Christian

Ana agreed to marry me before the baby came; I have been busy trying to find the perfect day and making everything perfect for my girl; I was thinking October 12th because that was the first time I ever met her and she smiled at me and I was gone I have loved her since then I was 10 at the time. She was just so beautiful. At the time I would have no idea that we would be together when she moved with her mom and left her dad and brother I was devastated I thought I would never see my girl again she is everything to me and I can't imagine life without her smile when I am having bad day and I just look at her and my whole world just fits I can't wait to meet our baby I know I am going to love that little peanut with everything I have because I already love his mother so much and soon she will be a grey a grey I still can't get over that she is mine we are young but were perfect for each other a love that stands the test of time. Ana

"Christian where are you?"

"In here baby"

"What are you doing in here?"

"Going over details for the wedding

I was thinking October 12th a nice fall wedding what do u think?"

"Christian I love it; and it's only a couple months away but still far enough away from my due date so I won't be showing"

"Ana do not tell me you are worried about this shit"?

"what of course I am I am 19 years old and I am having a fucking baby and getting married and you expect me to just accept that for the rest of my life people are going to look down on me and you get to be the hero marrying his baby mama what a gentleman when the big bad Mr. grey gets to have his way with everything and everyone how do u expect me to react so yes Christian I fucking care and I am sorry if you can't see this shit"

"What is wrong why do you think so negatively I am not marrying you because your fucking pregnant Ana I am marrying you because I want to and I love you and I want to spend my life with you that is why I am marrying you. You having this baby is just an added bonus and I don't care what people think of us I know the truth"

"Whatever Christian you have the solution for everything don't you well I don't care I am going to Brian's I will call you later if I feel like talking to you"

Ana

I can't understand why he doesn't seem to get it I am 19 and I am getting married and I am having a baby and I am just starting college, and not only that he is a fucking billionaire with a billion dollar empire expensive toys, and cars. I just turned 19 for goodness sake and he is mad at me for being worried about showing on my wedding day why not be another cliché teenage mother teenage wife baby daddy marries out of pity and I'm going to be considered some gold digger ugh it is so frustrating and then try talking to said baby dad he doesn't want to hear it god he pisses me off…

CHRISTIAN

I cannot believe she got so mad I don't know why she cares so much about what other people think it really is not a big deal we and our family knows the truth who cares what the world thinks. I love her and she loves me I don't understand why we can't just be happy without all this added stress I should call her at least text her.

"I'm sorry I love you come back over we can talk about it" C

"I am kind of tired I will call you later" A

"Why are you making this worse than it is I don't get it we love each other the outside world does not matter?"

"Until you understand why I care maybe we shouldn't get married"

"this is ridiculous but I am not going to play these games with you if you don't want to get married then that is your choice I am not playing games Anastasia you are wither all in or not at all" C

"Are you breaking up with me?" A

"No Ana I'm not but I am not playing games with you either your either in or you're not stop with the bullshit" C

"I'm sorry I love you so much I just don't want people thinking bad about me" A

"Baby come home I will send Taylor to get you or you can drive your choice but I promise you I won't let anyone say anything bad about you" C

"Ok have Taylor come" A

"He is on his way I will see you soon' C

I love that girl so much but she is going to drive me crazy with her mood swings I chuckle at my own little joke

"Christian"

"In here Ana"

"I am so sorry I left I love you don't leave me I don't know why it bothered me so much"

"it's okay baby I'm here I am not going anywhere"

After we moved past that argument we were able to come to an agreement we will get married on my parents estate in a private ceremony Halloween night because she says it's just the perfect timing she kills me with her smart mouth and her quirky attitude I love that women with everything I am and I can't wait to meet out baby he/she is going to be stunning for the simple fact that Ana is he/she as their mom I love her so much but I need to get her to relax and get over insecurities because if she doesn't we won't last and I don't want to ever lose her but as of right now I have 2 weeks left with my girl before I won't see her for a few weeks.

Ana

Me and Christian made up and then made love and then I fell asleep I love Christian more than life itself and my insecurities on top of my hormones are no fucking joke I need to really get this shit under control so I am meeting with a therapist when I get to school just to get my mind right for when my little peanut gets here I want to get my mind right for both Christian and I along with our son/daughter

"Anastasia I love you with every fiber of my being and you are my wife and the mother of my child and I will never let you go"

"I love you to Christian more than anything and everyone"

I skipped last week because I got so busy covering peoples shifts at work they really know how to screw people I am losing my motive to write but i will finish this story if it is the last thing I do. Give me ideas guys what should they do I know I will start time jumping I want the wedding and the baby here and Kate and Ana graduating from college… and then their real lives can begin…