Hey for the ones that follow this story. I had a writers block, and had no ideas. But my friend helped me out and got me new ideas and such. Big thanks for that. I made my mind up for a few things too, that I will make this shorter (in chapters) but possible longer in words by each chapter.
Beta: genderlessinsommiac
Warnings: family drama, I guess some naruhina.
Chapter three
Hinata looked at Naruto, with her non pupils eyes. The Hokage and met her eyes. Their eyes locked but she turned it down quickly. She must feel as bad as he did in this situation. But she probably did it more, after all Naruto had Sasuke right now.
"Yes, I think it's time for that" she answered with hints of sadness in her voice. Naruto was very tempted to back away from this all. But when he felt a hand grip in his own, he clenched it. The cold hand against his own sweaty one.
"You can take the house. I have enough savings to be able to get a new house on my own" he spoke quickly.
"No, I have more. Even if my family cut me of, I still have more than you. I can start looking after this" she said softly. That's right, she was cut of from her family when she married me. Naruto felt something clench in his stomach and he held the hand tighter.
"I take the house then. Should we tell the children after you have found the house or should we do as soon as possible?" Naruto's stomach clenched. How would they react, they are old enough to understand why, but how to say it?
"We can do it tomorrow, when we eat dinner. I think they are still wondering why you sleep onthe couch " Tomorrow, we do it tomorrow" He took a breath, that he hoped neither of the adults would notice.
"Okay, should we talk about who and when we take care of the children then?" Naruto looked at her while he spoke the words.
"I can take care of them two weeks and you and Sasuke two weeks. It's easier that way" she said and that thought never came up in his mind.
"Sasuke and I haven't spoken about if we will live together or not. But that sounds like a plan" he couldn't smile even if wanted to lighten the mood.
"Sasuke-san you won't live here full time now that you have Naruto-kun?" her eyes widen at the Sasuke and once more a question that he haven't thought about.
"I will be here more. But i haven't planned anything yet" Sasuke respond.
"How about Sadara-chan? Will she be in the same house as Boruto and Himawari?" Hinata said worried to Sasuke.
"I will speak with Sakura. I have the right, after all, i am her father" Sasuke said and Naruto felt their hands slip apart.
"I really had hoped this would have gone better with our marriage Hinata. I never meant to hurt you, and you deserve someone else" Naruto said as he looked at his ex-wife.
"This would never been good. You were always in love with Sasuke-san and we both were blind by it. I saw that you lost the brightness in your eyes, and i understod that i could never bring you the happiness like Sasuke-san could. Even now, you look at him as if he was everything, and i thought i could be yours. I'm sorry Sasuke-san that i took Naruto-kun from you. I have made many mistakes in my life, and my marriage was never one" she finished. Naruto had shocked eyes at her. Did he really look at the raven as if he was everything? Naruto gave a soft smile.
"You are a great person Hinata. Never think otherwise, i'm sorry I cannot love you the same. But I think this is another start for all of us" Naruto said truthfully, and hoped his words reached her.
"Naruto-kun, i will always love you. It's hard to know that you won't love me, but when we live in different houses i could be able to move on" Hinata looked at Naruto before she turned her head towards Sasuke " I won't steal him from you, and i know that i can't do it anymore" she finishes. Naruto felt his lips turn to a smile.
"I think i need a good night sleep. I can walk you out, Sasuke" The blond spoke to his lover. The adults stod up from the table. Naruto followed Sasuke out from the kitchen and into the hall where the door is. Naruto grabbed slightly at the pale wrist and turned the other. Their noses touching and his breath against the other's lips.
"A small kiss won't hurt anyone" he said against the other's lips. Their lips meet. For long had Naruto thought about the thin pale lips, and more have he began to fantasize about them. But soon he could be with him and he could kiss him anytime. Sasuke broke the kiss and Naruto groaned. But saw his boyfriend open the door and turning with a slight nod and walked out. Leaving Naruto alone with Hinata. He felt the air grow uncomortble , but he hopped that it wouldn't be a problem.
"I think i need a good night sleep" Naruto said as he turned to look at the woman. She looked at himw when he disapeared into his room
"Naruto-kun, i hope you have a good night sleep" Naruto heard her say when he was in his room. He had already taken off his shirt, and he went to the door.
"Good night Hinata" He says with a small smile and vanishes from the door.
He took off his pants, and pulled on his sleeping clothes. He laid himself on the uncomfortable bed and pulls on the cover. Blue eyes closes and he felt the ball in his stomach no longer there. But he had another hard task left, telling the children. But they are a step closer to the dream he had.
Naruto sat in his chair, reading the report in his hands. He couldn't bring himself to understand the words. He couldn't get the thoughts away that he had to tell his children today. He didn't know what he would explain. He didn't want to mess this up, he didn't want to ruin it more than it probably would be.
He let out a breath as he tired to read the page again. Okay so basically a normal mission and it don't seems to be any importan. He laid it in another pile, and went on with another report. Nothing importan, but yet he read it through. But all he wanted now was to get this day done. He wanted to get this over with, even if it made his stomach clench.
The Hokage tried not think about it, he couldn't concentrate on two things. He had a country to run, did every kage feel like this sometimes? He wasn't sure but he tired to focus on the paper. He read it but neither of the words came into his mind.
"Hokage, i need to speak to you" said a voice and he looked up from the paper. His clones looked at the door but quickly did their door afterwards.
"Come in" he responded and a woman came inside. He recognize her, but no name came in his mind. She stood alone infront of him, her hands infront of herself.
"What can i do for you?" he asked her softly, putting the paper down. "I was wondering if i could get some help with the wind charka training. I can't split the leaf in two, it's getting annoying" she said with a roll with her eyes, as she pulled her arms under her breasts and pushes them up.
"I'm sorry but i'm not a good teacher! But i know someone who has wind chakra and have master it. I can give you the name if you are interested" he said with a small smile and a light voice. She looked disappointed and moved closer to his desk, and he rose his eyebrow at the boobs that were very close to his face.
"Please, be my sensei" she asked and put a finger against her bottom lip and turned her eyes to him. She looked at him with big eyes and she trails her hand over the desk.
"Please leave. Now" he said strong and tried to glare. He felt his eyebrows narrow at her and she looked down and pushed up her boobs even more.
"Sorry, but you seem so big and i would like a taste" she said and by those words his eyes grew wider and his hand hit the table. She looked up and her eyes grew wide.
"Leave now" he said with a shout and she began to walk away. Not semen to be afraid at all.
"You are no fun" she said disappointed and open the door and vanished.
Did she have no shame. That girl, dammit. He panted slightly, pushing up her breasts like she didn't even have a neck. What is it with these people, this had happen a few times before. He never had been played with much, he didn't want them. Simply that. The question was why they wanted him.
"Why are you so loud?" He saw Sasuke at the door a black eyed narrowed at him.
"That woman had no shame Sasuke. She pushed up her boobs like she had no neck at all" he said with hints of anger and Sasuke didn't seem impressed.
"Did she do anything else?" Naruto was a little shocked. Sasuke didn't care much about what happened if it wasn't worth caring for him.
"She asked if i could be her sensei i said no. She pushed up her boobs and i said leave. She said "Sorry, but you seam so big and i would like a taste"" he finished and Sasuke's eyes moved to Naruto's face.
"Perhaps i could give you something you wanted yesterday" Sasuke moved to the side and turned Naruto's chair sideways. Sasuke tilted the blond's head and brought their lips together. Naruto trailed his tongue over pale lips, and Sasuke opened his mouth and the blond gladly trailed his tongue inside.
The kiss was dominated by the Hokage but the black haired put in a fight. His muscle trailing over the other. Naruto trailed his hands over Sasuke's sides and over his back. It wasn't enough for the blond and began to trail his hand over the others butt. Grabbig Sasuke's butt and Naruto smiled against the other's lips when he heard the other respons with a soft moan.
Naruto pulled the body over his, and Sasuke sat in his lap. Their lower regions dangerous near each other, it was so close from each other and Naruto was very tempt to began to rock against the other. The blond's large hands were still on the other's backside and they had to break the kiss for air. They both panted softly against each other's lips. Before the Hokage grew annoyed and brought their lips together once again. Sasuke open his mouth and the blond did the same and their tongues meet. He let out a small moan.
"I could fuck you right now" Naruto spoke huskily when they had to break for air.A black eye scanned his face.
"I won't let you fuck me in your office. Not after last time" Sasuke said and let his forearm around Naruto's shoulder. Naruto blushed a little when he remember what happen last time.
"It happened once, it wasn't that bad" he defended. Sasuke didn't look very impressed but he did seem interested in the thought. The blond brought him closer for the contact.
"I said i would have a home for you, and i still hold my promise. You heard Hinata, she is looking for a house right now" He said with a gentle voice to his lover. Blue eyes searching for black, but Sasuke didn't make eye contact.
"That's not the point, and you know it. I can't just walk inside their house, where they shared with their Mother." he said and Naruto felt bad for a second and narrowed his eyes. He knew that the children was the main part of this, after all they are having their mother replaced with Sasuke. A male, and with someone else. Boruto had contact with Sasuke, but Himawari. She seamed to speak with Hinata more than she ever did with Naruto.
"It could take a while for them to get used to. But Boruto semen to like you, after all you are his sensei. Himawari i'm not as sure of, but i can surport her." he says while he feels Sasuke get up from his own lap "Have you spoken with Sakura-chan?" he asks. Sasuke stod up and Naruto did the same, not wanting to break this conversation.
"Not yet, i only spoken with them when i came back to the village" Sasuke reponed with a hint of a snort in the end.
"You don't semen to be with them much. But i wasn't expecting anything else" Naruto pushed the subject. And he got a small glare in return.
"I have nothing to do with Sakura, she gave me a child. It was made that we are Saradas parents, but i have nothing to do or why i should be with Sakura." Sasuke repond and Naruto reaches out to grab his hand. Grabbing it softly.
"You should at least respect her more, she is the one who gave birth after all" Naruto said and looks at his lover.
"Hm, possible. I should be going now, you have a lot of paper to take care of" Sasuke eyed the paper on the desk.
"Yeah, seems so" Naruto replied and leaned in and gave him a kiss on his lips. He wanted to be near him even more. More than just ten minutes. Sasuke broke the kiss and headed out, his long cloak swinging while he walked. Naruto followed him with his eyes until he was gone from the door.
"I need to be quick now, i need to be in the house till dinner" Naruto spoke to himself and made more clones. He eyed them and they headed to their own pile of paper. He moved to sit in his chair and grabbed one report and began to read it.
Naruto sat in his chair around the table, their food was eaten. His two children and Hinata with him around the table. He began to feel the ball develop and he had a hard time to smile and decided that he wouldn't try it. He didn't know if the children noticed it but Hinata was sending him a worried look, he didn't do anything back to her. He knew he had to break the news, but he didn't know how. He took a breath to calm himself before speaking.
"Himawari, Boruto. Me and your mother have something to tell you" he started, and his voice didn't break and he was pleased. Four blue eyes were on him and he breathed "Hinata and I will split up. We won't live together anymore" he finished and he heard Himawari drew in a sharp breath. It was silent for a good thirty seconds.
"What, mom isn't good enough for you? You never loved any of us right?" Boruto said with a loud harsh voice. Naruto looked at his son, and he saw the pure emotions in his eyes.
"I love all of you, and I never expected this to happen" he said and he looked at Boruto and then at Himawari.
"It's true what Naruto-kun said. We never meant this to happen, and we still love you exactly the same" Hinata said before Boruto stod up from his chair leaving his it to fall backwards with a soft bam.
"You're such a bastard! You never thought about how we feel! " the youngest blond said and rushed from the table. Naruto followed with his eyes before he turned to look at Hinata. Asking for surport. He heard Himawari softly crying and he eyes turned to her.
"Go, before he does something he will regret, i can talk to Himawari." Hinata said with a motherly voice. Naruto gave a short nod and ran out from the house.
The streets was filled with people and Naruto did a few clones and splited. The blond ran to the first place he could predict Boruto to go. He ran very fast away from the centrum of the Village into the woods, where he used to be when he was younger. He knew Boruto wouldn't be easy to convince, especially when he was upset.
He stopped running and began to walk fast, his senses on high he looked all around himself. He could go in sage mode, but he figured that it wasn't a great move. He needed to do this alone and it slightly nervous.
"Stupid old man" he heard a voice said and began to walk towards the voice. He saw Boruto punching a tree while muttering.
"Boruto, let's talk" Naruto began with a more demanded voice and Boruto turned his head around. His eyes was hurt, confused.
"I have nothing to say to you. I'm better without you. You only made our family split" the young blond said with a angry voice. Naruto narrowed his eyes towards Boruto.
"It's nothing i could figure out. I didn't know i was in love with a person when i was with Hinata. I promise i never wanted to hurt any of you" Naruto began and he got his son attention.
"You are in love with someone else? Who is it!?" Boruto said with a shock and anger.
"I'm in love with Sasuke" Boruto's eyes grew wider at the information "Sasuke and i have a complex story and i can perhaps tell you everything sometime" Naruto said with a lighter voice but found it hard to say.
"But it's not the point right now. I began to feel these emotions for Sasuke when Himawari was a baby. The whole time when you was a child i loved Hinata and i still do. But not romantically, only as a friend. I began to feel like the kisses i gave her didn't feel right" Naruto stops and thinks how to say this.
"When i felt this way, i didn't tell Hinata right away. When i felt that i had deeper feelings for Sasuke, i told her right away. I couldn't hide it to Hinata, and it broke her heart that i was in love with someone else. I didn't say that I was in love with Sasuke at first. But when I said that it was Sasuke, she understod it more. She was upset for a very long time, and I felt bad for a long time, depressed almost." his voice grew lower and hints of sadness came through "But after a few months she agreed to divorce, Sasuke and I never did anything except some kisses before i got divorced. Sasuke and I grew deeper in our relationship, as you and Himawari grew older. Hinata and I didn't say anything before you had grown up so you both could understand how and today was the day." Naruto finished. Boruto looked down at the ground.
"You are still a bastard, you hurt mom and i'll never forgive you for that" the words were knifes into Naruto's heart stabbing time after time. "You lied to me and Himawari, and i'm better of without you. I don't need you, and mom don't" Naruto tired to have a mask. But his eyebrows were narrowed and Boruto's eyes only showed anger against him.
"I won't ask you to forgive me, but I ask you to not let his blur your way of thinking. Sasuke will be a part of my family, and that means for you too." he stops trying to have his emotions in check "You are my son and I never had a father growing up. But you have one, and I haven't lived up to it. But never get mad at anyone except me because of this, even if I never did have any choice about this" I really hope that my words reach him, I never have paid any attention to him. I'm always busy, but I need to change that.
"Come, we need to get home before Hinata get's worried" Naruto said and turned and walked home with his son a few meter behind him. They walked in completely silent, neither of the once talkative blond made a sound.
