Chapter 10- Secrets
Christian POV
I spend the next couple hours in my office making more progress in this deal. Once again Anastasia crossed my mind, I see her perfect red plump lips ready to be kissed. That sexy little dress she was wearing for me showcasing her perfect legs. I want her to wrap those legs around my face and more. Her supple breast are so perky and fit in my hand like they belong there. I need to stop my wayward thoughts before things get out of control and I head up to her room ready to take her sweet virginity. She is just too innocent and her reaction to the clothes was surprising, very unusual for someone that is in this for the money. Something is off about this so I go through her report that Welch sent me the day after I won her. I really just glanced through it before, Taylor said she was in no way a threat so I didn't feel the need to sift through it with how busy I have been lately.
I notice she has college loans but she also had scholarships but it's still not a huge amount that she couldn't just pay monthly like everyone else. It has to be something other than that. But I can't find any other debt on here. I can't picture a beautiful young girl like her needing it for plastic surgery or anything crazy like that. I pick up my phone to call Zane for some more answers on the mystery that is Miss Anastasia Steele.
He answers, "How's it going Grey?"
"Fine, was hoping you can enlighten with some information on Anastasia?"
"What would you like to know? She didn't work for me that long for me to have a whole lot of information." He replies.
"She is just different than most women that I've met…. She doesn't seem to be all about the money but it just doesn't make any sense. What reason did she mention to you?"
"Ana had told me that she had school loans and that her sister was going through a divorce and was having financial troubles."
"Any more details regarding that?" I ask perplexed.
"Do I look like a fucking reporter? Jesus Grey not everyone needs everyone's life story to have them work for them. " He replies curtly.
"What the fuck crawled up your ass?"
"Elena's pulling more shit like usual. She wants the fucking club. I gave her the cars except my Harley, She has the house, both our vacation houses, half of my money, but that demon still wants a piece of my business. She didn't put a penny into this place. We are never going to settle this divorce. " He sounds so defeated and I feel bad.
"Man I can have Welch do some digging to see if we can find anything you could use against her?" I reply.
"Thanks Christian I would appreciate that. I should have listened to you when you warned me to end things with her. How could you sense that from her?" He asks.
"Well my mom was friends with her for so long and I always got a weird vibe from her. Like when I was 15ish my mom and dad punished me by making me do yard work over there one summer. She would just watch me from the back door always wearing something provocative, it would creep me out. Well I mean she was hot but I've just always been bothered by her." I reply truthfully.
"I should have realized the type of woman she is by the fact she was cheating on Linc with me. But she taught me everything I know about being a Dom. Hell I wouldn't have opened this damn club if she hadn't introduced me to this lifestyle."
"I get that man but you did it all on your own. You used your inheritance to open Paddles, you put in all the sweat and hard work into that place. I think you have offered her plenty especially since she couldn't remain faithful to you either." I state then immediately regret it knowing it is a sensitive subject.
I've known Zane for years now and Elena was everything to him. She strung him along for 6 years while she stayed with Linc for financial gain and status. When Linc found out about their affair he left Elena with nothing because of the prenup he had in place.
Zane and I started our businesses around the same time, I helped him with his business plan. I was intrigued by his new club and in exchange for helping with his business plan. He taught me everything about the lifestyle and arranged submissive's for me.
Zane changes the subject, "So how are things going with Ana?"
"Well they have been up and down, she is beautiful and so frustrating but I find myself letting her get away with things I never would have put up with before…. I haven't taken her virginity yet, I want to so bad but something is holding me back. I actually want to make sure that she wants this. I never thought I would care but for once in my life I don't want a woman who is with me because of my bank account. Usually I couldn't give a fuck about it but there is something different about her."
Zane sits on the other line in shock is what I guess then he finally speaks up, "If I didn't know in any better I would say you are falling for little miss Ana the Angel."
"Don't push it man, It's I've never dealt with a virgin before. It is so out of my element… She is so different than I expected but I must go I have some work to finish and not to sound ungrateful but you didn't have much insight."
Zane laughs and we say our goodbyes. I spend the next hour finishing up some work, afterwards I go to my room to take off my clothes. I change into some gray sleep pants and head into the kitchen to grab a glass of water before I try to get some sleep.
Ana POV
That kiss has left me wanting more, I don't understand why I have been here a couple days and I'm still holding my precious v-card. When he kisses me like that I want more. I've spent hours reading some novels but I want answers. I want to know why Christian doesn't want me. I know I made things difficult with the stupid dancing incident but I want to get this over with. After removing all my makeup and taking a hot shower I slip into one of the amazing nightgowns he bought for me, it is Navy blue and the fabric is silk with lace trimming. Shows a good amount cleavage so I hope no one is in the kitchen, I was going to make me a decaf tea.
I stop as soon as I see Christian pulling a water out of the fridge, I can see his bulging muscles, his 6 no wait that is definitely an 8 pack. His night pants are hanging so low I can see that delicious v that makes my eyes travel to the bulge in his pants. I can feel the heat coming from me, my nipples have tightened in this silky tight nightgown. He turns around and stops me. He looks surprised to see me but still more composed than I am. I see his eyes darken as he greedily looks me up and down. I see him gulp watching his Adam's apple bob. He adjust his pants to try to conceal his impressive hard on but it is pointless because he is hung like a horse. It is more noticeable than it should be and I'm thinking it is because he isn't wearing boxers. It makes my mouth water just thinking about it, I've tasted his perfection before and I want more.
"Don't look at me like that Anastasia, unless you want me to fuck you senseless until you can't walk." His voice was sharp and velvety deep which only made me want him so much more.
"What if I want that Sir?" I ask not even recognizing my own voice, it came out soft and breathless.
My heart beats wildly as he grabs the nape of my neck pulling me to look up into his stormy gray eyes. "Look at me and tell me what you want?"
"I want you Sir." I plead.
"What do you want from me Anastasia? I won't ask again." He snaps outlining the lace around my nightgown near my breast, they ache feeling so heavy. I want him to touch and kiss them.
"I want you, take my virginity." I reply looking into his eyes.
He growls, "That will do for now but I want you to get used to asking me to fuck you. I want to hear those filthy words come out of that perfect little mouth of yours. I want you to beg for my cock without any sign of embarrassment."
His words start a fire in me, I can feel myself getting wetter by the second. This feeling is making be brave, I'm scared and excited at the same time. "Fuck me Sir."
He pulls me in devouring my lips fervently, I moan when he nibbles on my bottom lip. I'm even more aroused than the last time we fooled around. Without thinking I bring my hand up to touch his perfectly molded chest forgetting about the no touching rules.
He growls when I look up at him, he looks scared more than angry. He flips me around so my back is facing him grabbing my hands and placing them on the counter "Don't touch my back and chest, don't move your hands from there or I will punish you."
He slaps my behind twice and I gasp because my butt is still sore from my punishment the other night. I feel his breath in my ear "Good girl" he grinds his throbbing erection into my backside as he starts kissing my neck and the area by my ear. I have goosebumps all over, my whole body tingling from his skilled mouth.
He stops turning me around to face him. His eyes are still full of lust but he looks as if he wants to say something. "Anastasia, before we continue I want to know why you are doing this?'
Talk about ruining the moment, "What do you mean?"
"Why did you agree to give away your virginity for money? And No less to be a submissive for 6 months?" He asks.
"Why would you want to talk about that now?" I ask not wanting to have this deep conversation right before we are going to do it for the first time.
"Answer me now Anastasia, you know I'm not a patient man." He demands.
"I needed the money for my family okay, that is why I had offered to take only the amount that I needed but you insisted on the full amount." I reply feeling flushed.
"Why did you need it for your family?" he asks looking determined.
"My sister has cancer and she couldn't afford one of the new trials of treatment. It is our only hope and I would do anything to save my sister or anyone that I love." I tell him honestly the tears now overflowing.
He runs his hands through his hair, almost pulling it out while pacing back and forth for at least a minute. He caresses my cheek, "You sweet girl, I will pay for the treatment and you can go back to your life. I won't put you through this for such a noble cause."
I step back hurt, he doesn't want me anymore. "No, you paid for this and I don't want any handouts."
"Miss Steele it is not a handout, you didn't ask for this. I'm offering. I wouldn't feel right having this relationship now with the knowledge of why you are doing it. I'm not a monster."
My tears flow and I can't find my voice. I don't even know what to say.
"I will have all your things packed, I want you to take the car and everything else I bought for you. You deserve it. Don't cry, I'm glad I found this out before things went too far."
"Mr. Grey, please now that I've met you and spent time with you. I want this really bad. I don't want to leave, I want you to be my first." I reply holding my breath while I wait for his response.
Will Ana stay or will she go? What will Christian Decide? What do you see happening next?
