Well hello, it's me. This chapter has a lot of family and a bit of smut. But now I've made a little notice when the smut begins. It's not heavy but I know that a few of them who reads doesn't like smut and I'll respect that.


Chapter twelve.

Naruto had his eyes closed, Boruto were in front of him. Both of the facing each other but neither had their eyes open. The older blond touched slightly his son arm, but not harsh. They tried something new, a step forward to the recovery. It was peaceful and the goal with this is Boruto not being afraid of his touch. He wasn't afraid of voice and Boruto had said that it had gotten better.

Naruto breathed out slow and silent, the sun were out and it blinded him even if he had his eyes closed. But it was relaxing, having his thoughts flying around in his mind. Hinata would move out today, and Sasuke would move in. A large step for their relationship and for their family. He didn't know if Sasuke was as exited as he was. But he really hoped that he was. The blond was prepared for fights and silent moments around the kitchen table. He just wanted to know if he could fix it and he was prepared that he would do that as a family and not as individuals in the same house.

He wanted this to work, now that he had everything he wanted. He had a lover that he would live with the rest of his life, he had children that he had gotten closer to in only a month. It was small things that scared him, that he would be exhausted when he came home and they ended up only getting further apart again. He enjoyed his family, and the feeling he had burred inside of him where he felt empty were now slowly getting filled. He found that relaxing and safe.

He knew he could make this work, if he tried enough. He had been through enough to make him strong, and with Boruto being in the same situation he needed to be there just like Sasuke had for him. Boruto was a harder to go to, he's younger and that not as strong mental. It would be hard for him to recover whole in a month. Boruto would have nightmares and so many more horrible on the way to recovery. Naruto and his family would support him now. Not until Boruto had recovered always.

Naruto breathed out, and laid his other hand against Boruto's thin wrist. Making more contact than before. He didn't do any more move towards his son, he kept his hands there. Hoping that this would help Boruto to feel that he was alive and he weren't going to give up. Not now and not ever. They stayed there for a long moment that felt forever.

"How are you feeling?" he broke the comfortable silence.

"Better" Boruto answered shortly. The older blond felt his son tense once before relaxing.

"Should I turn around so we can talk?" He asked his son. He withdrew his hand back but let the other rest.

"Okay" Boruto answered shortly. In the next moment Naruto didn't have any physical contact with Boruto. He changed position, he sat at the edge of the bed his back against Boruto.

"Did you get scared?" Naruto asked in a soft voice.

"No, safe" Boruto replied in a low tone. The Hokage smiled slightly at that, happy that his son felt better.

"Great, we can do that a few times more but the next time we see each other. Small steps is better than none" He responded in a normal a little exited tone.

"No. I want to try looking at you" Boruto's voice changed to more dominating. The sentence made Naruto uncomfortable.

"I don't think neither of us is cable of that" he said honest with hints of him being scared. He didn't know if he would be able to look at him. One thing that scared him the most was what he would do if both got the flashback and he couldn't support his son.

"I want to try" Boruto said shortly with the same dominating tone. The older blond didn't want to try, even if it would be better. He didn't think either of them were cable of controlling that.

"No, next time perhaps" he replied in a more short and flat voice.

"Why can't we try it now?" Boruto's voice became more desperate and needy.

"I don't think I can handle it, if you go the flashback I can't help you out of it. I think this needs more time before we can do that" he explained honest.

"But you can look at Himawari and Sensei. Why won't you try to look at me?" the same desperate tone came. In all truth he didn't know why, but he didn't want to try.

"We've been through the same thing, neither of them have. The effect could be different" he replied trying to get it through Boruto's mind. "Respect my decision Boruto, I'm not sure I can do this and I don't think we should test the limits" he finished.

"But I want to get better" Boruto said low "I can't see mom or Himawari if I don't get better" he said in a low desperate voice "Can't you see that?! I can't sit in this room forever. I'm not even living dad!" his son added in a strong high voice. Naruto could hear that he was on the edge of crying. Boruto describe it perfects how he had felt, but it was too soon.

"Go out and walk then, it's no need to look at us. But you need to understand that if you look at me too soon it can only make it worse and to the first step" he explained in a normal tone "You need to try to live, try to breath. You can't stay here all the time" he added trying to get him more courage.

"Alright" Boruto said shortly. Naruto ends the session of the day.

Naruto open the door to his house. Boxes were open and most of them were filled with things. He walked closer to the middle of the house. Hinata looked at him with kind eyes and Himawari did too. He smiled slightly at the two.

"What can I help you with?" he asked the two with a cheerful tone.

"You can help us put down some of this, we could need the help" Hinata said in a calm tone and Naruto gave a nod, and began to walk to them, looking in the boxes a lot of things were already putt down. The box they were putting things in were some of the kitchen tools. He looked down and a frying pan and a saucepan. He let his eyes trail over the slots above the kitchen, he walked there and open one, they had enough plates and glasses to cover their new family.

"You two seem to be effective when I was gone. Alright, let's do it" he says and makes a few clones in a smoke. All of them ran to Hinata and began to ask her things, about what she thought she would keep. She blushed slightly and began to stutter the answers but they all spread out in the house.

Hinata and Himawari disappeared to Hinata's room, saying that they would pack down some clothes. There were something that was nagging him, their wedding picture still on the wall. He walked to see more, and he looked happy in that picture. He was nineteen, young and thought it would be a great idea to get married. It was something he regretted now, but he remembered how he felt and how warm he felt when she walked to him in that dress. Something that now send him shivers.

He couldn't help but wonder how things would be if he and Hinata didn't marry each other. They wouldn't have Boruto nor Himawari. It was a thought that made his stomach clench, he loved all of them. But the one that he was in love with wasn't their mother. But thinking if he and Sasuke married. Sasuke in a black suit and him in one too. How Sasuke would be in that picture instead of Hinata. He couldn't picture how it would be, it was far from his imagination.

He didn't know if Sasuke would have Sarada, probably not. Sasuke would probably travel the same amount he do now. Leaving Naruto in a empty home wasn't something he would like. But if he had followed Sasuke in his travels, what would happen then? Naruto wouldn't be Hokage, and he wouldn't be connected to Konoha in the same way as he was now. Would they have a home where they slept in every night? That thought was unreal, something he didn't know would be good or not. Now where he was now, it would be a bad idea.

He wanted a home to live in, a place he always could sleep in if he was tired. But a home is where your family is, and if he didn't have his children. Perhaps Sasuke would be his home. He wouldn't meet Iruka, Kakashi nor Sakura if he would travel non stop. They were a part of his family, he could picture himself missing them. But he couldn't images him never see them again, just the thought send him bad feelings all over his face. Before he knew it he felt a hand on his shoulder and he looked who it was.

"Naruto-kun?" Hinata asked in a worried voice and kind eyes.

"I was looking at our wedding picture. Do you want to keep it?" his voice cracked and didn't know what made it crack. He was still in that world, but needed to realize that he wasn't.

"I don't know" she said softly and looked at the picture on the wall. They stood there in a moment, he was unsure what to do with it. It shouldn't be a part of his own home, but didn't know if Hinata wanted to keep it or throw it away. He knew it was a wonderful time for them, but now it was in the past and he didn't want it nagging him.

"Do you want to have it or do you want to throw it away?" he asked trying to sound gently but turned out to be more harsh than he expected it to be.

"I can keep it for a while, but I want the picture of me and the children" she said softly but in a demanded way. Naruto turned to look at her slightly before turning to the picture. Taking it of the wall, leaving a empty spot. But for a moment, the blond felt it was one step closer.

Naruto and his ten clones ran on the street in high speed with boxes on their chests as they ran up to Hinata's apartment and down multiple times. The apartment were in a good size, enough to fit her and the children. It wasn't big, but just enough. It looked in good shape and Naruto helped her and Himawari pack up. But saw a depressing look on Himawari, as she pulled up thing after thing. He eyed Hinata and gave a nod towards Himawari. A knowing look all it took.

"I'll see if there any more thing at the house, but I will come back later" he said with a light voice.

"Alright" Hinata said gently and he saw Himawari look up at him, and he eyed her with a smile.

"I will be back soon" he says with a confident smile and passed his daughter with a light touch to her shoulder.

He was home in a minute, he heard a notice in the kitchen and his reflexes kicked in and ran. But he saw only saw Sasuke stand there, in a shirt that showed his muscles arm and shoulders. He wasn't that huge it still showed it of. His only arm in high speed with chopping and frying mushrooms. The blond walked closer and looked shocked at how much Sasuke could do single handed and alone.
"What are you making?" the blond asked gently as he stood beside his lover. He felt slightly scared at his lover had a knife in his hand, knowing fully well that he could use it good.

"Some mushrooms, vegetables and rice" His lover answered shortly before walking to the frying pan. The mushrooms and vegetables already in and already golden brown. The raven open the saucepan and the rice were against the cap and steaming out water.

"You never seems to amaze me" he said gently to his lover who send him a look before turning his attention to the food.

"It's soon done. Where's Himawari?" Sasuke asked shortly as he lifted up the frying pan and shock it in circular movements.

"She's at Hinata's place. She looked sad, I let Hinata support her for a moment. Said I will back soon to get her" Naruto replied and a black eye met his in concern.

"Is she alright?" Sasuke asked with slightly concern in his voice showed.

"I don't think so, but I need to support her. But I thought it would be good for Hinata and her to have some time alone. I think she's scared about all this" Naruto replied in a fatherly tone.

"It's a big change, but it will be alright soon enough" Sasuke responded "Do you have a clone there or near? Can you say that the dinner is soon ready" he added. Naruto gave a short nod and sent a clone there.

The food was on the table, and the table set when Himawari came in. She looked shocked and her eyes widen but slowly sat down towards Naruto. The blond smiled at her, she smiled back. She looked happier than she did when he left and he was satisfied with it.

"Sasuke cooked it, we haven't tired it yet. But it looks good right?" Naruto gently asked her.

"Yeah it does" she said gently making eye contact with Naruto before her attention turned to Sasuke "Thank you Sasuke, this looks really good" she smiled at Sasuke and Naruto turned to look at him to see his lover smile slightly at her.

"It's my pleasure Himawari" he said gently before they began to grabs some food on to their plates. The dinner wasn't as Naruto expected, it was better. Himawari seemed to enjoy Sasuke's company more at the end, but he could see her tense and get uncomfortable at times. But he smiled, but hoped that Boruto would come soon, the empty set still there waiting for him.

SMUT

Naruto walked into the bathroom, reached in and turned the water on. He began to undress himself, it had been a long day and he wanted to relax his tense muscles. He notices that he had lost some muscle, just like Sakura had said to him. It didn't feel good about it. He had mostly been quite fit in his early teens and teenage. But he now worked as the Hokage all he did was sat in a chair most of the day and he didn't eat.

He jumped in the shower, grabbing the head of the handle and brought it to his body. It was a little warmer than lukewarm and it was just like he wanted it to be. He let the water flow over his head feeling his sore muscles relax and his body feeling warm with the heat. He set the handle at its place and took some shampoo and massaged it in his hair. He took his time and he enjoyed it to the very last minute.

He felt an arm touch his bicep and he turned around quickly in shock. But saw Sasuke standing there, naked and now wet. He leaned in to give him a quick kiss but both open their mouth at the same time and their tongues began to dance around each other. He felt a hand fist his dick and he moaned in Sasuke's mouth at the contact. Sasuke began to slowly move his hand up and down, almost teasing.

"You -haa- shouldn't do that" Naruto breathed out. He trailed his hand over the pale chest, no scar visible nor any hickeys. The tan hand touched the strong stomach and over the V on his lover's hips before he found his goal. He began to pump the long dick, that were slightly darker than Sasuke's normal skin tone. But he felt his own and Sasuke's dick getting harder with each pump. He brought their lips together once more. The kiss were by lust but behind it there were love that both of them knew of.

Naruto began to lose his patience and pushed Sasuke against the cold wall, he grabbed the pale hand from his dick and brought it up. The water were over the blond and his lover's black bangs were long enough to reach to his nose. It were an amazing look and the blond couldn't help but to bring their lips together once more and rock his hips slightly into the other's. He felt Sasuke's dick slide over his own and the friction sent both of them moaning. But the blond soon had other plans.

He broke the kiss and went down with soft kisses down the pale stomach. He got hard by the sound of Sasuke's sharp breathing. He found the long dick in front of his face, it stood proud on the muscled stomach. He took his hand began to pump it slowly, before tilting it into his mouth. The head tasted a little salty, but the blond were used to it enough that it didn't brother him. He blobbed his head only at the head of the pale dick. His tongue teasing the slit, just wanting to heard the sounds his lover made in response.

He felt his own dick harden and twist but didn't touch himself. His attention returned to the dick head in his mouth. He took a breath in his nose and gripped the ass and slowly went down to the bottom of the dick. The black hair were flat but he could feel it against his lips. He stayed like that for a moment, before he began to blob up and down earning a sharp breathing from the black haired. He did it multiple times before he felt pre cum coming from the head. He pulled away, making eye contact with the one standing before he let his tongue slid out. Taking the pre cum on his tongue, it was bitter but enjoyable. He watched Sasuke with lust filled eyes and he soon felt pre cum on his own acing dick.

Sasuke grabbed his hair, and began to trust into the wet mouth. The dick slides out and in fast movements and Naruto's jaw began to hurt but he couldn't help but moan at it. He sealed his lips around the dick and sucked in his cheeks, making his mouth thinner than it was and the entrance tighter. He heard Sasuke pant more and let out more moans and he knew that Sasuke was close to come. But Naruto sat steady while his lover fucked his mouth until he himself moaned like a maniac. In this desperate moment Naruto slide his hand over his cock and began to pump it in the same fast way Sasuke fucks his mouth in.

"I'm going to come" Sasuke breath out and a moment afterwards the blond felt warm cum fill his mouth. He swallowed like he always did, but moved up and down a few times until no cum were left.

Naruto didn't come and he still jerked of himself on the cold floor, until he felt Sasuke's eyes look at him and the blond stood up. Kissing his lover in a loving way, possible giving Sasuke a taste of himself. He felt a hand touch his dick and help him pump it in a tighter grip. Tongues rolling over each other but it was a slow kiss, filled with more than just the lust for each other. The blond panted in the other's mouth and had to break it to kiss the other's neck and groan out when he came over the edge of orgasm.

He saw dots of white as he came and his hand got warm as well as sticky with his own cum. He panted slightly before kissing his lover again, breathing in and out. They stayed there for a while, as the water still poured on them, showering of the sweat and cum that they had sent out. Naruto began turned slightly, purring shampoo on Sasuke's head massage in the soft black hair before the water showered it of. He grabbed the soap that and let it slid over his body before doing the same with Sasuke. They washed it of and Naruto stepped out of the shower.

He had grabbed a towel and dried his body as well as hair and began to brush his teeth he saw Sasuke beside him in the mirror and smiled slightly at him. Before he returned to his main focus, when done he went to the bedroom grabbed a pair of new boxers and pajamas pants and laid in bed. Not soon after that Sasuke came and they kissed each other goodnight.