AN: Thanks so much for the reviews guys, they mean alot. And as I said I would here's the new chapter. Now this whole chapter is in Jay's POV. But I promise next chapter will be up to date on what's going on with Erin.

PS I'm sorry if the layout turns out funny, my laptop that I use is being weird so I'm on my dinosaur age laptop lol

I do not own Chicago PD as much as I want too.

And I do not own "Loves me like Jesus does" by Eric Church

Chapter 5- That's My Girl, My Everything

Jay's POV

I didn't hear back from Erin yet, so I figured she was with Voight still. Turning on the news, I started to straighten up the bedroom. Call me anal but I hate to

leave the apartment a mess. I guess you could thank the army for contributing to my borderline OCD. It drove Erin nuts sometimes. She was the queen of messes and well I was the king of neat freak.

But we made it work, we always did.

I could hear the reporter talking about a drunk driver plowing into a car, and supposedly the other driver was a cop.

'I hope Erin didn't get caught up in that mess.'

Satisfied with how the place looked, I went to turn the tv off and make my way over to my side of the bed to grab my gun and badge,

Figuring she'd be done with Voight by now, and curious to know if I was a dead man walking or not. I scrolled down to her name hit call and waited.

After a few rings I got her voicemail, "Hey it's Erin, leave a message."

'Hmm, guess I'll see her at the district.'

As I reached for my gun and badge, my phone started to ring.

'All the crazy in my dreams,

Every single piece of everything I am,

Yeah, she knows the man I ain't,

She forgives me when I can't,

The devil, man, no, he don't stand a chance,

'Cause she loves me like Jesus does.'

"Hey babe, done with Voight already?" I could hear sirens aand other noises in the back but otherwise silence,

"Erin?" Still silence.

"Okay. Maybe you pocket dialed me. I'll see you at the district. Lo-" I was cut off by a male voice. "Jay?"

It took me a minute to register who I was talking to. "Kelly? Why are you answering Erin's phone?"

I was confused.

"Look Jay, I don't know how to say this, so I'm going to give you the short version." I took a deep breath.

"Okay,I'm getting more worried now, so go on." I could hear Kelly take a breath before continuing.

"There was an accident. A drunk driver plowed into Erin's car. You need to get to med. From what I could see, it didn't look good." My mind started racing; the reporter on the tv, the accident, the cop...

it was Erin.

"Jay are you still there?" I opened my drawer to grab my badge and gun. As I reached for my badge, my hand brushed up against the familair velvet box I had in there since last month.

"Jay." Kelly's voice broke my train of thought. "Yeah I'm here. I'm on my way there now." I grabbed everything and headed to the car.

"Okay, I don't know if anyone else knows yet, but I found her phone saw that you called."

Slamming my car door, and starting up the engine, I replied "yeah thanks for telling me. I've gotta go. I hit end on my phone and peeled out of the lot. All of a sudden I could hear a voice out of nowhere,

"slow down, it won't help her if you crash too." I slammed my brakes.

'What the hell? Was someone just talking to me?' My mind must be playing tricks on me. I didn't have time to worry about voices. I started to drive again, but this time slower. Whether I wanted to admit it or not,

that voice was right. I'm no good to Erin if I end up crashing too.

As I was driving my mind started playing different scenarios.

Before I knew it I was at med pulling into a parking spot. I walked through the doors and headed straight to the nurses station,

I was looking around for Erin before a voice interuppted, "Hi can I help you?" I looked down at an older nurse sitting at the computer.

"Erin." I went back to looking around. "I'm sorry who?" The nurse was staring at me with a confused look.

"I'm looking for Erin Lin-"

Before I could finish my sentence, I could hear people shouting and running to the emergency doors.

"I'm sorry but I need to assist with this incoming trauma. Wait here and someone will help you shortly."

The nurse ran from the station to help. "What do we have?" I turned around to see Will coming up to the stretcher.

"Erin Lindsay, mid-20's, car was plowed by drunk driver." I saw Gabby and Shay at the end pushing the stretcher.

"Let's get her to trauma room 3!" As they ran past me, I could catch a glimpse of Erin lying there, An oxygen mask was covering her face, but so were the cuts as well as blood all over.

"She crashed twice, once at the scence and on the way here." Gabby's voice distracted me. 'Crashed? As in her heart stopped?'

I started to follow them back but the nurse from before stopped me from going any further. "Sir you can't be in here."

I tried to look past her, to see what was happening. I noticed Will talking to Dr,Manning, and nurses scrambling around them,

"Please I just-" I tried to move quick and get around her, but with no such luck.

"Sir, I told you that you can't be back here."

I swallowed as I heard Will tell them to book an OR.

"Please, that's my girlfriend in there."

The nurse turned to look at Erin and then back at me. "I understand, but I still can't let you back in there. I'll have one of the doctors come out to update you."

All I could do was nod. I didn't want to wait, I needed to know what was happening. But I didn't have much of a choice.

I just kept thinking, 'that's my partner, my back up. My girl, my everything.'

AN So what did you think? Feedback is appreciated. I will try my hardest to update within the next week but I will be going out of town.

Much love. :)