Ana: I have been home for a few day's now thank god Ali is healthy but doctor said she outstretched my body it's rear but it was safer for her to be out then in so we made the decision to induce which surprisingly her labor was faster than her brother's but a lot more painful I decided I'm happy with my two and I don't want anymore children Christian agreed I guess seeing me like that really put did a number on him.
"Mama she so pwetty I luv her I take good care of her"
"I know baby you are a wonderful big brother her and avah are luck they have you"
"how you feeling babe?"
"Much better I couldn't keep her in anymore she was literally killing me so me and Christian decided are two happy beautiful healthy children will be all we have so we're content"
"Glad to hear it so how's Teddy taking to be a big brother"
"it's cute he loves her so much already between her brother and father she's never going to date these poor girl's"
"That's what El said about avah she's not aloud to date ever he'd actually prefer if she was a leaving I Almost choked on my coffee when said that. I tell you Ana I don't know what to do with that man"
"I have the more overbearing one sometimes I just wish he'd slow down and relax we always have so much security he doesn't realize that the kid's need him not protection. this house is enough for the kids to play outside and in they have more than any kid should but they don't have him I don't have him I miss him Kate he's always gone since Ali has been born which is about a month he's never here he calls to check on the kids and that's it. I don't think he loves me anymore"
"Oh Ana don't cry it's okay I'm here.. your your a wonderful mother and wonderful wife don't let this get to you it is going to be okay I promise"
"How can you promise that your not Christian you don't know what he feels or what he thinks. What if he is seeing someone else that's why he always goes away on business trips?"
"I don't think that's possible here give me Ali I will go lay her down for her nap and I'll put Teddy down to"
"okay thank you Kate"
Kate:: "ring ring"
"Hey Babe, where you at where's avah?"
"I just put her down for a nap with Ali and Teddy"
"but we have a problem and I'm going to rip your brother a new asshole if he doesn't stop hurting my friend what is wrong with him she just went through a traumatic labor and delivery and what does he do he Flies off to his next business deal seriously who does that to the women they supposedly love"
"Okay Katie breathe i understand how is Ana?"
"Hurt she won't stop crying and she keeps saying he doesn't love her anymore and to top it all off I think she has postpartum depression bet Christian doesn't even know that"
I love you Kate I'm going to call Christian stay at Ana tonight I'll come stay there to since Christian is out of town just text me what you and avah need and I'll bring It over"
"OK I love you to El"
Elliott: Fuck what is wrong with him how could he leave Ana when she just had a baby I mean I know his business is Important so isn't his family I'm going to kill him teddy is 3 and Ali is not even even a month old and he just leaves his family..
"Ring ring"
"Grey"
"Christian it's El where are you and what are you doing what's going on with you?"
"I'm in Portland on a business trip why?"
"How about your wife and children do they not matter to you Ana has been crying to my wife all night about how you don't love her anymore and how you just over load them with security but you are never there for them what's the deal Christian are you not Into being A family man anymore after everything you've gone through with her you're just going to throw her away like she is nothing?"
"For fucksake Elliot I never said that I love Ana and our kid's I just can't help it since Ali has been born Ana is always crying I want to make her better I hate seeing her like that I don't know why know why she's sad or what to do to make it better but lord help me I'm trying I'd figured she'd be better without me around maybe she'd smile if I left I'm I'm the reason she was ever in pain so I figured if I left she'd be OK again"
"You are an idiot she Loves you and her children but you treating her like this isn't helping Ana has postpartum depression or baby blues as it's called she needs medicine and treatment to get better she needs you to help her not make it worse you obtuse moron"
"Geez how was I supposed to know she wasn't like this with Teddy. Yeah teddy didn't try to rip her insides out either he was a lot smaller and he was easier for her to carry Ali hurt her bad and because of that she got postpartum"
"Okay I'll be home as soon as I can stay with her call mom tell her Ana needs someone and I'll call Flynn"
Christian How could I be so stupid I love my wife and our family I thought I was hurting her so I wanted to help her through it by staying away call an old colleague of my mind
Ring ring
"John speaking"
"John how are you doing old friend nits Christian"
"haha old friend Christian what's going on haven't heard from you since you helped me start my practice"
"It's my wife it's Ana I heard you just had a baby girl congratulations thanks John I appreciate that but that's why in calling Ana has postpartum And I don't know how to help her can you is that the kind kind of doctor you are?"
"of course I'll help her I'll meet you at your home tomorrow around 10 am will you be around she's going to need you"
"of course I'll be there thanks john"
"anytime Christian Anastasia is a beautiful woman I would hate to see her in pain"
As soon As this meeting is over I call Taylor tell him to take me home I'm only a few hours away hopefully the kids are sleeping so I can talk to Ana"
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few hours later
I get home elliot Avah and Kate are sleeping in the guest room Teddy is sleeping but when I go into into the nursery I see a sight to behold Ana is nursing are daughter and she's never looked more beautiful she just keeps staring at her and humming but she looks so tired and sad I have been a terrible Husband.
"Ana" she looks up at me then back at at the baby
"Baby I'm sorry I didn't know what to do I love you Anastasia Rose Grey and you and our children are the best thing that ever happened to me I i love you all"
"You still love me?" it's barely barely a whisper how could she think anything else
"of course I do I married you I will love you forever you're my everything"
I take Ali from her change her than place her in her crib and she's put like a light god she's already so big I kiss her head and leave the room
"Baby listen to me I love you so much I'm sorry I have been working so much much promise I won't do that anymore I'll be here by your side through it all you're my world it begins and ends with you without you I'm nothing"
Ana "i love you so much I thought you stopped loving me and you didn't want us anymore"
"That will never happen I promise that"
"Christian something is wrong with me I don't feel like myself and I'm so over emotional I was not like this with Teddy this is all new to me"
"We believe you have postpartum and it's treatable John will be here to help you in the morning and I'll. El by your side through it all"
"As long as we are together we can get through anything I love you Christian"
"I love you more Ana"
The end.
One more chapter will be the epilogue up get you all caught up I started a new story it's called best friend's and I will have a beta and will have. Chapter's written in advanced for that one so you won't have to wait so long and it will be easier to write because it's based on things I have actually went through or my friend's so it will be funny sad all kinds of a emotions but you will enjoy it I hope I i see you all on that one.. and I apologize now if some some of some of my words repeat my phone is old and I have written the last few chapters threw my my phone and I can't catch all the mistakes I need a new phone lol
Thank you all :*
