Christian:it's been about a week since my son has been born and I made Ana my wife. I love my family. Ana finished her semester online her professors are so proud of her for being a new mom and basically being very pregnant she stuck with her work and finished all her work and as at the top of her class they all love her who wouldn't Ana is one of those people who can light up a room with just a smile. And teddy my baby boy is just as beautiful as his mom he has her bright blue eyes but other than that he looks like me I am a very proud father. And when my wife graduates college I will give her the wedding of her dreams. Even though she tells me I am her dream. I am awakened from my thoughts by my baby boy crying through the monitor.
Christian: I got him go back to sleep
Ana: its ok it has to be me he won't take a bottle yet he is too small
Christian: hmmm lucky teddy, go feed my son and then bring him in to me
Ana: yes sir
Christian: Ana I love you, you know that right
Ana: I do baby I love you too
Ana: Hi Teddy Bear what's with all the fussing are you hungry.
My son is such a daddy's little man he only ever want's me when he is hungry I feel used by my week old son. I love you teddy you and your daddy are everything to me I can't believe I was afraid of you when I found out you were coming, I was so afraid, I wouldn't know how to take care of you, and you would hate me, and id fail as a parent. All I want is to do the best I can and give you the world we already know your daddy can but I want to be able to do it to. I love you Theodore Raymond Grey with everything I am and have to give you.
Christian:I am just listening to Ana talk to teddy through the monitors I never knew she was afraid of becoming a mom I can't believe I spent 5 months away from her and she had to feel all these emotions with no one around to talk to well she had Kate thankfully that women deserves a medal for everything she did for me and Ana when we were apart and I know she loves teddy as much as Ana and I do. Teddy is getting fussy I better go see if I can calm him down when I get to the door, Ana is sitting in the rocking chair trying to calm him and when it doesn't work she starts to sing this lullaby and he loves it
Ana: "Midnight moonlights shining through the curtain lace
Paints a perfect picture on your perfect face
One sweet angel sleeping in my arms
You are the promise, I knew God would keep
You are the gift that makes my world complete
And you'll never know how much I love you
But I'll keep on telling you my whole life through
Now I believe in miracles, and you're the reason why
So dream on while I sing you my angel's lullaby"
"Sleep perfect little boy I will be here when you wake up mommy loves you so much teddy..
"Christian how long have you been standing there" "
Long enough to see the most perfect sight you singing to our son that was a beautiful lullaby where did you learn it?"
"You remember my Grandma Rose"?
"she taught it to me when my mom and dad split up it was hard on me more than I ever realized I thought I did something wrong but to make me feel better grandma Rose would sing that to me whenever I was feeling down shed sing it to me. And now that she is no longer here I get to sing it to Teddy and it worked and he fell right to sleep."
Christian: "I love you so much Ana"
"I love you too Christian I know we have been through A lot this past year but we made it through and we have a beautiful baby boy out of the deal"
"Yes we do I couldn't have asked for a better mother for teddy you're amazing with him and he adores you even if you didn't have those luscious milk bags."
"Christian do not say that" she is giggling. "I love to make you happy, Ana so tonight we are having a wedding reception"
"We are that is so exciting why didn't you tell me?"
"It was a surprise now go get ready it will be at my parent's ballroom and teddy will be there too."
"Ok I love you this is so exciting I need to call Kate."
I am so excited for tonight I have an amazing surprise for Ana I am going to sing to her as I play the piano and show her how much I love her and how much her and teddy mean to me listening to Ana sing if she didn't want to be a lawyer id tell her to try to go professional I might have her record some of her lullaby for when she is not home and teddy gets fussy"
Now to figure out how I am going to pull this off Ana has bounced back pretty quickly with her pre baby weight which she is proud of but considering she is only a week postpartum some of her old clothes don't fit her cause her body is more curvier than before not that I'm complaining I love her new body and she is happy and confident I want to send her to Caroline Acton for a few hours and spoil her and Kate.. but she doesn't want to leave teddy with me because right now teddy won't take a bottle he refuses it and he might get hungry well she is gone but she is going to pump and try we bought these damn bottles that have boob like nipples on them I hope these fuckers work. I want to feed my son. I have Brian and Elliot coming over they say to catch up but I know they only want to see my Teddy. I can't fault them my son is adorable and he should be a baby model I maybe bias but my baby is adorable..
"Christian, are you ok baby?"
"Yeah sorry was lost in thought."
"Ok are you boy's going to be ok I will only be gone two hour's Teddy will need a feeding and a change put the blue outfit Kate bought him on I picked that because it will match what we are wearing and besides it will make Kate happy"
"Yes dear Ana baby Teddy will be fine I promise if we can't handle it I will call my mom"
"Well Sawyer is driving us so Taylor will be here I trust Taylor."
"I am hurt you trust Taylor more than me" I feign hurt but I don't blame her I will be using Taylor to my benefit if teddy gets fussy. "Ana we will be fine Kate is waiting for you go shopping and don't worry about us men we will be fine"
"Taylor" "Ana is this necessary?"
"Yes Ana" Taylor will you please "Keep an eye on my son I don't trust the boy's Taylor is really trying to hide his laugh "Yes Ana I will keep an eye on teddy for you incase these knuckle heads do something wrong but they can't really screw it up"
"Thank you Taylor"
Ana: "I love you Christian behave and give teddy kisses for me"
"We love you too Ana go have fun"
"Kate
"Hi babe how is my godson doing"
"He is fine he needs to see you soon you haven't seen him since we brought him home"
"I wanted to give you and Christian a chance to be alone and adapt a routine"
"he is doing amazing though he was fussy this morning but I sang him grandma roses lullaby and he was knocked I am actually afraid for my son right now I left him with Christian Eliot and Brian my poor kid haha"
"Ana I am sure he is fine"
"I know because I asked Taylor to watch them haha"
"You are awful my dear best friend now let's go find our dresses"
Christian: "hi teddy your uncles are here to see you" he is just smiling I love my little man I go to get his outfit Ana picked out and get him the bottle she left for him.
"Brian how is Mia treating you?"
"You do not want to know she is on baby high all she talks about is teddy and how cute he is and how she can't wait for us to have kid's. "I was like Mia calm down we are not having kids anytime soon she was like but why I want at least 6"
"Well that is women for you they all want what someone else has"
"True give me my nephew"?
"What's wrong Elliot?"
"It's Kate she doesn't talk about Kids or anything like that she has been quiet lately about the things I thought she would want to talk about"
"Kate was there for Ana through her entire pregnancy and she was even there when she gave birth Kate and Ana have a bond that I can't even come through so of course she isn't going to go nuts and all gaga over the baby she is teddy's godmother she loves him but Kate and Ana are 19year's old she doesn't want a baby right now hell neither did Ana. We love teddy now but if we could have waited I am pretty sure she would have"
"Makes since I just feel since this whole wedding baby delivery drama went on she doesn't want to be with me anymore"
"Has she actually said those words to you or you just feeling insecure Elliot"
"Shut up asshole I am not feeling insecure I just need Kate to know I love her and I want us to grow"
"Well million dollar question have you told her that"
"No I haven't even told her I loved her I tell her I like her a lot"
"Well tonight after I perform for Ana. I will perform a song of your choosing for Kate but you will sing the words to her in her ear well you dance with her"
Later that night at the Party
Ana: "this place looks amazing Christian I love you so much I love you to baby and I am glad you like it"
"I have a surprise for you but I need you to sit right here and give teddy to my mom or Mia"
"Okay what is it should I be nervous?"
"Baby I love you calm down"
"Grace will you take teddy for me he just ate so he should stay sleeping but apparently I am supposed to sit here and wait for Christian's surprise"
"Of course darling the rest of are headed out we know what is going to happen and I want you to know how proud we are of you all 4 of us even though we didn't birth you we love you like our daughter and we are blessed that Carla and ray decided to share you with us from such a young age and now you have giving us a grandson so we decided to keep teddy for the night and you and Christian get a night to yourself"
"I didn't pump enough milk what if he needs me I don't know how to be away from him?"
"Darling girl relax we have enough milk from you Christian brought it from home and thankfully little Mr. Teddy here like's those bottles you bought him"
'Grace I love you and Carrick just as much as I love my mom and dad and I am blessed to have you as my in laws and my son's Grandparents"
"I will pick him up in the morning and take him to see my dad for a few hours"
"Sounds perfect dear I will see you then enjoy the rest of your party"
I kiss teddy bye and tell him I will see him tomorrow but after my talk with Kate today I need her by myside she has been feeling like Elliot doesn't want her anymore and I Can't have my best friend thinking negative about herself. So I set out to find her..
"Kate hey come sit with me"
"Do you know what Christian is planning him and Elliot are up to something and I don't know what it is"
"I have no idea Christian just told me to sit in the front and give teddy to his mom which is what I did they all left so now it's just all of us. You know Kate Elliot really cares about you I think he just has a random way of showing it cause he is such a big kid but don't worry I think you two will figure it all out "
"Thanks Ana where would I be without you"
"You will never have to know Christian has to work tomorrow and I am taking Teddy to see my dad want to come with us?"
"Sure I miss Ray I would love to see him"
I am pulled out of my conversation by Christian speaking on the microphone.
Christian: "To the love of my life my wife there isn't a day that goes by I don't count my blessings for you and not just as themother of my son but because of who you are you are perfect in every way and I couldn't ask for a better wife and partner in my life so baby this is for you"
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach"
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I am in legit tears right now how can one man be so completely perfect he is built like a god he has the kindest soul and heart he is an exceptional lover and he can sing and he is smart and he is all mine.
"I love you Anastasia Grey and I couldn't imagine my life without you.."
"I love you too"
"Well I am not done yet ladies and gentlemen please welcome my brother Elliot he has a surprise for his lady love tonight. Kate I think you are in for a treat"
"Kate I have been a horrible boyfriend to you and yet you stood by me and I love you so much and I am sorry I haven't been able to tell you that before now I am no Christian but he helped me out a little so don't hate me to much for butchering this song I love you baby"
"You ready ell?"
"As I will ever be"
I was never alive
'Til the day I was blessed with you
When I hold you late at night
I know what I was put here to do
I turn off the world and listen to you sigh
And I will sing my Angel's Lullaby
Know I'm forever near
The one you can always call
Right all you know to fear
Are the shadows on your wall
I'm here close enough
To kiss the tears you cry
And I will sing my Angel's Lullaby
So tell me how to stop the years from racing
Is there a secret someone knows?
I'll never catch all the memories I'm chasing
I'll never be ready to let go
And when the world seems cold
And you feel that all of your strength is gone
There may be one tiny voice
Your reason to carry on
And when I'm not close enough
To kiss the tears you cry.
"I love you Elliot Grey" that was beyond perfect you are beyond perfect"
"go get your girl Ell"
