I have never written lemons before I hope you like the story this far I'm enjoying writing it. And thanks to my beta hope. And let me know if there is anything you would like to see happen.
Later that night
Cpov
Wow this beautiful amazing creature that is Anastasia Steele wants to give me herself completely I don't even know what to think of that I thought I would have time for this I don't want her to feel rushed especially since I am ok with waiting for her to be ready so I say as much to her without her thinking that I don't want her I don't want her to feel that way at all.
"Christian are you ok
"Yes babe I'm fine why?
"You just looked lost in thought for a minute"
"Ana I care about you more than anything else in this world and I don't want you to feel like I'm rushing you into this because I'm ok with waiting"
"Christian I want you, This is my choice I want you to be my first my only but there are things I would like to talk to you about but not tonight.
"I just want to be with you is that a problem"?
''No baby no problem I just wanted to make sure you were really ok'
'I'm fine really I want this and I want it to be with you"
'Well if you put it like that how can I deny you"
Ana Pov
Well Christians in the shower, I take the time to get into my sexy lingerie Kate insisted I wear tonight god I love her don't know what I'd do without her.
I look up to see Christian staring at me so I bite my lip, And he growls I giggle at the sound it's so hot
"Do you like"?
"Like doesn't even begin to describe what I'm feeling right now Ana god Baby you look incredible"
He comes closer pulls my lip from in between my teeth and we start kissing but it's different it's like he's telling me all his feelings in one kiss its hot and sexual and god if my panties aren't soaked right now
"Mm baby you smell incredible I wonder how you taste"
"Mm I moan"
He swirls his Tongue, and starts Biting, Nipping, and Sucking,
He enters two fingers inside of me.
God this feels incredible I feel like my whole body is on fire and I'm just going to explode with the slightest touch.!
"Give it to me baby I can feel you cum for me"
With his words I explode like a damn volcano
"Mm baby you taste good"
Cpov
God she taste incredible now I need to be inside her
"You ready for me baby"?
"Yes"
she stammers out I chuckle at her she's so beautiful right now
"It's going to hurt baby but I will go gentle"
I line my dick at the entrance of her pussy and thrust right in
"Oh god you feel incredible" I tell her
"Yes Christian oh god yes"
"can I move Faster baby"?
"Yes I'm ok move faster"
I start pushing faster and deeper only to stop take it out and push back in
"OH god Christian I'm going to cum"
"Shit Baby give it to me I'm not going to last much longer you're so tight"
She explodes all around me and I thrust one more time before I'm violently spilling all I have inside her.
I pull out and roll on to the other side and pull her closer to me and kiss her forehead
"Thank you she says"
"For what"
"For being you"
"Ana I would do anything for you"
she just smiles her breath taking smile
"I love you so much Ana"
"I love you Christian more then anything."
she smiles and snuggles closer to my chest, I wrap her in my arms.
"Sleep baby you're tired"
and with that we cuddle up and fall into a blissful sleep.
Next day
AnaPov
I wake up and I'm so sore but in the best way possible. I look to the side of me and Christians sleeping peacefully with his nose in my hair and his arm draped over my waist, I just stare at him for A while, until the urge to pee makes me get up.
I walk over to his draws and pull out one of his white T-shirts which is huge on me and I put on a pair of his boxer shorts, Run to the bathroom and wash up,
I think I will make sleeping beauty some breakfast.
Christian pov
I turn to nuzzle Ana and I realize she's not in bed I look around the room and I don't see her.
I can smell something good coming from the kitchen, I put on my pajama bottoms and go see what's going on, and the site before me is incredible Ana is my white t shirt with my boxer shorts on and they swim on her. She's so tiny she's just dancing around the kitchen singing to her self god she is adorable.
I should make my presence known
"Hi baby what are you doing," I say as I hug her from behind
"Shit Christian you scared me she says laughing "
"Mm I can tell what are you doing "
"Cooking breakfast eggs, bacon, French toast, and sausages "
"Smells amazing and I'm starving"
"Good because it's time to eat"
We sit down to eat talking about nothing and everything it's a comfortable feeling. I love just being with her like this.
After breakfast we showered and now were watching some stupid movie. she seems to love so I agreed to watch it.
"Christian we need to talk"
"Ok that's never a good thing"
"it's Just, I love you so much and it scares me a little because I am only 18 and I'm going to college in a month and I don't Want to keep you here waiting for me,I love you and I don't want to hurt you like that only seeing each other sometimes and through video chats you have a company to run and I'm a double major will both be so busy I just hate to think that you are sitting here waiting for me to call or to come home cause sometimes I won't be able to I saw what Brian and Mia went through And I don't want that to happen to us I respect you and care to much about you".
She let that all out in one breath not going to lie it hurts I didn't think id get her and lose her so soon.
"Baby I completely understand where you're coming from I wouldn't want that for you either but I also don't want anyone else so if you want to put us on pause we will but just know I'm not going to give you up that easily I just got you".
Ana Pov
"Christian I don't want to lose you and I want us to have a good summer and I don't want anyone else either I just wanted you to know last night meant everything to me and you mean everything to me I just didn't want to only see you weekends and on video chats that's not fun or a relationship.
"Ana I love you and I will wait for you to finish college if I have to and we will be together your it for me and there will never be anyone else and I will see you when I can and I'll be here when you get out of college waiting with open arms."
"Christian that's what I don't want I don't want your life to be put on hold for me I want you to have fun and enjoy your life, You're only 21 years old you deserve to enjoy life! Your business is great. Don't let your personal life go do not settle for a College Student. who is just starting out, I am trying to be strong for you Christian, it kills me to think of you with another girl but if you find someone try and get to know her if it works out then it does, I will always be here for you even if I'm just your friend and we will always have that. You are a young, Entrepreneur, and I am just headed to my first year of college."
how can I seriously ask him to wait for me that's not a life.
I love him and part of loving someone is putting what they need above what you want,it is the most selfless thing I could ever do for him. I hope he finds someone and he doesn't become miserable,
I want to be with him but right now is not our time. I won't hold him back I can't be that selfish no matter how much it breaks my heart.
I just need to keep telling myself this is for the best it's for his happiness.
"Christian I love you so much I've always loved you and I will continue to love you this is for the best"
"I know and as much as it kills me I know your right. but we have the Summer together let's enjoy it with our friends and family and when it's time for you to leave will cross that bridge then."
"Christian can I ask you something."
"Anything Ana"
"Well I was just thinking about you and me and last night, And how I would really like to keep doing that and when I come home on the holidays and vacations as long as we are both unattached I'd like to keep doing it. and Christian I'm only ever going to be yours to but college is going to be a long road and a hard one at that"
"I want us to talk on the phone everyday if you want to talk to me I mean I don't want us to lose touch for the next few years I couldn't handle that"
"I agree baby and I think that can be arranged and I could never go a day without hearing your sweet voice or seeing your sweet face and I will be hear for you every step of the way."
Christian Pov
The topic of her going away is done for now if she thinks I will find someone else she is seriously under estimating me I could never love or feel for someone the way I do her she literally means everything to me she always has and I will never find a girl who could he even remotely hold my interest the way she does and I will make sure I have a body guard on her at all times when she is in school she won't know of course but he will make sure no guy gets near my girl I will make sure to contact Sawyer on Monday morning and make sure he applies for Wsu as a security guard so he has reasons to be near her she will probably freak on me when she finds out but she will understand I did it for her.
"What do you say to going out on the grace today with Brian Mia Kate and Elliot
"Aww id love that lets go"
I can't help but laugh at her she is soo cute
"Don't laugh at me grey"
"I'm sorry baby you're just too cute I can't resist "
"Ana how did everything go last night and today?
"Kate it was amazing he was incredible and I can't get enough of him we did it four times before we came out here to meet you guys god he's a sex god I can't get enough of him I love him".
"what about college Ana?
"I thought about that a lot we actually talked about it today I told him I didn't want him to wait for me well I finished my degree I wanted him to enjoy his friends and family and his youth and I want him to meet someone and if he falls In love great I will support him and I'll be his friend and if this summer is all I get of him then I'm going to enjoy it but I can't be selfish where he is concerned Kate he's an amazing guy and he deserves the best and I will sacrifice anything for him to have it.
"Wow you're a better person then I would ever be but I respect that your love is that one of a kind special shit everyone writes about "
"Ok well let`s just enjoy the summer and ill deal with the sad shit later I giggle"
"Deal so how did the bet go with Elliot?
"He washed my car took me shopping carried all my bags and he even gave me a full body massage.
"Wow did he complain"
"Surprisingly no he enjoyed it"
Cpov
"What's going on Chris you look a little stressed? "n Brian ask me
"Nah I'm good"
"Cut the bullshit with me I am your best friend what's going on you and Ana ok?"
"Yea Ana is perfect I love her but she doesn't want to stay with me while she goes to college and I understand why she saw the despair Mia went through when you went Away and you guys broke up she doesn't want that for us even though it worked out in the end, you and Mia almost ended up hating each other she refuses to let us get to that point she told me she doesn't want that for us."
"and I understand her reasoning but it kills me because I just got her and I'm already losing her I cant handle that but I cant tell her I don't want her to feel guilty she doesn't deserve that"
"what did you tell her?"
"I told her I would wait and that I understood"
"damn Chris I'm sorry man I know she loves you"
"yea and I love her to and I will make her see that I have the whole summer to convince her to not give up on us and I know exactly where to start"
"Christian what are you going to do?"
"You will see I'm just not going to let the love of my life walk away from me"
Operation keep Ana with me is a go
Authors note
what do you guys think Christians up to? did Ana really believe he was going to let her go that easy he loves her and when Christian loves someone letting them go is not going to happen so easily lol so anyone let me know what you think what's Christian up to give me idea's
