" he said.

"Do I look like I have the face of a liar?" I replied.

I started to cry in front of him. My sister hugged me, whispering in my ear," Its okay Sakura, don't cry." I look into my sister's eyes. She was starting to cry as well. "No, no, no, not you too!"

I rubbed her back with my hand, whispering in her ear,"Don't cry I'm okay" I said.

I feel his pain and his sorrow, It hurts me to see him like this. Makoto, I saw mother walking toward us.

She embraced both of us. She spoke with her motherly voice,"It's okay my children" don't cry it hurts me to hear my daughter's crying. She placed a small kiss on my forehead, and then another kiss went to my sister's forehead. Makoto my cutie pie is leaving. I stretch my small hand to stop him from leaving.

I grab him by his small hand. "Please don't go, "I said to him.

"He is so sweet, he is going to sing to us," I said inside my mind.

I saw his lips moving

"Runaway Baby"

Ahh yes

Chickaha

Well, looky here looky here

Ah, what do we have?

Another pretty thang ready for me to grab

But little does she know

That I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing

'Cause at the end of the night

It is her I'll be holding

I love you so, hey

That's what you'll say (that's what you'll say)

You'll tell me

Baby baby please don't go away (don't go away)

But when I play (when I play), I never stay (I never stay)

To every girl that I meet, yeah, this is what I say:

Run run run away, run away baby

Before I put my spell on you

You better get get get away get away darling

'Cause everything you heard is true

Your poor little heart will end up alone

'Cause Lord knows I'm a rolling stone

So you better run run run away run away baby

An: This is the first part of Sakura Esmeralda diary that she wrote, and she name it Mokoto. Naruto was telling Sakura to leave him alone. He did not want to hurt her, but he did not know she was human and half demon fox. Just like he has her daddy chakra. There will be a second part of her diary. There will be more along the way. There will also be Naruto diary's. The lyric's are by Bruno mar's. (Runaway Baby)I just added half of the song. Naruto is a three- years older than Sakura. Takeshi is Kurama in disguise he is Sakura and Shayla daddy. Each of them has an inner-self. Sakura and her twin sister Shayla were born and raised in the wilderness of the forest. A tragedy happen's to them so they moved to Konoha, and that when their story began's. That will not happen until chapter 7 or 8. Shayla will be pairing with Menma, he is Naruto twin brother. Temari will be pairing with Shikamaru.