"Thank you all for you reviews, I appreciate them all more then you know and some of you gave me ideas that were in my head already"1st there will be no Leila and no Elena I'm not a big for the guest I really wish you would login and comment as someone I can see chapter 1 is completely un beta'd and it was just a rush to post it so I didn't care I leave it alone cause it was my story my first attempt and its real and I also let you know that I have fixed it and the other chapters. As for some words missing in the other chapters that was due to my betas changing my writing I didn't know they would do that so I didn't bother looking when I posted it but if you are like me when I read a story I fix it in my head and read it it's ok it is a lot of work to go back and edit it then repost it and it disappoints the readers who want to see a new chapter so what is done is done and I will pay more attention moving forward.

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CHARTER 5

Christian: I told Ana I was going to fight for her. I meant it I don't know how to show her that we belong together and we shouldn't separate because of college, she can still have her dream and be with me; if anything I can help her.

First step in my plan is my parent's ball is coming up tomorrow and I asked Ana, to go with me she said she'd love to.

"I have a whole day planned for Ana, Kate, and Mia, to get their hair done and be pampered with everything they could ever want, I bought her the most beautiful silver dress with a slit up the side with the match sky scraper heels she will look amazing. But it is Ana we are talking about she could wear a paper bag and be beautiful.

Ana: Tonight is Grace, and Carrick's Ball, I am excited to go I loved going as a kid when I would dance with my dad and brother. When I was around 13 that's when I realized I had a crush on Christian we were at the ball and I think his parents asked him to dance with me because brain was dancing with Mia. And Elliot was well Elliot there really is no other way to describe him but he is amazing and I love him like a brother.

"Ana where are you"?

Brian's voice pulls me from my thoughts

"In here Brian"

"What are you doing just sitting here?"

"Thinking about the ball and all the fun we had when we were younger I remember when me and Mia were 13 and you and Christian were 15 almost 16 and Grace made Christian dance with me I think I loved him even then is that weird I was 13 I didn't know love that young but with Christian its always been right natural."

Then what is with you and this bullshit leaving him when summer is over"
You act like I'm doing it maliciously it isn't like that I love him! I'm not going to make him wait for me what kind of person would that make me you think it was easy for me to tell him that shit, To tell him that he can have a girlfriend and be happy it wasn't it isn't it's the hardest fucking thing I have ever said and done! I did it for him so don't come here all high and mighty making me feel like shit cause guess what I already do I don't need your help with making me feel worse"

Before I realize it I'm a mess and I have tears streaming down my face.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have yelled at you like that its killing me to know in just a few weeks the love of my life is staying here and I'm leaving what if he falls for someone else and forgets all about me. He is amazing Brian he's smart, funny, sweet, He has a lot to offer a women. I can't compete with the women who throw themselves at him, why would he want a girl compared to a woman. You and Mia almost didn't survive you starting your business you were so closed off and pissed at her all the time cause of the amount of stress you were under all she did was cry and she was here in the same city as you. I don't want that for us, Christians focus has to be his business I have no doubt the amount of success he can achieve and how great he can be why should he stay with me?"

"Because Ana no matter what you think or how you feel you're not even taking his feelings into consideration god the guy waited 3 years for you he kept his feelings a secret so you wouldn't have to choose; now you're throwing it all away and for what because you're scared! Well its part of being in love you are going to be scared, hell love is scary your trusting another person with everything you are and hoping they won't crush you."

"Mia and I almost broke up but that's because I WAS AN ASSHOLE! I wanted her to find a guy who wouldn't be too busy for her and would give her the world. Mia being Mia was stubborn and frustrating as hell she wouldn't give up on me no matter how many times I hurt her she always fought, I loved her more for it because she believed in us when I gave up but the most important thing to remember is you and Christian are not me and Mia.. You never were and you never will be Mia and I love each other so much but you and Christian have a love that can withstand anything and anyone yes you will be busy he will be busy but if I know you both your love will survive college I promise you the guy is crushed he is plastering a smile on his face in front of you but inside he's dying he wants you and only you go talk to him."

"Ok I love him Brian I really do"

"I know baby girl I know go to him tell him your feelings let him in don't hold back".

"I'm going to stop running away from him and go to him I love him I am only going to be a few hours away we can make this work. I need to go to him I pull out my phone to text him see if he can come over or if I can go there either way I need to talk to him today.

"Hey are you home can I come over"

"I'm at work right now is everything okay

"Everything is fine I just need to see you"

"Come to my office ill have Taylor meet you downstairs ill see you soon

I pull up to his office 15 minutes later as to be expected Taylor is waiting for me breathe Ana I just need to breathe this will be ok he loves you...

"How are you today Ana?"

"Mr. Grey is waiting for you Ana

Christian: I was thinking about Ana when Andrea announced Ana arrivd

"Ana are you ok?

"No I'm fine I just needed to see"

"God this woman knows how to get to me it is going to kill me to let her leave in a few weeks

"Are you mad at me for coming?"

"No baby I love that you missed me and wanted to see me

She breathes a little easier

"Baby what is on your mind your body is so tense come here"/span/span/div

"She willingly comes to me that is a good sign she's not here to end it with me

"Christian do you think we can make it work well I am in school and you being here at GEH?

"of course I do I love you so much I don't want to let you go I will support you throughout college even when you are cramming for a big test and can't talk to me, I will be here waiting for you to tell me how it went"

"You mean that?" she looks at me with those beautiful blue eyes, and I can see the tears in them

"Of course I do"

"What about the women you're going to meet you won't feel you're missing out on them because you're tied down to me"

"Baby look at me nothing, and no one, can get me to ever feel that way about you being with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I don't want us to end because you're afraid."

"I love you Christian. I don't want us to end when summer is over. I want you to be with me and no one else. I'm sorry if I am being selfish but it kills me to think of you with other women I don't even know why I was stupid enough to suggest it."

"Baby you are not stupid or selfish I want you and only you. Do you understand I will be here with you every step of the way"…

"God your perfect I don't know why I thought I could let you go I love you Christian."

"I love you to baby I have a surprise for you tonight go to my house when you leave here and I will see you in a few hours I have one more meeting and I will be all yours ok?"

"Ok I will see you at home"

"I kiss her deeply and passionately on the lips

"mmm baby you better go before I take you in my office" she giggles and bites that lip.

"I would love that Mr. Grey but I will be waiting for you to get home and I will be naked and wet"

"That women is going to be the death of me but no better way to go I look at my clock my next meeting isn't for a half hour I call my Jeweler and see if the ring I have designed for Ana will be ready by tonight he assures me everything is all set I thank him and hang up I call Taylor in my office

"Taylor is everything all set at home?

"yes Sir Gail has everything in place and she and I will make ourselves scarce as soon as we arrive and you and Ana will have the place to yourselves for the night"

" Thank you Taylor. "

"No problem Sir. And congratulations on your future engagement thank you Taylor. I love Ana I won't give her up." Let's just hope she says yes

I'm home just soaking in the bath tub when I feel

Christian get in behind me. he wasn't do home for another couple hour's

"Baby what are you doing here?"

"I missed you and I wanted to ask you a question and it couldn't wait"

"Ok so ask me I love you, and you know you can ask me anything"

"I love you and your my life and my everything I wanna grow old and grey with you I want you to be my forever be my wife Ana?"

"I love you so much Christian I will marry you because your my forever but we are young so we will be engaged until I graduate college"

"Whenever you want baby, It is all up to you but now your mine I cant picture letting you go

"don't let me go I am not going anywhere at least not without you by my side? "

"Make love to me"

and so he did all night I'm deliciously sore I love that man are family is excited for us they love us and they know were meant to be were young but we are not rushing it we will have a long engagement and I just love the fact that Christian Grey is mine to keep forever I love that man.

"Mia and Kate are on their way over since Christian is working I didn't wanna be alone so I invited them over since we got engaged I haven't seen my friends in a couple weeks I have been to preoccupied in my own little bubble I wasn't ready to let anyone in yet. I missed my girls so I called them over for lunch and to hang out well Christian works late tonight.

"Ana"

"In the kitchen"

"Hey guys why do you guys looks so miserable"

"Question is why don't you?"

"What are you talking about?"

Ana it is the first of the month"

"Ok I giggle and that means what to me?"

"Aunt flow has paid a visit this week today is the first day we all have the same cycle schedule"

"I guess mine changed cause I don't have aunt flow"

"What they say in unison"

"Why are you guys looking at me like that?"

"Ana you said you have been tired lately right?

"And your boobs are hurting and your nauseous"

"It finally dawns on me oh shit; no it cant be that's not possible I'm on the pill I am trying to think of the last time I had my monthly visitor it wasn't last month buy the month before shit!

"Guys I think I'm pregnant; oh god how could I let this happen?" I'm so stupid my Parents my Brother Christian there all going to kill me I'm dead I am so dead...

"Well don't panic lets go buy a few test to see"

"Yes good idea"

20 minutes later

"I am sitting here with 10 test sitting on the counter they are all just staring at me calling me a fool I'm pregnant I don't know whether to laugh or cry at the craziness of the situation god I'm an idiot I have to tell Christian how do I tell him what do I say? hey abbe by the way your going to be a father I'm sorry I ruined your life no, no, no, this is not happening I am pulled from my thoughts by a knock on the door

"Ana what does the test say?"

"I'm pregnant Kate what am I going to do"?

"you are going to women up and tell your man and you two will figure this out together I promise baby girl it will be fine I love you ill see you tomorrow call me if you need anything"

"thanks Kate I love you to

"Ana baby are you home"?

"in the bathroom Christian"

"What are you doing in here"

"Christian I'm we ummm were pregnant"

Christian:

"are you sure"?

"6 test told me yes but we should make an appointment to find out for sure?

"Ana I love you it will be ok we will make it wor

"so a baby huh"

"Looks like it" I chuckle

"you're not mad at me"?

"No baby why would I be mad at you I love you and I love our baby are little invader.."

"god your amazing what would I do without you?"

"you never have to find out"/div

"what about school"?

"Ana you listen to me and you listen good you are going to school in a couple weeks and I will be here with you every step of the way the baby wasn't planned and he or she won't change the plan now I will hire a nanny well you are in school I will travel up there everyday I might even take some time off and leave it to Roes when you get further along, and I'll just work from home I'm buying an apartment up by wsu for you me and Kate

"I love you so much Christian"

"I love you too baby"

next day

Ana I are waiting to be seen by Dr. Greene I feel like its taking forever but I cant help but get excited.

"Ms. Steele"

"come on Christian that's us"

"Hi Ana nice to meet you"

"I am Dr. Greene lets take a look and see how far along you are."

"Do you know when your last period was.?

"It was the month before last."

"Ok lets have a look"

"do you hear that"?

"yes we both answer"

"that is your babies heartbeat,

"everything seems good lets get some blood work and testing done.

And we can set you up for another appointment,

"but your baby looks nice and healthy and you look to be about 7 weeks along I will print you out some photos and schedule for another appointment next month

"Ana that's our baby. Our beautiful baby I love you so much Anastasia. "

"Thank you Ana for this miracle I know were young but we can make it work"

"I Love you Christian Grey and Baby Grey"