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Chapter 11

The next morning Allie woke up to an empty bed she was a bit disappointed but knew Bea was doing boomers hair this morning she would be back later she decided to get up and start her day she wanted to go on a run she quickly changed her clothes grabbed head phones and her new phone she headed outside it was a nice day not to cold not to hot it was perfect Allie put some music on and started running she began to think of bea and how her life has changed she had a job she was off the drugs she had great friends and she had bea in her life again she liked bea a lot she was falling hard for the older woman she would love to be more than friends with her but she knew that wouldn't happen so Allie was fine with just friends her life was going great for once she was truly happy she was pulled out of her thoughts when someone grabbed her arm roughly causing her to stop running the person pulled her out of sight from people

"Where the hell have you been I've been looking for you I have some business you need to take care of" Jake said shoving Allie against a wall his hand against her throat choking her slightly

"Let go of me Jake I told you i don't do that anymore" she said struggling to get away Jake

"You will do it for a little fix won't your just a junkie" he pushed himself into Allie letting her feel how hard he was

"Get off me now" Allie trying to shove him but he was stronger than he dragged her into an alley where no one could see

"Why would I do that I know you miss me fucking you" he reached and cupped her center

"Stop please I don't do that anymore just let me go" Jake smirked he then stuck something into her pocket

"I'll let you go only because I have to go to work soon but I better see you tomorrow or else" he let go and walked away

Allie wanted to cry she felt tears build up in her eyes that job was easier when she was on drugs now that she was sober and more aware of what was happening she was scared he scared her she knows what he is capable of doing she really did hate him there was no way she would come meet him tomorrow she won't go back to that job ever again she felt inside her pocket she felt the familiar bag of coke a sudden urge overcame her maybe just one line she thought she pulled it out and opened it she looked at the white substance what the hell are you doing Novak don't be so weak Allie thought to herself she quickly put the drugs in her pocket and made her way to the apartment she made her way to the bathroom to shower trying to forget about what happened today she went to her room to get dressed she grabbed the drugs she was going to flush them when she heard a knock on the door so she set it on the dresser she would throw it out later

"Hey Allie I came to see you how you are doing" Maxine said as allie opened the door

"I'm doing good" Allie lied

"I know I see you at work but we don't really get to talk"

" yeah we don't do we are you hungry"

"Yeah a little I haven't eaten"

They made their way to the kitchen Allie made them sandwiches for lunch

"Here you go" Allie said sitting down handing her the plate

"How do you like staying here" Maxine asked

"I love it I just feel like I'm in Beas space sometimes like crowding her apartment"

"I really think she likes you being here she would have kicked you out if she didn't want you here or took you to the shelter and she didn't she had you stay here"

Allie thought about what Maxine said she was right Bea would of took her somewhere else is she wanted to

"I'm saving for a place of my own so I've been here longer enough I do want to give bea her space back"

"That's good Allie if you need help finding one just let me know I'll help you"

"Thank you"

"You know Allie bea seems really happy since you both started being friends I haven't seen her like this in a while"

"You know Bea well you must have known her awhile"

"Oh yeah I've known her for years she is like a sister to me"

Allie thought maybe she could ask Maxine about Bea

"Can I ask you something about Bea Maxine"

"Of course"

"Well you know her well I was wondering if you could tell me who Debbie is"

"She hasn't told you about her" Maxine asked

"No she hasn't and I haven't asked her I was wondering if you could tell me who she is it seems like a sore subject with bea"

"I don't know you really should ask Bea"

"Please Maxine" Allie asked

"It is a hard topic for bea Debbie was Her daughter that is all I can say anything else has to come from Bea it is not my business to tell try asking her"

"Is that who is in the pictures on the wall"

"Yes that's her"

"She's gorgeous like her mum" Allie said

Maxine could see Allie liked bea she knew the blonde was worried

"Talk to Bea about it" Allie nodded

"I should get going now call if you need anything"

"Thank you Maxine bye" Allie said

"Bye Allie" Maxine said leaving

Allie locked up the door she then walked over to where bea keeps all her books she picked one up and walked to her room and started reading it a little while later there was a knock on her door

"Come in" Allie said

"Hey sorry I took so long are you ready for me to do your hair"

"Yeah sure" Allie set down her book

"What are you reading" bea said walking in the room

"The notebook"

"It's a good book" bea did like that book so did Debbie it was one of their favorites

"I like it so far" Allie said getting up

Bea glanced around the room her eyes stopping on the little bag on the dresser she instantly felt anger rise through her

"What the hell is that Allie" bea said walking to the dresser grabbing the bag

"No Bea I can explain I meant to throw that out Maxine stopped by right when I was going to flush it and then I just forgot" Allie said scared bea wouldn't believe her

"Where did you get it from" Allie told bea what happened with Jake that morning

"Bea I almost did do it I wanted to take the pain away after everything that happened this morning I just remembered what he has done to me I wanted to forget I didn't do any but I 'm sorry bea I was weak" a tear fell down allies cheek bea hugged Allie then pulled back slightly she cupped the blondes face in her hand

"No you aren't weak you are strong Allie one of the strongest people I know I'm glad you told me I'm sorry I got mad"

"it's fine you had every right to be mad I'm glad you believe me" Beas eyes locked on allies' blue ones they held so much emotion in them bea loved the way Allie looked at her with so much love she felt her stomach flip she had an urge to kiss the blonde she glanced down at the blondes lips she leaned in and kissed the corner of the blonde's mouth pulling away quickly she turned red as she realized what she did

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that"

"Don't be sorry I didn't mind it" she really didn't mind it was amazing to feel Beas lips on her she loved it she wishes they were on hers lips though

"Ok let's do your hair shall we we'll let's get rid on this first" bea said holding the bag up so Allie could take it

They walked in the bathroom bea turned the sink on Allie then dump the contents of the bag down the drain then threw the bag in the trash its funny a month ago she would never have dumped drugs down the drain like that she would have done them bea was her rock bea is the reason she wants to do better is it possible to love bea smith already Allie thought

"Let's do your hair now how's a cut and let's lighten it up"

"Ok sounds good"

a little while later bea had to rinse allies hair

"Ok lean you head in the tub so I can rinse your hair out" allie did as she was told bea grabbed the shower head and brought it down she started washing allies hair memories of the shower she had to help Allie with flashes in her head Allie naked body is burned in her mind she felt herself become flustered

"Mm bea that feels great" Allie moaned at the massage Bea was giving her head bea felt a rush of heat go straight to her center at allies moan it didn't help that she happened to be thinking about a naked Allie bea quickly pushed all thought away and finished washing her hair

"You ok bea you look flustered" Allie said

"Um no I'm good" bea said quickly

Bea finished allies hair

"Ok do you like it" bea asked

"I love it I look hot"

"Yeah you do" bea slipped and said

"Why thank you bea your pretty hot yourself" Allie winked at bea

"Thank you"

Later that night they were watching some tv on the couch

"Allie are you sure you are ok with everything that guy did" bea asked still concerned about the blonde

"I'll be fine bea don't worry about me really I'm ok"

"I'll always worry about you Allie cat" bea said it was the truth bea will always worry about her she really liked the blonde she didn't want anything to happen to her she felt a strong connection with the younger girl

Allie looked at bea she will admit it was nice to have someone care about her she has only had a few people that truly cared for her and bea is one of them

"I really will be ok honestly" and that was the truth she would be fine

"Ok"

Allie was always amazed by bea this woman had problems of her own but she would set everything aside for Allie bea was simply amazing