A random song fic I decided to write for ShinRan. Song: Answer sung by Luka
I know it has nothing to do with the series I'm writing right now but I just felt like throwing it in XD. This story is just a separate one on its own. :)
I love this song, its so calming, yet the lyrics are so sad... :(
Disclaimer: I do not own Detective Conan or its characters nor do I own the song, Answer, or its lyrics
"Ran, I'm sorry... It broke my heart as well, lying to you. You know how much you mean to me." Shinichi's voice was hoarse from explaining.
Ran, her sight blurred in tears, said, "I-I just don't know. I was there, all alone for a year. A year! All those times you saw me crying, why did you not just tell me the truth. Why? Why did you have to make everything complicated? Why did you have to lie to me? Nande, Shinichi? Nande?"
She started walking away but Shinichi's hand stopped her. He held onto her arm, before pinning her to the nearest wall. "Ran, if only you would understand... I did it all for you... To protect you... Damn it! Don't you understand?"
Ran's voice was cold, "No, I guess I don't."
She pushed him off. "Sayonara Shinichi."
The detective watched as her silhouette gradually disappeared.
After that many years has passed and the scene has dimmed
Time is cruel, then kind
The town I lived in with you and the future we promised
Everything fades under the sunlight
Ran sighed as she finally finished sorting out all her files. Being a lawyer sure kept her up late at night. Just the night before, she had stayed up until 3:00AM in the morning trying to find any clues related to her latest case. She plopped onto the couch before turning on the TV.
"And once again, Kudo Shinichi, has brilliantly solved his latest case of murder. We are lucky enough to have him here today. My, my Kudo-kun, it looks like you better get a girlfriend soon or else your fan girls will soon be lining at your door. Tell me, has there ever been a special someone?"
Ran shut the television. She wasn't prepared to hear his answer. She and he had both moved on. She now buried herself in work night and day, and now as successful as her mother. He was famous and bored. It was commonly heard that he had a new girlfriend every week as he was trying to get over his heartbreak.
They both now had their separate ways.
That's strange even so an important place deep in my chest aches
And your voice that call my name is as vivid as always
The thorns that should have disappeared are always piercing me, so I don't forget
These feelings are a new chain, we will carry them forever
The two adult often passed each other on the sidewalks of the streets, every time remembering the memories of when they were both happily in love with each other. No worries, no troubles.
I don't regret anything, I just suddenly think
Of a world when everything went well
Ran had also gone on many dates, trying to mend her heart with countless men she met on the street. It didn't help though. The wound still engraved on her, she knew, would never heal.
After a different meeting, I want to have a different love
One that would work out well
Like a calm after a storm
My broken heart will be healed
She went to sleep that night early, many things on her mind. Most of her thoughts wandered onto him. A silent tear drifted of her face and dropped delicately onto her pillow.
It's sad without a means we are seperated like this
But as long as these feelings are smoldered, we'll always, always, just be friends
Omona, I was listening to that song while writing this fanfic. Luka's voice calms you down while the lyrics of this song break your heart. TT TT
So what did you think of my first song fanfic? Like it? Didn't like it? Review! Review! Review! Pwease! ^^
xxx
Kawaiitokyo
