When youre broken

When you're broken in a million little pieces
And you're tryin' but you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believing in your self
When you're broken


Killian knew Emma was stressed out. 6 months left of school combined with Ashton starting her terrible twos, which he knew would be hell on them the second she was born; she was his child after all. But for some reason she seemed to be pulling away from him, making excuses to avoid nights with him or staying busy all the time. He wondered if he had done something wrong but he was writing it up to school work and made a note to talk to her about it later.

"Jones, I need the night off." August said as he rounded the corner in to the break room, giving Killian a grin that made Killian want to punch him in the face.

"And why would that be? You know the rules. Unless someone is dying then you have to work your shift. I have a family at home I would like to see, you know before my daughter turns 18." Killian said as he set his phone down, the text screen to Emma opened up.

"I have a hot date with this girl I met online. Come on, it's one night. Ashley will still be there when you get home." August said with a shrug, Killian shaking his head.

"No Booth. ASHTON is two already and I barely see her, I worked a double to cover your ass last week. I'm going home to my family. Start planning your dates on your nights off." Killian said as he grabbed his phone and headed out of the room, August flipping him off as he left.

Killian headed towards the nurses' station, giving Lucy a smile as he took the file from her.

"What do we have today?" He asked smiling, looking over the paper. "Female, 25, having stomach cramps and back pain? Alright let's get blood work to rule out anything and then go from there." He said as Lucy nodded and headed to the room, Killian looking over the next file, his mind wandering back to Emma and how he could help her de-stress.


Emma sat in front of the fireplace rubbing her stomach. She knew she was cutting it close by waiting to tell Killian she was pregnant. She was 4 months along and starting to show, there was no way she could hide it from him any longer. Smiling she called out to Ashton, who had been sitting on the couch, getting over another temper tantrum.

"You want to go put on your pretties for daddy?" Emma asked as she cuddled Ashton close, kissing her head. As much as it bothered her when Ash threw her fits, she loved her daughter and knew that it would all be okay. Ash smiled and nodded against Emma's shoulder, holding her mom close as Emma stood up.

"Mama mad?" Ash asked softly, her small hand curling around Emma's collar tears still in her eyes. Emma's heart broke seeing her daughter so sad, not understanding why she threw the fits she did. Emma kissed her head and held her tighter.

"Never baby. I love you. Always and a day." Emma said smiling as she sat Ashton down on the changing table, helping her out of the shirt she had been wearing, and half of lunch that Ashton smeared all over, and in to the new grey one she bought her. On the front, in black writing, it said "I'm going to be a big sister! Coming soon!" Emma loved the shirt and wondered how long it would take Killian to realize what it said.

"There we go. All done! Let's go watch Tangled until daddy comes home!" Emma said as she picked Ashton back up, who was now smiling and seemed to be in a much better mood, and headed down stairs. Elsa had called her a few days ago, her daughter having been born just a few days after Ashton's 2nd birthday last month and told Emma she knew the secret but wouldn't tell until Emma was ready too. Emma told her everything and was excited to tell Killian, though scared to see what his reaction would be.

As Tangled ended, both girls heard the garage door opened and knew Killian was home. Ashton took off running towards the inside garage door, trying to get it opened. Emma laughed as she waited until she heard the car turn off before she opened the door and let her daughter run to Killian, secretly hoping he saw the shirt soon.

As soon as he was out of the car Killian set his things down and picked up Ashton, hugging her close to him.

"Daddy!" Ashton hugged him close as he held her to him, kissing her head.

"Hi princess. How was your day with mommy?" He asked as he closed the garage door and headed inside, kissing Emma quickly as they moved to the living room.

"tachted Tangled." She said smiling as she kissed his cheek smiling. Emma laughed as she headed out to grab Killian's things and set them down on the table for him before she turned the oven on for dinner.

"You did? Mommy loves that movie!" He said smiling as he cuddled close to her, watching Emma sit down in the recliner, oddly silent.

"I get stuffy." Ashton said as she climbed off his lap and headed towards the stairs, slowly making her way up them towards her room.

"You okay over there love?" Killian asked as he stood up and moved towards her kissing her gently. Emma hummed against his lips as she nodded.

"Perfectly great." She told him smiling as he kissed her again. Ashton waddled back in to the room, her stuffed Pascal in her hand.

"Daddy!" She yelled as she stood there smiling. Killian turned and watched her, Emma waiting as she saw his face go over his daughters shirt a few times.

"Big sister? Emma…. Are you?" He asked turning to look at Emma watching her with tears in his eyes. Emma nodded as she stood up and took the sweatshirt off, the small bump sticking out. Killian pulled her to him and kissed her, his hands on her hips. "I love you Em, I love you, I love you." He told her as he pulled back and knelt down, pressing a kiss to her stomach.

"I love you too. I know I should have told you sooner but I wanted it to be perfect and I was worried." She said softly as Ashton stood beside them smiling.

"Worried love?" He asked picking up Ash as he stood up. "Why would you be worried?" He asked her as he sat down on the couch cuddling the girls close.

"We hadn't talked about a second child and I was worried you would be upset. You are working so much lately and I know you are tired so I didn't want to make things worse." She told him as Ashton moved her little hand over her dad's scruff.

"I would never be mad about more kids with you love. I will always want them." He told her smiling as he kissed her before kissing Ashton a few times, loving the giggle from her lips. They stayed cuddling for a few more minutes before Emma headed to the kitchen, giving Ashton and Killian some time together.


Emma finished the last touches on dinner, her house full of voices. She was excited to tell everyone tonight that she was pregnant, though she was sure some people already knew. Ashton slowly wandered in to the kitchen lifting her arms up for Emma to pick her up. Wiping her hands off, Emma bent down and lifted Ashton up cuddling her close.

"You okay baby girl?" Emma asked smiling, Ashton ducking her head in to her moms neck.

"Tired." Ash said softly holding the top of Emma's shirt. Emma rubbed her back gently knowing that it was close to bed time.

"Do you wanna eat before you go to sleep?" Emma asked as she carried her out of the kitchen and towards the living room.

"Love, your husband here thinks he can take me in a fight; please tell him he's wrong." Liam said with a laugh, holding his own daughter in his arms. Emma laughed as Killian kissed her head and took Ashton.

"Sorry old Man. But I'm pretty sure Killian could take you down." Emma said with a laugh sitting down beside Mary Margaret and Elsa. Both looked beyond tired and Emma knew having young kids was the cause.

"Old man?" Liam asked laughing as he shook his head handing Emma her niece. Emma smiled as she kissed the small baby's head, excited to know that soon she would have another one to snuggle.

"Kill id watch out if I was you. Seems like Emma has baby fever." Liam teased as he smirked. Killian shrugged as he looked to his brother and smirked right back.

"I'm not worried." He said smirking which caused everyone in the room to stop and look at them.

"Kill? What are you saying?" David asked as he looked to his sister and brother in law.

"Mommy pegnat." Ashton said grinning, repeating what Killian whispered in to her ears. Emma laughed as she handed Stella back to Elsa.

"I'm pregnant. And we know the gender already." Emma said as she accepted the hugs from their family members. Ruth smiled as she looked to Mary Margaret then to Emma.

"Tell them Mary Margaret." Ruth said smiling moving towards the two girls.

"Tell us what?" Emma asked as she turned to her sister in law, smiling.

"I'm pregnant too. We didn't want to tell you guys, we figured you had something to tell us tonight so we didn't want to ruin your night." Mary Margaret said smiling. Emma grinned as she hugged her sister in law, excited to be pregnant with her best friend. They moved to the dinner table, Killian putting Ashton to bed with her cousins in her room as well.

As everyone started to eat, Emma looked at her brother, watching his stupid grin.

"What?" She asked smiling, leaning in to Killian's cheek kiss.

"I'm proud of you. A couple years ago you were doing whatever, barely making it to work on time and now you are a mom and a wife and almost a teacher." He told her smiling. Emma blushed looking down.

"Thank you. I'm glad I had you there to help me get through it." Emma told him smiling. Taking it all in, Emma was happy she got Pregnant with Ashton. She was glad she slept with Killian that night in new York. She was happy she did everything she did. Looking at everyone around the table Emma couldn't have asked for a better family.


A|N: Chapter 11 is done. This is making me sad knowing its coming to a close and I am not sure how soon. I was aiming for 15 chapters, but right now it looks like maybe 12. But I am working on a new story but I need some help. Which would you rather have? Secret relationship Captain Swan or Already together but problems Captain Swan?

See you guys soon!