I put my skate board down on the side walk and pushed forward. I pushed hard trying to distance myself. But I couldn't go faster then a car. Craig car creeped next to me.
"Hey dumbass, get in the car." I heard Craig call out of his car as he slowed next to me.
I knew I couldn't run. I shouldn't either. So I had to just end it now. "Why? We arent together anymore."
"You willing to give up on us that easy?" Craig called out. My heart stung by his words. "Well I'm not. Get in the car so we can talk."
It wasn't going to end. Craig was going to draw it out and he was making me feel guilty. I stopped and kicked up my board. I opened the passenger door and slid in. Craig eyed me but I chose to stare forward. I couldn't look at him, I was filled with too much emotion. I needed to stay level headed right now. Craig drove forward. We didn't say anything. I waited anxiously for what was going to happen. But he didn't say anything. We turned into the school parking lot. We sat in silence for a second as Craig turned his car off.
Craig took a deep breath in, then he turned and looked at me.
"Tweek, I won't let us break up."
My skin crawled. It was kind of sweet, but mostly it just reminded me of how controlling he was.
"I was mad last night." Craig continued. "I needed to think about it, and… I wont do it. I cant lose you, Tweek."
I felt my breath get caught in my throat. I knew Craig was being sincere, but it still stayed. Our relationship was screwed. Craig was rough possessive and the jealous type. I didn't doubt Craig loved me, I knew he did. Maybe we could work through our problems, after all it wasn't all bad. There were a lot of good memories too. But there was one thing I would never be able to forgive him. As much as Craig loved me and as much as I loved him, there would be no way I could forgive him cheating on me.
"Craig…" I began. I felt so nervous, I didn't know how I was going to play it off. "I want to break up."
"NO!" Craig said back. I felt my gut turn.
"I can't be in this relationship. Please stop." I felt as if I was going to cry. I leaned forward in my seat and put my face in my hands. I felt like shit and he wasn't making it any easier.
"Is it someone else?" Craig voice was softer.
"No." I said trying to calm myself. Some time passed, Craig didn't say anything and I didn't know what to say.
"I am sorry." Craig said.
I looked up Craig head was turned he was looking out the window.
"I am sorry, Tweek." Craig mumbled out. "We can break up."
My eyes widen. I had no idea what happened, what changed. I nodded and opened the car door.
"I am sorry too, Craig." I said back before pushing myself out of the car. Craig didn't look at me. I couldn't understand what was going through his head. But in the end, I didn't know what was going through mine either. When I closed the car door, I felt cold. It was over.
